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Transcript December 29, 2019

We will command that only the most divine light shine down upon us at this time, and that the greatest good be present here.

We are overwhelmed. We are so honored to be here with all of you today. And all that are to come. Because for as long as our mission has taken place, specifically the mission we have through Barbara and all of you and all of the many many many many many rings of influence that have been accumulated through the years. And now today, 12/29/19 is the first time that we have had an opportunity to have such a clear link from the physical to the nonphysical in the transformation of a human being.

Cathy has studied for years to get to this place and now she is here with us but had been there with you. And now we can bring forward even more clearly the idea that the different between life and death is so much more than you will ever begin to imagine in life. Even if you can imagine it, as much as you can possibly imagine of how fabulous and amazing and gigantic and life-changing this work that we’re doing right now is, it’s even more, exponentially, than you can imagine.

We hope that conveys the true awesome honor that we feel here today. When we started this project, we had many discussions about how to do this and what to do. As the Party, it was important that Einstein had not just Sigmund Freud, who was also someone he knew in the physical and now could know in the nonphysical, because we needed to craft a direction that would get us to where we are here today. What an outlandish story it seems, of finding three women who were willing to listen to our words and then use their actual live conflict as a way to learn themselves out of the old patterns. And into the new operating system.

It was important to have Jacqueline Kennedy Onassis to help in understanding culture and publishing and getting the message out into print.

Everyone who has moved this along is a part of the change. Whether just an hour with us. Or you have an hour with us and then you take that hour to someone else.

The spread of what we have wanted to accomplish was not meant during this period to go wide and far. It was meant to go deep, deep within each of you, who have decided to embody the change, to be the change. To take your belief that there is a super human power only it’s not God outside you it’s you. And move it forward into Compassion. We’re here to tell you, despite what you look at your troubled world, it’s headed for a similar place as Barbara with speaking of. When, for her and Kim and Teresa were going through their experimentation through all the years and all their conflicts. Today, they are closer and deeper and richer and fuller and together. That love has grown through all of that conflict and all of that work on that conflict to be something quite amazing and has influenced the evolution of human consciousness.

All of you who have done the same things with your lives, where you uncovered the darkness and went in to resolve your conflicts on your own map, on your own level to see that then the world opens up and manifests in a way that is greater than the sum of the parts. Manifests in ways that you couldn’t have gone at directly. You cannot solve the problems of your physical world at the same levels that you see them being created. You must go deep into the root.

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All of you who have even just taken stabs at it, you might be new or beginning, or maybe you’ve never heard of this idea of Conflict REVOLUTION and taking care of your own darkness and owning your own power, All of you do know that, we thank you. We thank you all of us here and all of you there, we are on a journey together that cannot fail.

One thing we want encourage everyone to do, especially after this passed year, if we’re looking at the end of the year, 2019, There’s a new relationship people have in social media. It’s a very energetic relationship. It’s symbolic of what you can do without actually having to have devises. But you can see in the past 50 years how much culture has taken you into the realization that life is very complicated. It’s interconnected in ways  that you don’t quite understand how you can be on the other side of the world in a split second on social media or on the internet. And live, too! There’s a new challenges in this expansion of consciousness having to do with that. Clearly, when someone is not working for the good of the whole, working at the good of the few of the expense of the many. Or the expense of anyone. There is no reason to work at anyone’s expense. In the term of evil—working for the food of the few at the expense of the many—the more that you can detach and really say you don’t know, much like the Massage Cream Conflict. Still allow yourself to have a belief.

This is part of a challenge for those of you who don’t want to pretend that there aren’t great wars in the world, and injustices and things that do need to be stood up for. Energy that does need to be put towards bettering environment and your world right now in 2019.

To detach from the political battles, even the scientific battles, somebody’s right, somebody’s wrong. It’s a mechanism; it’s a system. It’s part of why the government in the Unites States right now is having such … well we won’t talk about that but … Because it’s right against wrong, and each side thinks they’re right and no one’s going to back down. There is a bigger force behind all of it that has been rising in this time of extreme, extreme wealth and extreme, extreme poverty.

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It’s controversial not to make a judgment right now. If you’re looking at the physical world because you can’t let evil stand. But it’s very important that human’s understand as they’re moving forward what that really means. Because in one hand, you can go out and say, “That set of belief systems is evil.” Yes, putting children in jail, those kinds of things are evil. What do you do in the physical world to address those things.

In that area, we would say keep the detachment but find in your immediate world areas where you can interject yourself with this new operating system and this new way of resolving conflict and being the change. In a situation that is important to you there. So you don’t stop interacting and working for social justice you’re just doing this first.

Doing this first with yourself precipitates a kind of change that you won’t be able to predict in the physical world. You know it’s going to happen. For those of you have practitioned this for all these years, you know that when you do the process, you get the miracle. You can’t predict it and that’s the beauty of the process. Having that detachment and separating the idea that, “I don’t know the whole story but here’s what I believe. But I don’t know the whole story, so I’m not going to argue so much that I’m right.”

That’s another thing to be aware of in yourself, is when are you in that mode that you’re going to argue that you’re right.  There are times when, yes, you have to stand up for somebody or something, and you are right. There’s times when it’s just. But it’s not a way of life. It’s not a personality trait that you always have to be right. That’s not what you want.

You want to find those areas and transform them yourself, where you can add just a little—when you’re in that place and you want to be right—you go into that mystery to say, you know what, I just don’t know if what I believe is fully the whole truth that I have to stand up for.

This kind of new thinking in those moments won’t always be well received because you all know the ego and how egotistical it can be. But it pushes it in the long run. It’s one more step that you manifest the new operating system. Where you manifest the new perspective, embodied it and made decisions around it.

Being able to be detached is really ultimately what gets you to transcendence. This goes back to what happened with Barbara and Catherine in her apartment at the end of her life, when even Barbara’s mother got a hold of the psychic and had her text Barbara that they were doing the right thing. This is a tribute to the work of all of you and all of us and the Party.

It happens so readily because Catherine let go of the Lens. Her ability in life to be tenacious and tough helped her in the end as she did everything in present moment to prepare her children and grandchildren. She did everything she could and by the time she got to the end of her life, the one thing that she knew was that she did that. That she prepared, to the best of her ability, and she knew that when she left, there was going to be a whole explosion in all of them, but she would be there for them when she figured out what was happening after she died. She knew she would be there for them and that ability to let go of life itself brings you into the condition of Afterlife which we’ve been teaching lately as called the Clarity.

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We want to take you briefly into the Clarity. All of you imagine you’re alone, you are in the middle of a huge plane, like [the movie] The Matrix, where it was just white forever. You are on a plane. Imagine you’re sitting in a chair. Then imagine, actually, that there’s all of us in a ring sitting in chairs looking at each other in the circle. Imagine we’re all wearing beautiful white coats and suits. The chairs are white and everything is white. It’s just a plane as far as far as you can see.

Now we’re going to put a boundary on it. We’re going to sit in this Clarity, which is eternal, expansive and infinite and we have a little piece of it. We’re going to be in our Clarity. What that means is that this is a place of Afterlife. This is a place of consciousness that is learning how to be conscious in bigger and broader ways than consciousness has ever been conscious before.

In this Clarity, one thing that We the Party and you who are listening have helped us bring forth is the idea of how four-dimensional reality in the Lens is created. As we sit together in this Clarity, we’re here forever. You can come and go. There’s other things you can do. If you think about being in Afterlifge with us and there’s a ring of chairs and a circle of souls, some people come and go. Sometimes The circle pulls in and it’s fewer and there’s a bigger audience behind. It’s always ever changing, ever moving. Sometimes groups of three come up to speak in the voice of We, and sometimes you have individuals.

For the most part, this voice of Clarity, this voice of the Party, this voice of unison human consciousness that is being pushed to evolve into Compassion. That’s who we are all are today. And let us tell you: that world we’re looking down on that’s so troubled right now in 2019—and it has been—is filled over flowing with people connected in this network. Because to get to Compassion, you don’t need Conflict REVOLUTION. You don’t need this, you don’t need the Party. You need the commitment to yourself, whatever inspires you to do it. Whether it’s Christianity that inspires you to be that superhuman that’s going to be like Jesus who could change the water into wine. Or whoever, whatever—nature—inspires you to be this superhuman. Take your power into your own hands. Manipulate it for the good of the whole.

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The troubled planet is in a process where they are discovering who they really are. Just like Barbara, Teresa and Kim had to discover who they really were, not who they should have been, or who Culture wanted them to be, or who they were patterning because of ancient patterns going on, but who they really were. You being here at this time is no mistake. It’s a brilliant and advantageous.

We see coming into 2020 that this movement of Compassion is going to take on more power than ever. It is being fed by its need: the need to take over. The need for Compassion. And you have what that takes. You have that answer. You are the change and we’re very excited.

You are the change not if you perfect something. Not if you never get triggered again and all your decisions are brilliant. But you are the change, especially right now where it is so complicated and so hard, you are the change of your local universe, of your part of the Lens. Your entire life. As you move into 2020 that’s your theme, that you a) have the superhuman power within you, b) it’s not that you’re perfect, it’s that you’re going to apply it as needed.

The idea isn’t to become “perfected” where you never make a mistake or you never get angry or you’re never say the wrong thing. The idea is to have a system in place that is so superconscious of what you’re doing that you start to make changes to those things. Slowly but surely, all of you have learned that you get more evolved when you do that. You still make mistakes. You still say things … Don’t look for that as a sign that you’re succeeding. Look at how many times you’re going to start over again and say, what do you really know and what do you believe?

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Do you want to be right or do you want to have peace? Because those little tiny decisions are just as important as any other decision about big things. Every time you don’t have to instigate into a conflicted conversation with your sister [for example]. You just don’t care anymore to do that. She might still be riled up, but you’re not going to feed it. Every time you do those little things, it’s so important.

We’re hoping that in 2020 there is catch-up time to some of the things that we’ve been training for all of these years. We hope to help instigate the Universe pulling you few farther out into the world. If you are new and you get introduced to our information, and then you go off into the world and think, “Well, that’s really not for me,” that’s okay. The whole idea is that in the little bit of introduction of how to have a different operating system that you go off and do it. We’re not a font where you have to keep coming back and filling up your cup because you can’t live without us.

We happen to like to come together because there’s not a lot of people in the physical world in the Lens for you right now who can have these conversations this deep with you. That’s why we want to keep having them with you. But you—all of you—are charged with going out into your worlds and having the same conversations in everyday language. You don’t have to teach someone Conflict REVOLUTION. You demonstrate it. You work it in your life, however it works for you. That’s the whole idea, it’s meant to be very human specific. You will do things at your time. Intuition will tell you. Only you will know what to think, how to feel. That’s your business. That’s your full domain. How exciting to know that!

No, it’s not always exciting to go into the dark side. In the biggest picture, as Cathy Kline will tell you, it’s very exciting. She wished she would have gone deeper. She wished she could have gone deeper when she was there. But for whatever reason, she did it as she did it. She’s learning as she learns. Never be afraid to go deeper.  If it means feeling and breathing, then it’s like mining out the abscesses, all those patterns that are packed in the emotions that never got to move through the body.

Think about when you reincarnate (if you’re there with us) and you go through a life and you have these abscesses that are still in that string when your body dies. It’s a wonder that anybody can figure anything out energetically these days, it’s so very complicated.

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We’re so excited about this coming year and how much growth is going show up. You’re going to find more and more people are more attuned to wanting to be the change, to wanting to know how to do that. You’re going to find more and more situations individually where you can put that intention forward. More than you know, because you make so many decisions in a day. You have so many interactions, it’d be hard for your human mind to get up with all of them. There’s always more places.

What that gets you to—and we’re saying this as an experiment, of course—what we hope it gets you to is where you with the bodies are so aware of us here in the Clarity and the part of you that’s in the Clarity, it’s one system. It’s no longer separated by if you have a body or not. There’s a structure and framework that’s we’ve given you that’s psychologically and psychically, energetically to see where you are when the body is gone and there is no more Lens. The Human Intention isn’t focused on that particular string to bring into physical life. This is no small potato thing.

It’s going on in your everyday world. In that physical world where most people don’t think about death or these things. It’s like you’re secret agents. If you think about being a secret agent for the good of the whole, a secret agent doesn’t reveal all that depth of what’s really going on, what they really know. They’re not really transparent. They’re not doing it to manipulate but to influence. To influence the outcome without letting you know that they’re a secret agent. Often times, you won’t have to have that talk with that neighbor or sit down and tell your son this. You can express it to yourself in your understanding to get to know who it is that you are. What you want from a situation and then let it go and go back to present moment where you will commit to be in that transcendent moment where you’re right there listening, listening for your intuition, listening for what your thoughts are, your Intellect, always moving that emotion through your breath. This expansion that you’re in is going to take a profound step next year.

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Before we open for questions and conversation, we would love to talk a little bit about 2020 in terms of being a year of balance. Balance is coming to you whether you want it or not.

As you move into next year, keep this in mind: when you find yourself stressed or struggling, think about if the energies were trying help you manifest a life of balance. Now, if you were getting your PhD and doing your thesis , that is not a life of balance, necessarily. But there are ways to approach the imbalanced life with balance. The universe is going to be conspiring to help you build a strong balance into the system.

For some of you, that may not be an issue. For some of you who are maybe too balanced every now and again, it will throw you off balance, to get you into the process of getting back into balance. For most people, the balancing act doesn’t take place out there in the world. It takes place inside you. What is your relationship going to be to what is the truth, and what you believe, and if you’re going to be right or if you’re going to make peace.

We can say right now it’s going to help you to commit and intend to want to make peace. To commit and intend to stray away from behavior that engages in needing to be right. Even if, and maybe mostly more important, try to stray away from those behaviors when you really are right. You even really have the proof of it. Because if you’re in a position where you want to be right and you  actually have the proof, and you take that proof and you put it out there, “Here’s the proof!” Well, okay.

Now you’re right.

But what did it do to the peace?

On the other hand, if you’re committed to the peace and you find out you’re right, it may not even matter anymore. You might be working with somebody whose—if you were to prove that you were right, that you could clearly see that person was going in the wrong direction—there are other ways to influence people.

But when you look at the world and it’s so crazy and everybody’s so pitted against each other and you get wrapped up!

And nobody’s faulting you! This is the journey. This is the important piece/peace of everyday life for you. being on the planet, being in the Lens, having these human experiences and choosing to pull your superpower into the intention to commit Compassion at every turn. And that’s going to be the force that leads the rest of the change forward.  Not what’s going on on the planet. That’s not going to lead the change forward. This is leading the change forward.

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If there’s nothing that we leave you with today other than embrace this gift to be able to be this conscious during this time in this era. We hope to inspire you continue to watch and be amazed.

 

 

A Tribute to Mary Catherine Kline

Losing someone you love is never easy. People often ask me if, since I can talk to dead people, I still feel sad at the passing of a friend or family member, knowing they’re still alive somewhere and that I can talk to them.

Yes, of course I still go through grief. But Einstein has been teaching us how to live in the non-physical (the same state as Afterlife) while also in our bodies and to consciously prepare for death. Because I have learned to develop living relationships with my dead friends in Afterlife, perhaps my mourning doesn’t last as long as most.

It is with equal sadness and excitement today that I honor the passing of my dear friend and Conflict REVOLUTION coach Mary Catherine Kline. She left the physical on October 7, 2019 after a long dance with cancer. She is sorely missed by many.

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We first met in 2008 at a group channel I was conducting in Ohio. She coincidentally sat directly to my right. Ever after when people asked her how we met, she would say that she got to sit at the “right hand of Barbara the channel almighty.” Ha ha.

Several months later, she called to invite me to play music at a spiritual retreat she was planning. After saying no three times, which she would not take for an answer, I finally gave in and flew to Florida for Sand, Sea, and Spirit. She did a presentation that was so passionate and articulate, I asked her to teach and train Conflict REVOLUTION. With a resounding yes, yes, and yes, she went on to get certified and integrate Con REV into her own healing practices and daily life.

Cathy assisting me at a conference. She loved her artificial orchids and had them until the day she died.

Cathy was a master at perseverance and maintaining a positive, powerful attitude. She never shirked the difficult work of Conflict REVOLUTION. Nor did she ever back away from me when I was in need, instead happily becoming my cheerleader, coach and biggest fan.

Vivacious, with an infectious laugh that often rang out loudly at her own jokes, Cathy was generous to a fault and willing to help just about anyone. We never hesitated to call in times of need and were there for each other through thick and thin.

The Massage Cream Conflict
Cathy’s passion for Con REV was fully revealed in a conflict we went through that we dubbed The Massage Cream Conflict. She had just organized and promoted a very successful Conflict REVOLUTION workshop in Columbus. As we were divvying up the proceeds, I asked if I could buy some of her massage cream. She said she had to order it, but would bring it when she came to Corpus Christi to finish her classroom certification training. So I left her the money from my pile of cash—or so I thought.

She arrived in Corpus at the same time as Holly, my other dear friend and Con REV trainee from Portland. As they were unpacking, Cathy brought out the massage cream and told me I owed her $25. Wait! I was sure I had paid her out of my Ohio cash before I left.

She, on the other hand, distinctly remembered that I would pay for it in Texas. Trouble was, neither of us kept a record of the agreement, and we each had an entirely different memory of what took place.

I knew she wasn’t trying to rip me off, and she knew that of me. In all our other business dealings, we had meticulously signed contracts, but nothing in writing for this transaction.

After going back and forth each trying to prove ourselves right, we decided to Rev the conflict together—see how long it would take us to revolve and resolve it. Holly would be the “peace” in the middle. What a perfect spontaneous exercise for the teacher training: an active conflict between us. We named it the Massage Cream Conflict.

I quickly got to my root. The truth was, there was no record, period. Dang. I couldn’t prove that I was right, and neither could she. With no proof, we had to admit that we just didn’t know. Commit to the mystery. End of story.

As soon as I accepted that we’d never know the truth, I stopped arguing my position. My focus turned to creating a solution for the good of all. I didn’t want Cathy to pay for the cream twice, nor did I. So what was a fair resolution to this mystery?

Cathy, however, continued to argue that she was right. I kept responding with what I knew for sure—that we had no proof—and she’d reluctantly agree, but come back with more evidence she’d thought of to prove she was right. Each time she did, I’d reiterate, “We have no proof of what really happened, so let’s figure out what to do.” That was my story and I stuck to it.

Cathy eventually had her AHA moment that inspired her to stop defending her position. As soon as she did, we found our resolution: Holly had offered to buy the creme, but since we didn’t know who paid for it, we didn’t know who should get the money. So both we agreed to gift it to her as a way to resolve the conflict.

After, in her typical big-hearted way, Cathy offered me a free massage, just in case I was the one taking the loss. Not to be out-generous-ed, I gave her several CDs from my channeling series, just in case it was her loss.

What a beautiful outcome for the good of all, considering what could have happened.

The Massage Cream Conflict was a powerful lesson in “Do you want to be right, or do you want to make peace?” Had we not had examined this conflict, I would was sworn I was right and continued to perpetuate my need to prove it. Once I stopped fighting and refocused on finding a creative solution for the good of all, I changed the energy of the conflict, thereby influencing the outcome. For me, this is exactly what becoming the change looks like.

The end of our Corpus Con REV Teacher Training. Cathy, me, Holly. Photo: Brenda Miles

*****

In the past several years, Cathy experienced some profound losses. Her precious 10-year-old granddaughter was diagnosed with brain cancer. Shortly after that, she, too, was diagnosed with cancer. Later, she discovered one of her friends after they committed suicide by hanging.

Cathy weighed the decision about treatment heavily. Having lost many family members to cancer, she knew what happened with chemotherapy. Plus she knew if she were to undergo chemo while her granddaughter was also going through it, she wouldn’t have the energy to be there for her, and that meant more to her than her own life. So she underwent an operation, but passed on the chemo and radiation in order to be fully present with her granddaughter as she went through her ordeal.

Due to conflicts with the family, Cathy was not able to see her for the last six months of her life. That broke her heart, for so many reasons. Shortly after her granddaughter passed, she found her friend, hanging in a barn. She started to get sicker and eventually found out her cancer had spread to her liver. That was when she started on chemo, which she did off and on for the next few years.

Last Spring I got a message from her. She was in the hospital being treated for the ravaged mess she had become. Nothing was helping. She had finally reached the end of her rope, weeping and sobbing and in massive pain, as sick as she’d ever been.

I offered to come to Ohio. If we couldn’t manage her condition, I assured her I would be there to help her take the next steps towards the end of life.

When I arrived in Columbus, we went to the doctor, who suggested more chemo. She refused to put herself through that again and asked for other options. His only other suggestion was hospice.

She decided to take her healing into her own hands. At first, she made a valiant effort. She got her medical marijuana card, and I started cleaning out her pantry and preparing to cook her healing foods. But after only one day, she was exhausted and came to the conclusion that she was ready to prepare to die.

In that surreal moment, sitting in her living room looking at each other silently, sadly, both of us at a loss, something shifted. Later, my friend Lily would call it “transcendence.” Whatever it was, as soon as she released the struggle to live and took steps to prepare to die, the universe seemed to leap into action and support her.

It began when she was telling me about her family. When she mentioned her younger brother, immediately the phone rang, and it was him. Since she talked to him only a few times a year, this was unusual.

We began to discuss how to connect with hospice. At that moment, the phone rang and it was the nurse from the doctors office, the one we needed to speak to about that.

In another truly eerie moment, out of the blue I received a text from Amy, a psychic who had given me a reading with my mother after she died. I had not heard from her in almost a year. That day at Cathy’s, she texted to say she was getting a message from my mom to tell me that we were doing all the right things and that we had a lot of support from the other side. Amy had no idea where I was or what was going on! In essence, I got a text from my mother from Afterlife assuring me that we were on the right track.

People would call as soon as we mentioned their name. Cathy’s apartment filled with the comings and goings of visitors, friends and family as they all came to love her.

I flew back and forth to Columbus three times. We shared so much during those weeks. One night was just her raging and weeping for hours. Other days we laughed so hard our sides ached. She was meticulous in tending to the details of the end of her life: making sure her three kids and three grandkids were prepared, giving away her possessions to people she loved, closing out accounts, making plans for her care.

The hospice team was incredible, bringing her back to life with their loving care and precise medications. Seeing her released from the misery of trying to be healed, to being made to feel comfortable and out of pain was like night and day.

Cathy had one last reading from me. Her last question is very telling of what her attitude was in life:

When I left for the last time in July, she was doing so well she even drove me to the airport. But after, she slowly started to fade, sleeping more and more, losing mental clarity, eventually switching over to morphine in the end.

I was not with her when she passed peacefully with family and friends at her side. But spending time with her at the end of her life was one of the greatest gifts I’ve ever received. When I was with her, the synchronicity was breathtaking and the love of friends and family profound and inspiring. When I was away from her, I longed to be in her living room, in that state of transcendence. It was hard to care about the regular events of life as I experienced her impending death—death that will come for us all someday.

I’ve seen her in Afterlife, as vibrant and tenacious as she was in the physical, her trademark laugh ringing through the ethers. She’s riding along with me on my gravitational wave, in her joyful state, reunited with friends and family and especially with her beloved granddaughter.

It’s only been recently, however, that she has been showing up in readings, with specific messages about her experiences. And just like in life, she has a lot to say!

Cathy attended most every one of our call-in group channeling sessions since I started doing them in 2009. This next session is the first one since her passing. Even though she’s not here physically, we talked about this very day in the last weeks of her life. She is indeed at the table with the Party. I am excited to see what she has to say.

Cathy Kline, I love you so much and miss you like crazy. I’m looking forward to this new relationship from Afterlife. I hope you continue to teach me from there, like how you taught me in life to commit to the mystery, gracefully face death, and live and die in peace and dignity.

Save me a seat.

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Mary Catherine Kline, June 24, 1951-October 7, 2019

FREE 2019 End of the Year Channel

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Join us for a live channel with Einstein and the Party as we gaze into 2020 to see where in the world we are headed. Always informative and insightful, Einstein is sure to inspire us with some creative and regenerative ideas on how to take control of our lives and become the change we are waiting for.

Free downloads of the channel will also be available here afterward.

Sending everyone the best wishes for the holiday season and a rocking New Year!

 

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Einstein and the Party of 12
December 31, 2018

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Barbara: Good morning, good afternoon, good evening, whomever, wherever, whenever. Today is Monday, December 31, 2018. We’ve come together to have a look back on 2018, as well as turning to have a gaze into the future of 2019.

As we all can imagine, we’re gathered here with Don and Donna who are in Sedona, Cathy is in Ohio, Robin and Tracy are in Portland, and I’m in Lake superior on Madeline Island. Cassandra I imagine is in Duluth, Minnesota. She’s just joined us.

We’re gathered here knowing what the real agenda is with the Party and why we get together. This has always been about people who really want to go into their own lives and gain control of what is theirs to be in control of—what is yours, what is mine to be in control of. It’s not for everybody, but I see the remarkable effects that it has on lives.

I’m humbled as I personally look back on 2018, very humbled what all of this work that Einstein and the Party, through the many years and the actual practical application of the teachings, has resulted in (for me personally): a really remarkable operating system. I’m so humbled and awed, and most the time I don’t even know what to say about the whole thing.

Today we’re going to look back in a way that I think is always rooted in the present, always rooted in the operating system, always rooted in helping us understand what our bigger domain is all about. They’re always true to their mission.

There will be time for questions and answers and more practical things, but I just want to start out by sharing with you an experience that I had in the past couple of weeks. I live on this little island and we have this little church. It’s a United Church of Christ, St. John’s, and our lovely Pastor Marina Lachecki retired this year in September. I just learned that her husband just passed away today. He was in hospice, so it wasn’t unexpected, but thinking of her today and sending her all kinds of love and him too, and including him in the circle of souls.

St. John’s bell rope

We have a new pastor coming but they needed people to fill in. I volunteered. I like to do that kind of thing, I think I can do it OK. So I had a chance to channel Jesus in a way that was really startlingly awakening for me.

I grew up EUB: Olivet Evangelical United Brethren, whatever that was. I separated from the church and haven’t read the Bible much. So when I volunteered, there were Bible verses that came with the service, spinning into the Christian service.

I was happy to read them and as I did, I saw this relationship to Jesus in this whole new way, partly because my relationship to Jesus has been through the Party. I certainly recognized his greatness, but it hasn’t been is if I was looking at it through Christian eyes, through that filter of heralding his birth (for good reason [were they heralding his birth])!

I started to think about Mary. The Bible verse was all about how Mary went up into the hills to see her cousin Elizabeth. Elizabeth was at the time six months pregnant with John the Baptist, he would become John the Baptist. Mary, as soon as she walked through the door and Elizabeth saw her, her baby jumped in the womb because Mary was also pregnant with Jesus at that time. That was what the Bible verse was about.

I started to think about Mary being, as scholars say, 12 or 13 years old. So here’s a 12- or 13-year-old being visited by an angel, and not just any angel, but Gabriel. Now I know how this feels. I started to relate to how, first of all, how terrified she must have been. And not just that, but Gabriel tells her, you’re going to have baby. Oh, and it’s going to be conceived by the Holy Spirit, and your son’s going to be called the son of God. You know, this is crazy—a 12-year-old! That would terrify me as a 12-year-old! So she goes up to see Elizabeth and gets some sort of validation for this event.

Being wrapped up in the story and being in Jesus’ milieu, shall we say—I don’t go to church myself, I don’t do this much—but participating again in the ceremony of my local church, I got in touch with Jesus in an entirely new way. Part of it is a confirmation of what we’re doing here: that all of us are trying to become that change to do more than he did, which is what he said when he was here. He was demonstrating how you never leave compassion. It doesn’t matter if he was up against the devil, or Pontius Pilot, or being crucified, or betrayed by his own people: he never stepped away from compassion. Whatever he said—and there’s not a lot of record—there’s a lot of record of what people thought he said, but there’s no record of what he said. It was his demonstration in the scope of his life that was the power of what he did and inspiration for all of us to do that.

Seeing that as a piece of the Party, as a piece of this Einsteinian plan to pass on this worldview that supports Christianity, it supports Buddhism, it supports everything—it’s just supportive of everything. But to see that piece was really, really profound for me this year.

So as I looked back on my own 2018 and losing my mother, and the whole transformation that that depth has brought, it’s like no other year for me. I have to think that I’m not really different than anybody else. We’ve all been through such great transformational events in our lives and we’ve come to this place now of turning and facing into a new era. We’re the leaders of our own lives. Having the Party to be able guide us into that vision, and how to practically implement that vision, is such a great honor. I’m humbled again by all of this and my relationship to it.

I wanted to share just a little bit today about my communication with my mother and my father since my mother died. I haven’t really been able to talk about it, and nor should I have to. I feel like I want to share a little bit of it.

Dad and Mom, New Year’s Eve 1957 at a Party in their living room.

It’s so amazing to me. It’s different then I anticipated. It was much more traumatic than I imagined it would be. Communicating with her through it, and watching her and my father, who is here, too, very much present, work through what happens after you die and you get back together with those family members in the non-physical who you just shared a life with, to regroup and re-communicate and see, analyze, just what we all do with this information about our lives. I watched my parents grow together. I’ve watched their growth in Afterlife be able to affect me, as if it were real. And you know the funny thing about that … but to have a new relationship with these parents who took responsibility in Afterlife and want to progress, want to continue in this deep love of growth. And that’s what we’re doing here.

For me in 2018, that’s been the most profound: looking back on it and getting to the present for me. I’m very excited about seeing what 2019 brings, but I think the gazing ahead is going to be a lot about fortifying our own relationship to this Jesus part of us, for lack of a better word, as we move forward. But I’m going to let the Party talk about that.

The Party

We command that only the most divine light shine down upon us at this time and the greatest good be present here.

Let’s start out, take some deep breaths, all of us connect just relax. Put aside these thoughts of the world and turn inward. Turn inward to this energy we are always gathering to examine and be a conscious part of.

[BREATHE]

With every breath that you take in, imagine if you would right in front of you there is a cloud of smoke. Don’t be afraid to draw this smoky substance into your breath and let it fill up your body and then as you exhale, channel all of that right straight through the heart. See the heart center as being so powerful that it is transforming all of that dark, smoky, murky separated thinking into an expression of the greatest good, of the great love, of the highest love that there.

Not only do you make decisions for the good of the whole, you make decisions for your own greatest good. You can’t have one without the other. That kind of energy plays off itself. You know how that is when you are in a very creative mode and you meet up with someone else who is in a creative mode, it’s almost brainstorming that goes on. It’s an exercising of creative energy that stimulates manifestation. It opens up possibilities.

Rest assured that all possibilities cannot take place. There’s going to be a set of probabilities based on some mathematical proportions, and then some other predicting factors of maybe habits in the past (how many times did you say you would do this and how many times did you actually do it), that kind of calculating of patterns and such, like the guts of a computer calculating things.

But this movement forward from here has you at the controls of what’s happening on this inside, internal world as the most important place for you to be, whether it’s looking at the past or gazing into the future. Your inner decision-making process that’s in place: if you have a decision-making process in place that’s constantly in the collective way, considering what’s best for the good of the whole, it starts with your own well-being. Not out of selfish, but it’s the way the pattern plays: it’s coming out of you and into the world. If your well-being is solid, you realize that you are not here necessary to manifest a particular outcome, but you’re here to become fluid with what is being thrown at you.

You’re here to be so aware of that decision-making process in yourself on such a microscopic level and so committed to doing what’s best for the good of the whole, by doing so, the passion is there. The passion to be the change in this collective world is there.

As you become the change and you live that passion, there is a kind of a relaxation in your relationship to yourself. You don’t have to work so hard at that.

One of the things that we saw happening in 2018 for all of you is that you started to get clearer on a part of the operating system that makes a big difference in outcomes. The difference is, when is it time to work harder? Because there are times in a process, in a pattern, in a manifestation, {when you say], “Oh yeah, I have to work a little bit harder.” You’re getting your PhD so you know you have to go through a time where you have to work a little bit harder.

Or, when is it time to employ a different process? And knowing the difference in present moment is a big clue to making your life easier, healthier, more in the flow. Because you know full well that if you are in a time where you should be doing something different, but you think you should work harder at what you are doing, then you’re going to work five times as hard and still not get anywhere. Because what the moment is calling for is to do a different process, not do the same process more intensely or more focused.

In the same vein, if it’s time to work harder at something, going to do a different process might just be an escape from doing that harder work that’s needed at that time.

Understanding this difference has been a good part 2018’s lessons, if you get down to it. Think about that and how it relates to relationships, your job, or your work or making money. One of the challenges in this is the value of making money. There are times where it’s more valuable for you rest. If you have to choose in a moment, how are your values laid out? Your body has one value in that moment. It would want to rest if intuition was saying it. But your intellect might be creating another story about what’s more valuable. “That’s all well and good, but I need to pay the rent so I have to not rest as I go to work.”

These conflicts that go on in your own self go on all day long. We guarantee that if you could tune in 24/7—and you know the funny thing about that—you would hear so many of your own conflicts and recognize them as such. This idea of knowing if it’s time to change process or is it time to work harder, take that into 2019. Then pair it with the passion for the greatest good. It will elevate everything to a new level of functionality.

We feel that the product of the synchronicity that we are trying to inspire you to create is measurable and it becomes living a life that way, to where you don’t have to live by anything other than synchronicity and intuition. You’re getting so detached from those outcomes, you’re rearranging your values of yourself. What part of yourself values money more than your health? Those are hard looks to take at self, but the best, the most productive, the most regenerative because now you’re getting into those areas that are hard to access, which come from traumas, past traumas.

That comes from being people who feel deeply. All of you who are listening to this feel deeply and aren’t afraid to say it and be it. These changes that you’re going through are helping on a DNA level of the collective human consciousness. We want to encourage you to keep going with that.

When we look at the global 2018, we see the same chaos that you do. We see a lot more diversity though, in what’s going on on the planet because we can see the whole planet; you can only see pieces that you hear on social media, or media, or read in the newspaper or somehow find out about, which is easy to do in the world today.

But that’s still not everything, but any stretch of the imagination. There’s so much going in the world that no one ever hears about and never gets framed in a political way or broadcast, it just goes on. So we see more areas of growth and change towards what you’re working for than you do, probably.

Everything is always chaotic when you’re going through a complete transformation. You’re tearing everything down to its root and starting over with a more accurate and authentic creation. One that’s based upon hopefully what we’re espousing, and what you say you want to do, which is to build a culture and a world that reflects the Eden that it’s meant to be: Earth as Mother, as provider.

But human consciousness has this genetic piece of free will that makes you different than, say, the trees. Think about the trees, them as one sentient being, connected all across the world. There is a response system. For example, if there’s an infestation of bugs, the trees will respond by providing and creating their own bug repellant. But there isn’t thinking through of things and deciding on the destruction of other humans or other resources, for what reason? Profit of money. Humans share this ability, but not with the trees. It doesn’t mean the trees don’t sense and understand and pick up and communicate, but it’s the difference of what Human Intention has brought to this grand experiment of evolution.

You have come here to be that. You have to accept your potential for all sides, which is why the Party is represented also by the dark side. The dark of humanity, the potential that every human has within them to do good or to do evil (to make decisions for the benefit of the few at the expense of the many).

You take control of that within yourself. And that’s all that you can do. And that was what Jesus wanted to tell you. If you think about his life in the short term—the 33 years that he walked as Jesus of Nazareth who became the Son of God who was remembered for centuries—if you think what he did, how many people he reached, certainly not many, compared to how many people you can reach in the world today in person.

Really, his teachings were only recorded for three or four years of that life. When he said, “You can do what I did and more,” he was really being very literal. Not that you can be the king of the universe [like him], unless it’s the king of your own universe. But you can do this in your life. Just like he did. More than he did. You’re in a time where you understand so much more of all this. He really wanted you to know that power and the responsibility that you have for that power.

Going into 2019, that’s really the theme, knowing that power within yourself, owning it, working it, going even deeper into the energy that is you and taking responsibility with passion and wanting to work for the good of all. It’s exciting to realize that it doesn’t matter what happens, what you come up against. It doesn’t matter if you come up against the devil, or Pontius Pilate, or that you’re crucified or that your friends turn on you. It doesn’t matter. That’s not the point.

As you embrace this lesson in a whole new way in your lives, you’re going to find surrender: surrender to life and death, surrender to the greater good and the longer view. A love of self just exactly as you are right now, as a human with whatever kinds of challenges in your life, or however many lives that you’re aware of surging through your body, or if you think you’re winning or losing, living or dying, rising or falling. The very act of creating human life is so magnificent. It is the God itself. There should be speechlessness at your small humble part in it.

And yet, like standing up for your cause, for yourself, for your right, you’re going to take your own mission on as seriously as Jesus took his mission. As seriously as Mary took her mission. Even though you’re not going to have that same kind of fate, it doesn’t matter.

When you get into the beginning of 2019, we see a lot of surges of creativity for all of you on so many levels. If you want to accelerate that, then take a very clear look at the people who you have in your life. Whether it’s the actual family or your friends, or the people you work with, everyone. Take a look at everyone you have in your life. Try to find those places where you’re trying harder and harder but nothing is going on. Nothing is changing. Maybe it’s time to do something else.

Look at them also in terms of is there something you could do just a little bit? Could you try just a little harder with this person or that person? Could you try just one more time in just a different way?

Think in terms of that when you’re approaching situations that you have questions about, circumstances of your life and what you need to do. We’re trying to help you build a system inside yourself that is so self-contained and operating so exacting to take care of you, that you never have any doubt again about your life because that operating system is in place.

Our view of 2019 is that this kind of explodes. What you’re going to have challenges in (and maybe you already do) is reconciling what you see going on around you in the world—in the social world, in the news world, in the world and what’s really going on, things that you experience that are part of this chaos, this craziness.

How to balance that with this eternal part of self that knows it’s here for a temporary visit as Don and Donna, Cassandra, and everyone else, just having a temporary experience together. Because of this openness that you’re going to have and you’re going to see in the world, then you get to influence the manifestation.

As you do a conflict in the family, as you approach it differently. Maybe you really feel like you don’t want to, but maybe it is time to try just one more time. Or else you really get to the point where you say, “I can’t do this anymore. I have to go do this in order to take care of myself—do something different.” Either one of those.

This frees up your energy, if you can be OK with that alone time, that absence of whatever that thing was that was eating up your energy in a way that wasn’t regenerative. It frees that up.

This year of 2019 has an opportunity for everyone to take a break from all the crazy insanity that you feel is sometimes being rained upon you. More and more people are going to find a way—not ignore it, not pretend it’s not happening—but to work hard to make sure that you’re doing what’s good for the whole. You’ll know. Sometimes you’re called to go stand up with people. Sometimes you’re called to help a family friend. Sometimes you’re called to fill in, sometimes to a spontaneous need, to help somebody with their groceries. There are all kinds of ways that you get called to be of service to the world in small practical ways. When you make that a priority in your life, you’re is basically doing what’s good for the whole, being in service to people, to the whole, in whatever way that is.

Even if it is just in your prayers, in your mantras, in the way that you channel your compassion and the responsibility that you take for yourself, that you are going to have that. Even if that’s all it is and you never go out and feed the poor or what have you, that’s the core of who you should be. You’ll find great connection and purpose if you then go above and beyond, and go out and find where the world needs you. Go find it, don’t just sit there and let it come to you. Go find it, whatever it is. Think creatively, outside the box.

This goes out to those of you who might be looking for work. There an attitude of being outside the box. There is a willingness to go into that brainstorming. There is a willingness to live in that chaos in the beginning, when you don’t know. You have no idea yet. But if you can adopt that attitude of discovery, knowing that your [operating] system is set. You’re going in there and you are going to find more than enough ways to help be the change, to help the evolution of human consciousness.

We are here with you every step of the way. More and more, the Party grows. Again, next year don’t be surprised if you are developing your own relationships directly to family members, people who have passed on, us the Party, that these openings that you’re making inside yourselves, applying this love, letting love move through you turns you into these very intuitive selves. Once you put intuition into imagination, then you get the hand of God working through your human mind in a beautiful way.

For those of you who are naturally overly intellectual—Honor and Articulations who are very, very intellect-oriented—2019 is going to be a bigger flop over the compassion, to the emotion. And vice versa: those of you who have been so traditionally emotionally oriented—where sometimes you don’t know what to do because you can see all sides of things—you’re going to find yourself much more rooted into a reasoning, intellectual viewpoint, to begin to challenge yourself to get out of that trap.

Like when you’re very caring for someone, they could have done a horrible thing to you and hurt you, but in that moment you can still feel this compassion for them because you can see where their pain came from. That’s all well and good, but in wanting to do what’s good for everyone, there is something more that you can do [for yourself], not letting yourself be hurt in those ways. Not being in that space where someone may do that do you, without having to exert hate, or punishment, or any kind of interaction in that way.

These changes, this flip-flopping and the ability that Intellect is going to give those people of Compassion to be able to make decisions for the good of the whole and take and act on them and feel the confidence of tough love. Sometimes it’s tough love, it just is. But tough love feels good in the longer run, and that’s also going to be what you see in yourself, the changes that have come through this long run of you working to be this greater person.

In between last year and next year, we want right now for everyone to look at your life and acknowledge the enormous amount of growth and life that you’ve lived. Acknowledge your talents and your gifts. Acknowledge your abilities. Acknowledge your power just in being human. As you acknowledge, it brings it to life—you come to life in this way.

In 2019, again, you will be dealing with people in your lives leaving the planet. The more that you can use 2019 to be another step into freeing yourself from the old view of what humanity is—that the physical world is the primary world and the non-physical world maybe doesn’t even exist. This changes to that the non-physical world is 90% of the entire operating system and the physical is really only 10%. Being able to obtain this knowledge in this life, like you’re doing, putting it into practice in these practical ways and then reaching your death point (which you all will) is another step in the transformation, an exciting opportunity that’s come, not the end. Not a loss, but part of the process that you’ve been through, trust us, 100 times before.

With that awareness this is a big step, a big time. We’ve talked about in Paris and we’ll talk about it again next year, that we’re very excited about it. It’s breathtaking to see it. You don’t get to see it in this way yet. You still have the cares and the worries of 2019 and what’s happening on the surface of the planet in your universe. All the more reason for you all to commit to making your own universe as highly evolved as you can. Be like Jesus. Don’t let anything throw you off your compassion. And certainly not your own inner trauma. In fact, let that inspire you to take the time to let it guide you into what that loving change needs to be in order to flow and release the trauma and replace it with a new passion that’s tied to working for the good of all.

Then every particle of your being is vibrating with this unique DNA that’s driving you from that deep level through your intuition, to be a regenerative, self-healing, love-reacting human being. Like the waters and the trees that connect all over the world, of course you as humans connect all over the world. And you’re everything. You’re part tree and your part water. You’re part human and you’re part spirit. You’re part earth and you’re part sky. You are the center of your universe. And when you die, your universe will die with you—that perception. But of course the mathematical equations that were formulated through those actions will live on—thoughts, feelings, senses, memories, the holographic memory of what your body was like, all stored up.

Not in 2019, but sometime in the near future, there’ll be more understanding of what that kind of time travel is. In the meantime, you’re the scientists in that field of how far your power will take to you, to what kind of greatest good can you help facilitate, greater than Jesus even did. It’s an exciting time to be a live and to be part of this movement.

By the time you get to the end of 2019, what we see is a much stronger base solidification of your place in your universe, understanding that whatever is coming, you’re here to be here. You’re here to adapt and adopt and put that energy forward, to create the greatest good, wherever you go, which will be needed. What a great thing to be needed.

As you love, so you will be loved. There is a time of great inner abundance that is blooming right now. We’re excited for each and every one of you.

We are going to then close the channel by saying a few things.

Being who you are, here with us today willing to take this exploratory journey, it opens up a part of you deeper than most. Take that into consideration in building your relationship to yourself. Build it into your life considerations. Things as simple as, if your intuition is really telling you not to go out, then don’t go out. Rest. As simple as that.

You don’t know the needed impact of that rest upon the many layers. You get so caught up in this life, that you’re not aware of the many layers and how they relate to everything else. Imagine trying to follow the roots of the trees, how they all interconnect. It’s hard for your human mind. It wants to know those things.

Take the time to embrace that in yourself. The truth is, it’s every human. You’re just lucky enough to be able to have these esoteric conversations that get you thinking in completely new directions sometimes that can make all the difference in how you manifest.

Watch and see in 2019 as more and more of what you believe and what you have been studying becomes validated and confirmed in the culture around you. All the more conversations you’re going to hear about the non-physical, about the relationship between thoughts, feelings, senses, Intellect, Intuition and Emotion. You’re going to hear from some really surprising sources. Look for information in odd places. Don’t just take what social media runs by you, or your newspaper puts on the headline. Search and see if you can find, for example, new research on regeneration and growing back organs and limbs. It may not be that your commercial media is going to tell you that, but there might be ways to follow other lines of information about it.

Look for those stories, those things that are happening, especially in your community that you live in, with the people. Get more connected face to face with people. You don’t have to spend great deals of time if you don’t want to, but get connected and reach out in a particular way. It’s going to be necessary in the years ahead to be with community in that way. How each of you build that will be up to you.

Mostly watch and see your own changes. Acknowledge them. Celebrate them. Then you will only need to watch and be amazed.

Namaste

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End of the Year Channel: Where Are We Headed Now?

Monday December 31, 2018

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Join us for one last channel for 2018, as Einstein and the Party take a look at 2018 and where it had taken us, and gaze into 2019 to see where in the world we might be headed next year.

Always informative, inspiring and insightful, the Party sends you their best wishes for the New Year!

Living and Dying

While I was in Paris this fall, we conducted two conversations with the Party, specifically to talk about life and death.

Mom’s 96th Birthday

These came at my request. After my mother passed in April, suddenly everyone started losing loved ones—mothers, grandmothers, fathers, children, sisters. It felt like a lot of people were dying. Maybe I just noticed more because I was so tender, but everyone else’s loss was hard, too. I needed some practical information to quiet my human mind and ease my human heart.

One thing they said in the reading that struck me was that some souls choose not to reincarnate as a human. We can, apparently, “homogenize” our energy (blend diverse elements into a mixture that is the same throughout). They referenced people who, after they die, decide to “homogenize” into being a tree and stay in that state for 5,000 years.

When I heard that, I thought to myself, “Where in the world are there trees over 5,000 years old, and what would it feel like to be a tree?” Questions I would have asked had I not been the channel.

As it were, they did answer my questions, later, proving again why they are always telling us to “watch and be amazed.”

* * *

Back in the states, I made the most of my jet lag by leaving Minneapolis at 3 AM, in time to catch the 7:30 AM ferry. As I entered the last, dark hour of the long trip home, the sun was rising into a welcoming glow in the east and on the radio came a story about trees.

Listening to this fascinating pre-dawn report was an awakening. I was gratified to hear the interviewer say it affected him in the same way: once you know this scientific data about trees, you see them in an entirely new way. It’s as if you learn you have a family that you never knew you had and then finally meet for the first time, only to learn they’ve lived in your neighborhood your whole life.

That report speaks of a tree in Norway that is over 9,000 years old, and that trees are far more intelligent than we realize. They share resources, respond to the environment, communicate between species, and bequeath their wealth to other trees before they die. Listening to this story, I watched and, once again, was amazed.

I recommend listening to the tree report before reading this transcript. Particularly the Suzanne Simard  and Richard Powers segments. Their description of the connections that trees have correlates with what the Party describes later in the reading: that all humans are part of a much larger organism; we are far more like trees than we realize.

The rest of the reading includes a reiteration of Einstein’s vision of human consciousness, as well as information on how to communicate with those who have passed. I’ve included a link to the Map of Human Consciousness and the Unified Field. I recommend you pull it up for reference as you read. It’s really not as complex as it seems. Kind of like football. Once you know how the game is played, you can understand what’s going on.

Join us Monday, December 31, 2018 10 AM Central for another free channel with the Party. Einstein will be reviewing 2018 and ringing in the coming year.  All are welcome!

Happy holiday!

 

 

 

My Backyard  … They’ve been here all along …

 

Map of Human Consciousness and Unified Field Here

 

I edited the following from transcripts of two sessions conducted on November 23 and December 3, 2018 in Paris, France.

We command that only the most divine light to shine down upon us at this time, and the greatest good be present here.

We as the Party, guided by Einstein, are ready to make the next step in the evolution of human consciousness. It’s very exciting! We are growing and changing, too.

You can’t imagine the amount of energy it takes to create one human life. Talk about a Big Bang! You can’t have a human life without also creating the universe in which that life will live. The Lens becomes your experience of the physical world. The Lens is your universe.

The eternal part of you is a string that is spinning at the speed of light squared (C2)—starting in the Source (the center of the planet), moving up through the Earth, breaking out into the atmosphere, continuing on into the heavens and then flowing back up through the North Pole and into the center of the planet, to begin again. That spinning string carries all the mathematics that create you and your universe. The Human Intention—the Source, Observer and Lens—slows that string down to the speed of light and separates the energy so that the objects of the physical world can be perceived, including your body. When your DNA spacetime body is born in the Lens, your human life can begin.

When your body dies, so does the Lens and the physical world. However, those non-physical elements continue—thoughts, feelings, senses, memories, knowledge, experience—spinning again at C2. It’s a different kind of identity without the Lens, one that we cannot fully explain to you at this moment. Not because you are stupid, but how would you tell your children exactly what it’s like to hold a job and have a family? We just can’t explain it fully.

Humans often fear death. It’s a natural reaction. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. The death of your body comes with an entire array of emotions that play out as a result of being human.

We just see this conversation of life and death differently. A human part of you is going to die, there is no denying that. In the big picture, however, the Lens of your human body is about 10% of the whole operating system. When that goes, yes, it’s gone, but the rest of the operating system is still there.

Our mission has always been to inspire those who still have a body to become accustomed to the non-physical part of you that exists in this place of Afterlife, even as we speak. That way, when the 10% that’s your physical body disappears, you’ll be well rooted in the comfort of the eternal part of yourself. You can be without your body, but that core creation can’t be uncreated.

And why incarnate? In order for humans to survive, you must evolve into beings that are aware of their need to take care of the whole. When you acknowledge that you are one part of many parts of one whole, compassion takes over. This changes the DNA of humanity on a collective genetic level. Your DNA becomes naturally pre-disposed to work collectively, thus increasing the odds for survival.

This is what you have come here to do: learn to love. You learn how to love by having relationships. Those relationships are meant to be springboards for evolving your ability to work for the good of all. We hope we can inspire you, while you still have your physical bodies, to make the most of this opportunity to learn from your relationships.

Some souls don’t come back as humans. Some choose to homogenize into the bigger energy, say, to live in a tree for 5,000 years. When you live as a part of the organism of a tree, there are entirely different universes to discover and explore.

Jesus had one of the few deaths where all of his human emotions were vibrating at such a highly evolved state that they formed a unified field of power. There was no anger or sadness or betrayal or joy. All the emotions unified to become pure compassion, which he channeled into forgiveness. By doing so, he helped change the DNA of the human species.

But this understanding takes time. That’s why you’re here as humans, experiencing many lives, traveling a long journey. Say you were to walk from the bottom of Africa to the top of Scandinavia. You’d meet hundred of kinds of people. You’d see different terrain, climates, cultures, and foods. But in the end, you would see that those people are just people, living on the Earth. Yes, there are differences: skin color, language, money, and such. But everybody is just a human and everyone will die. You will all lose your grandmothers, mothers, fathers, sisters, and eventually you will all die. This fascinating and complex journey of being human is a part of the evolutionary process of the human species.

Your Life
You come into your life with agreements about generalized conditions. You have free will to maneuver through those conditions, but definite structures are created. One of those structures is your family. You’re born into a family with souls who have worked together in other lives, coming together again to continue that work to learn to love one another. “OK, let’s go at this from this direction. This time, let’s give ourselves a challenge to [fill in the blank]. Here’s what I need to work on. What about you?” You make agreements with each other in the non-physical that will then give your relationships structure in the physical.

However, once you are born into the physical world, you forget immediately that you made these agreements. You forget who you are and where you just came from. You forget your mission and sometimes forget how to love.

You proceed to live your life with people to whom you have this deep, unremembered connection. For the most part, you have no idea that you’ve shared other lives, been in other families, in other times, in other cultures. All you know is the relationship you have with them in this life.

But these relationships reveal conflicts. This is what reincarnating is all about: repeatedly coming into these pre-planned configurations in order to remember who you really are and resolve these conflicts caused by the forgetful, limited perspective of your human minds. You are more than just Barbara and Heike and Donna and Cathy and Sonia. You are all connected on deeper levels that span lifetimes, and you are here to remember, to help the species survive and thrive.

You have a chance to projectile into this life to be a do-gooder, to be someone who helps the whole world evolve by evolving oneself. If you are committed to being one of those conscious beings that pushes this mission of love forward, it’s inevitable. We are so excited for all of you who have a human life in order to do this.

Either way, one by one, your bodies will die and your focus will return to this Party with us. Here you’ll be excited to share the lessons you learned from this incredible opportunity to have a human life—the highs and lows, the drama and calm, the illness and joy and death and birth and everything. With each life you live with this mission to love, you help to advance the collective goal to evolve the entire human species.

Your mission is not over when you die. It just enters a different phase. The quality and condition of your death will be dependent upon the quality and condition of your life.  More than ever we urge you to live your lives to the deepest passion and the highest good. Everything that comes from that is art: your children and grandchildren are art, your art and music are art, your work of helping people is art. Being human becomes the art. In fact, all physical reality is the art because it’s all the creation and the expression of your universe, perfect in all its imperfection. Life itself is a miracle.

Talking to Those Who Have Passed: The Imagination
Every human has the sensory equipment to communicate with the non-physical part of someone who used to have a body. It doesn’t mean everyone will use it. But making death practical includes understanding that this kind of communication is not only possible, but learning to have a living relationship with those who have passed on is part of evolution.

It doesn’t mean that there isn’t grief upon the loss of a friend or family member. Grief is natural and should be expected, part of that deep human passion to love. As sad as death is, however, it’s also about a much more profound joy found in eternal love and deep passion.

After someone dies, you can re-establish real-time communication with them in their non-physical form. It’s not just Barbara thinking about her mother. It’s her mother’s energy: her intelligence with thoughts, feelings, senses, memories, actually responding, Her mother’s identity is surging in the non-physical, near and with Barbara, allowing communication to take place. Every human has this capacity, in the same way that every human has intuition. Acceptance of the practical nature of this form of communication is the first step to using it.

So where do you meet that person that you love? In the imagination.

Imagination is a condition of Intellectual energy. Intellect has it’s own function and form and serves a specific purpose, defining and shaping energy that is otherwise amorphous. Imagination is a ripe patch of the Intellect where energies intersects. In that intersection comes the ability to then exchange information and communicate.

How you experience the communication is very specific to you. Barbara will see her mother and hear her voice in a specific way. If her sister were to communicate with her mother, she might see her in a different way, perhaps at a different age, or in a dream as opposed to direct contact.

Because of imagination, you have access to all sorts of resources, as you can also intersect with universal knowledge, with other people’s thoughts, with the entire great Gestalt. That’s what you tap into with imagination.

Sometimes souls, however, are otherwise engaged and won’t be available for communication. But for the most part, those who love you are going to be near you. Your mothers are all near you—you know that. Anyone who is in your family group and has passed on is waiting for you.

Sometimes human emotion will get in the way of talking to that person that you miss and love. Sometimes you long so much to talk with them, but there is such a deep sorrow, it actually prevents you from doing so. Just keep experimenting. Listen. Make notes. Write down what you experience. Remember that person. Use your imagination. Most people don’t exercise it enough. Use it.

Welcome Home
One of the best parts of a human losing their physical body is the joy that takes place upon leaving the sorrowful and sometimes suffering earth plane and reuniting with so much love. Death is a very complicated process. The more that you can conceptualize energy and life and death in these ways, the more you won’t fear death while you are alive.

The more you can develop living relationships with those who have passed on, the more you increase the quality of your life. Remember the bigger picture, that there is part of you in the non-physical right now with us, having this miraculous conversation, privy to Afterlife.

You don’t yet fully understand the miraculous, evolutionary nature of what we are doing here today. But we know all of you feel this truth resonating in your bodies, bringing you a kind of release. “Wait! I don’t have to be afraid of death!”

Nobody wants to die a horrible death. But you can know that, regardless of how it happens, it’s going to happen, without a doubt. So embrace that truth and watch how accepting death makes your life more poignant. Watch how it taps you into your deeper passion and your greatest good. What a gift! What a joyful gift: when you die to the physical world, you are reborn again into that full, deep, rich spirit of eternal life.

That’s why we are excited. Because the more of you who, right now in your bodies, are willing to prepare for your death in this way, the more potential that we have—all of us together—to fulfilling our mission and making that evolutionary step.

Thank you and Namaste!

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Let’s explore a channel specifically about life and death. Not just because so many have lost people recently but we’re coming to a time of collective consciousness where people want to know how to bridge that gap in a practical way—that gap of life and death. Many people don’t think about it much—death—including myself. We live as if we are not going to die. But when we live mindfully of death, to partly prepare for it, then we also intensify the experience of life itself, which becomes more precious when you face that finality.

The Empty House

On April 17, my 96-year-old mother passed away after a short stint in hospice care. She died surrounded by those who loved her, in the home that had been her castle for 62 years, just like she wanted. Who could ask for a better passing?

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Dad and Mom, New Year’s Eve 1957, in the living room.

For the past several years I’ve been living in this house that I grew up in, coming and going while managing her end-of-life care. She and Dad bought it in 1956. I was barely one.

Childhood there was a war-zone. Dad eventually left and Mom soldiered on, but it wasn’t really a happy home. After she retired, she lived alone for 34 more years under this roof.

In those latter years, the vibe of the house morphed into a solitude that comes from triumphing over adversity. Despite my father abandoning her and his four kids, she got a job, raised us, and bought and paid for the house with her own money. She didn’t have much but she managed it smartly, using the equity in the house to keep it well-maintained.

After she retired, she grew gardens, mowed her lawn, wrote poetry, read voraciously, and joined a bowling league. Her best friends were the four of us, the waitresses at the cafes where she ate lunch, and the clerks at her grocery store. She swam and walked and lived simply in her peaceful home in solitary independence.

Mom’s 96th Birthday

Mom made me promise that I would make sure she could die in her home. So when she could no longer care for herself, I found personal attendants Terry and Victoria on Craig’s List. The equity in the house paid their wages. We all moved into her house together and I eventually found a county program to pay them. Terry and Victoria became her sisters, her constant companions until the end. Thankfully Mom’s house had three bedrooms and a finished basement.

At the end, she was in her bed in the living room with Family Feud on the Game Show Network, just like normal. When everyone was out of the room, she took her last breath, alone, at 5:03 PM. With that, she left to go on what she described a few days earlier as “a very long trip.”

Since her passing, I’m in contact with her. I can feel her presence when I need her, not much different than when she was alive. Whenever I had a bad day or something big happened, she knew before I told her. She would often “send out a vibe” that I was to call her, and I would get the message to “call Mom.” While being able to talk to her in Afterlife doesn’t stop the sorrow of her passing, it’s profoundly comforting to have her guide me through the pain.

I cleared my calendar to administer her estate. There wasn’t much to do; her belongings were minimal. I began slowly listing stuff for sale. Some of the bigger items sold, but smaller things weren’t moving.

In the freshness of my loss, I was not ready to just box up Mom’s possessions and drop them at a thrift store, even though I could clearly hear her say, “It’s just stuff!” I decided to do a giveaway. I thought she could be part of bequeathing her stuff to these strangers who answered the ads.

Everyone who came was so kind and appreciative, sometimes driving across town to retrieve something like an under-the-counter plastic light that must have been 40 years old, or a badly cracked desk chair floor protector. The kindness of these strangers for my loss and their appreciation to receive the giveaway was a warm comfort in the face of the sadness. No doubt Mom was happy seeing how it was helping me.

Through the summer I lived in this continually emptying house. When someone came to take away another piece of Mom’s life, time and memories peeled away like layers of an onion. In the emptiness, she appeared to me at various stages of those 62 years, but mostly the years after everyone had left and she had the house to herself. Comfort came from realizing that, after all the pain and loss she suffered early on, she eventually found peace living a solitary, independent life, in love with her family and her home.

While divesting her stuff, I stayed in the back bedroom, the one I had when I was eleven. In that empty house, the shadow of that 11-year-old girl unexpectedly emerged one morning, panicked that the only person who ever stood to protect her was now gone.

One night 50-some years ago, she witnessed my drunk father kick my mother down the back stairs from the same bedroom window. When she couldn’t stand it any longer, she ran out to confront them, screaming, “STOP! Just STOP! STOP HURTING EACH OTHER!” They were stunned, after a lifetime of me silently enduring their endless war by hiding in my bedroom or fleeing the house.

Shortly after that, my father packed up and left for good. As he knelt in the dining room to tell that 11-year-old that he was never coming back, she was traumatized, literally torn in two: part was so relieved that the war would come to an end, and part was completely panicked that her father was leaving, forever, because of her.

This 63-year-old, however, reached out to life coach and Conflict REVOLUTION trainer Robin Cordova. Together we found that child and attended to her. I created the intention to learn to mother her in ways I never received at that age. It was painstaking work, some days liberating, other days overwhelming, especially while mourning Mom. But step by step, we brought her into the light.

Robin asked me to ask her to share something about herself that I might not know. She quickly replied, “I am super psychic and slightly autistic.” As an adult, I know the challenges being psychic has presented me. What must it have been like for this 11-year-old girl, growing up in a war zone?

Alone in that empty house, one day at a time, I let myself feel everything she felt. She explained how frightened she was to know things, and to have senses that were so sensitive to sound, to light, to touch. I understand this now as the spectrum of what is called neurodiversity.  As more layers of the onion peeled back to reveal the depth of this lifelong wound, we were now able to heal. Together we tapped into the fierce energy of my mother’s love that was wrapping around us from Afterlife and the power of the mother energy emanating from within us. With that, all of us began to relax and surrender, and finally rest. This gave me a whole new sense of compassion for myself, as well as for my mom.

Giving away the piano.

The house eventually sold. In the month before we closed, I set up my piano in the living room and spent my last days there playing music on the same spot where she breathed her last. She loved my music. In her final years, I got to play for her on the old piano I wrote so many songs on as a kid. But now that piano was gone, too.

As I played music in that empty house, I could feel her, so very proud, so very appreciative that her daughter survived to thrive, despite her mistakes. I could feel her right there with me still, there until my turn comes to go on a “very long trip.”

In the end, this home was Mom’s real husband, the structure that took care of her until death they did part. A very nice young man with a dog bought it, saying he fell in love with it the minute he set foot inside.

May the magic continue …

Breaking the Culture of Guilt

Last week, I had the luxury of spending seven days doing nothing but sitting in a chair and looking at the Pacific Ocean. My friend and I traveled to Rosarito, Mexico and made the executive decision to do as little as possible on our vacation.

Truth be told, I didn’t exactly do “nothing.” I finished reading one book and started another. We also walked to the local restaurant twice a day to eat. But other than that, the days were spent gazing out of the water sweeping into shore and concentrating on the vast blue of the open sky. It was heavenly. I did not feel at all guilty. In fact, I reveled in the luxury of having so much time to relax and take care of myself.

We started talking about disease (my friend is a doctor) and how much of disease originates in unprocessed and irrational feelings of guilt. I told her about some aches and pains I’d been having. I called them “moveable pain,” sometimes in my shoulder, sometimes in my rib, other times on the left side and then on the right. She suggested I explore what suppressed guilt might be at work in creating this pain.

As I settled into my meditation, I was surprised to find an old familiar memory immediately surfacing, one that involved a trauma I experienced as a pre-schooler with my father. He was screaming at me that, had it not been for me, he could have lived a happy life.

My father’s treatment of me as a child obviously shaped my worldview. The guilt that I was responsible for my father’s unhappiness carried over into all my relationships. It inspired co-dependency, drug addiction, self-sabotage, and unhappiness. My father wanted to make me feel I had done something wrong in order to make himself feel better about his unhappy life.

Through the years, by coming to know myself and using Conflict REVOLUTION to learn self-care, I’ve beaten the addictions, cultivated healthy relationships, and found my happiness. I know today that I was not guilty of anything back then and I’ve learned how to care for that inner child. So I was surprised to see this memory resurface. Was I still affected by this incident? Even in all my healing, was it buried so deep that instead of facing it consciously it had to manifest as my “moveable pain?”

As soon as I asked myself those questions, the scene from childhood jumped to the present and all the chaos of the current political situation here in the US. Lately I made the decision not to get swept away in this chaos, but I often find myself thinking that I have to “do more” otherwise I will be “part of the problem.”

I was surprised to think that those two images might be related—my father’s hurtful behavior and the current politic climate. And yet, what I see emerging in our culture today are people demonstrating the same lack of compassion and kindness that my father displayed. More war, more violence, more school shootings, more bullying. It’s as if society is being controlled by people as sick and lost as my father was when I was a kid.

It suddenly made sense to me that my well-meaning thoughts of wanting to make a positive contribution to change this culture would get tied up in that old guilt. And yet, I’ve come so far! I would not have thought I was still subject to its unseen influence. But, if it had not been buried, it would not have had to manifest as physical pain.

We decided to once again turn to Einstein for some insights about this embedded guilt. He explained how our modern culture is built on guilt, thereby making it nearly impossible to escape. But he also assured us that with mindfulness, compassion, and self-care, we can make new decisions grounded in self-love, for the good of all.

Artwork: Julia Stryker; Photo: Seri Demorest

After a week at the beach, staring at the ocean, feeling and breathing my guilt, and reprogramming my thoughts, my pain is gone. Change may not always happen that quickly, and the pain may not be gone for good, but I am excited about moving forward being mindful of my decisions, feeling and breathing, and continuing to replace the voices of culture with those of love and compassion.

Barbara

Below are notes from our session:

February 19, 2018
We command that only the most divine light shine down upon you at this time and the greatest good be present here.

It’s always a pleasure and an honor to welcome you to the circle. To begin with, we want to speak about what is going on in the world on February 19, 2018 in an energetic sense.

You as a human in 2018 are experiencing the powerful unification of humanity. Humanity is one body. There is no separation at the Source. That is the truth of your oneness. You are here to create unity within yourself, to the best of your ability, by waking up to the truth of your oneness.

The ultimate unification is when all the billions of people currently on the planet wake up to the truth of their collective oneness.

Overload

Right now your physical bodies are being overloaded by too much information. The truth of your oneness is too much information for your human mind to process. But in that challenge comes the growth and expansion you need. Being challenged to take in more and more information deepens your capacity to adapt to the truth of your oneness. Humanity is just now beginning to understand this level of reality, to understand how energy works, how physical matter is manifest through the perception of the human, and the importance of the intention of that human upon the organization of the physical world.

You are the leaders of change, choosing to instigate it first in yourself to then affect culture. This is the ultimate challenge right now. For those of you who have volunteered and were chosen to come here at this time to be the agents of change, you are working to free yourself from the separation that you feel as your mind is concentrating so purposefully in the Lens to create the seamless experience of a separate physical reality.

The evolution of human consciousness right now is in an extremely chaotic place, by design. It’s not a mistake. It’s not that the systems are failing. It’s that in order for you to achieve this oneness, you have to have transparency. And transparency brings with it a great deal of information that has to be processed.

Let’s talk about you as an individual alone: here you sit, you have your physical body, your thoughts, feelings, senses, memories, perceptions. You go to sleep, you wake up, you have days and nights: you are living this life. That is the Lens on the map. Even though your human mind is having this life in the Lens, there is a huge operating system that is invisible to your human mind that is allowing you to have these experiences.

As a human, you are slowly but surely removing the blocks from your human mind so you can take in all the rest of this information—and it’s so much information. So much so that people burn out and die because they don’t have the physical strength to process that much energy. It’s like getting electrocuted, so much energy surging into your body that it blows the circuits. That’s what’s happening right now.

People should be actively, consciously seeking to understand what’s going on in their own energy field and working to take these steps, one step at a time, to ensure that they don’t burn out in this expansion. Self-care is a valuable tool during chaotic times.

Don’t measure your progress by what you see going on in the Lens of your culture right now. If you did that, you would think you were making no progress at all. Don’t dismiss the events of your world, but put them in perspective with a much bigger picture.

Think about the people in your immediate world and about how many you feel you could have this conversation with. That should clearly illustrate what you’re up against in culture right now. You’re like salmon swimming upstream, pushing against the flow of people who are panicking, who don’t understand, who are projecting their judgments and defining their world against this 2018 culture. You’re doing it, too, whether you know it or not. It’s just a natural reaction of your human mind in 2018. But it’s not the whole truth.

This time when the veils are lifting is a very tumultuous and disruptive time. It was never going to be easy. But this is what is needed in order for human consciousness to expand past its limited capacity. By nature, human beings on their own will not push themselves to produce this kind of change. Disruption and conflict are needed to break down those walls and to build up the experiences one step at a time of what this big operating system really is. That’s why your physical body and your mental and emotional health need to go slowly, one step at a time. You don’t want the whole power plant surging into your wall socket.

Riding the Wave

Know that your human intellect is held prisoner in that culture of the Lens. Your job is to find a way out of that prison—not an easy task. It’s not just bliss and joy. Those things are there. But it’s the entire spectrum of human emotions that is being called to be integrated into what we would call power.

So yes, enjoy those times of bliss. Enjoy those times of joy. But know where you are on the journey. Know that the way will rise and fall. Know that you will reach a plateau and then you’ll drop again and then you’ll come up a little higher and then you’ll drop again and you’ll come up a little higher.

That’s why you should not think you are backpedaling when you re-experience some trauma from your past. It’s that your human psyche and your human operating system are so vast and so complex that there’s always going to be more emotions coming up, whether it’s emotions from this life or from the many layers of other lives that are also spinning on your string.

Let’s say you reincarnate into 2150 AD at a time after human consciousness has made the evolutionary step and culture is now based on compassion, unity and sustainability.

Even though that’s not where culture is right now in 2018, concentrate on creating within you the energy of that person in 2150. Simulate as much as you can what that person might be like, how they might think, feel and sense being brought up in the culture that teaches children how to take care of themselves and the world, for the good of all. Imagine the voice of that culture in your intellect supporting and self-loving, free of judgment, attachments and able to live in the truth of the oneness.

By bringing this person into your imagination, you’re using the future to help push the change along. But you’re also creating a conflict with the voices of culture in 2018 that often tell you that you are not worthy of such things. You get hopeless, as war and fighting rage on around you. Now you can feel even more out of time, more misunderstood and more hopeless.

Guilt

Guilt is a thought process married to an emotional state that then drives the decision-making process. Guilt messages you on a primordial level what is expected of you within your culture and involves making you feel as if you have done something wrong in order to induce you to do something to meet that cultural expectation.

Guilt is a wholly culture-generated perception based on the expectation that you must perform in a way that culture wants. If you had been born 3000 years ago in the southwest of the U.S., which was an indigenous Anasazi migratory route, your voices of culture would have been tuned much more to the earth.

There were always personal voices of culture within family units, but the community culture was magical, sustainable and based on taking care of everyone within the community, including Earth herself. Earth was Mother, the garden that provided everything they needed to survive and thrive with families in a community. The voices of culture drove them to respect and care for the Earth so that the next seven generations would also have an Earth to survive and thrive on.

The culture of 2018 for the most part is far removed from this. Today’s voices of culture have guilt permeating them: in order to have value, you must do something, you must perform, you must achieve, you must accomplish, you must be doing something all the time. It has nothing to do with what the earth wants you to do.

Back in the Anasazi culture, your worth was not based on achievement and performance. Worth was about living in accordance to the laws of nature and taking care of each other. You were born to live in harmony among the plants and animals of the earth. You were born worthy.

2018 is the polar opposite. You are so driven to do these performances that you aren’t even aware of what drives you to do them. Guilt is an inescapable position. Not because you haven’t done enough or learned enough or that you need to do more. It’s that your current culture is driven by it. Your current culture for the most part has lost touch with the earth, lost heart, and consequently is destroying itself. For without the earth, you have no home.

So what is one to do in the face of such potential imprisonment? Is there really no escape from these voices?

Become the Change

Your mission is to not wait for the voices of culture around you to change, but to change yourself from within. This means that very carefully and meticulously, through every single experience you have, you mindfully come to understand what your relationship is to this guilt and how it manifests in your life. This inquiry will then allow evolution to work through you, showing you creative solutions to change those inner voices of culture into ones that love, respect and sustain the infrastructure of your energy.

It’s not like there’s a manual that you can follow that everyone else followed the last time they went through this change, because there was no last time.  And chaos is a natural part of this change.

What do you do? It will help you to understand that there’s not a deficit happening in you because you feel guilt. On becoming aware that you feel guilt, you can decide to make a change in your life, and let that change lead you forward. You become a creature of evolution by holding the truth—that you have guilt—and asking Intuition how to guide you through this process of changing from within.

We can tell you ad infinitum, so much of this is about releasing emotion. In 2018 every human is suddenly aware of the incredible spectrum of emotion that is possible to feel. People are becoming transparent to themselves, and most people don’t know what to do with all that deep feeling. You have a natural tendency to suppress emotions or project them onto others. There must be a change in individuals and how they relate to, define, and process their own emotion. The need to know how to do this and put it into practice will never end. It’s part of the operating system.

If you are making decisions out of guilt and what you think the world wants of you, it means you’re still not being transparent with yourself. Open up and examine your guilt. Observe it as the witness to your life. See what it’s doing and constantly let intuition in to tell you how to change it.

The observation of what that guilt is will help you now to transform it, one step at a time. As you observe yourself, you can exist in a state where you can feel Intuition driving you to do something, and at the same time, you can hear the voices of culture telling you why you shouldn’t and why you can’t. These voices exist side by side. It’s not necessarily that you have to do away with these voices of guilt before you can make a change. It’s that you train yourself to use Intellect to make a decision based on what Intuition is telling you. You make a conscious choice to not act on the voices of guilt, which are of ego, but to act on the voices of Intuition, which are of Compassion.

Everyone experiences this. The voices in your head say you should do that, but your Intuition is saying, “Do this.” When you act on Intuition, you reach a place that is best for the entire system, not just best for what ego wants from moment to moment. We can tell you that almost every time you follow voices of guilt, you won’t get to that place that is best for you. You’ll get somewhere, but it won’t be that place that’s aligned to your Intuition and working for the good of the whole. And you can live there. You are capable of living a life that is dominated by the voices of culture and guilt and driven by them to the end of your life. But you risk living in constant conflict, illness, being unfulfilled and creating more separation from yourself by doing so.

You’ve come here to do something different. Every time you break away from the voices of culture and guilt and let Intuition influence you to make that decision that comes from compassion, you tick down those voices of culture just a bit. Ultimately, we would like to erase the voices of guilt.

In the 2150 operating system, your Intellect is as broad and open as the blue sky and that’s how you face the world every day. In that state, with your mind wide open and blue as that beautiful sky, there’s plenty of room to hear the impelling of Intuition telling you to take the next most advantageous step in whatever the situation is. That’s what you’re working for: a condition in your energy that looks like that: a big, open mind listening for the impelling of Intuition and then making a conscious decision to take that step.

Every single situation you find yourself in gives you a platform to practice this. Every conflict gives you the opportunity to look at what’s going on on a deeper level, find it, change it, and take a step forward to become aware of and living with the oneness of the entire operating system.

Do some meditation exercises where you pull in that person who lives in 2150 who already has a beautiful, open intellect, or go back 3,000 years and pull in that life, where every night you sat out under an incredible huge sky in prayer and you lived within the context of the natural world. Let those two strings of energy that are flowing through you now also come to life within you in 2018.

You can do this by either throwing yourself into culture, or by removing yourself from it. It doesn’t matter. Of course, it’s always a little bit easier when you’re not bombarded with people telling you things all the time to your face. But that can be an empowering platform, too: to observe what’s going on with you, then to let the trigger come up, then release more emotion, and then adjust your actions. It’s like training for a sport, say, soccer; you can practice by yourself, but you learn a lot when you get into the game and play against someone.

We think that 2018 is going to be a surprise year for those of you doing this work. As the world gets more insane, you will want to get more centered. You don’t want to get dragged along on the cultural expectation that all is lost and get lost in all the negative definitions of what’s going on. You don’t want to get swept away with the panic and the judgment and fear that swirling around in culture. You want to use all that chaos to remind yourself even more that now is the time to strengthen your resolve, to expand your own awareness of what’s going on, to pull in this bigger truth during the times when you’re experiencing guilt and when culture is telling you you’re wrong.

We feel it’s important to be connected to what’s going on in the world. But be aware there’s an addiction happening right now: you feel like you have to know what’s going on in the world. And that’s OK—but you don’t. You need to know what’s going on inside you. You need to be in touch with your energy. You need to be cultivating your witness and to make decisions based on what is best for the good of the whole operating system.

We urge you to experiment with all kinds of different ways that you can do that. If you need to cut yourself off from culture for a while, do that. If you need to throw yourself in and become involved in something that really means something to you, do that. Every single person, every single activity, every single path you take is giving you a platform to help the entire human species evolve. That is your job right now. That is your mission right now.

You’ve come here to do this impossible tasks of finding your oneness, of integrating your many lives, of finding your own power, to let emotion flow, to change your thinking process all while facing this increasingly chaotic world.

Don’t let the chaos of the world be an indication of your worth. It is an indication of the change, but not of your worth. Align the thought process of worth and value to the bigger picture. Look at what your current culture is doing to you. This is no easy task. It’s not an easy time to be alive. But it is a worthwhile time to be here, because you can make such a change.

Examine your guilt and the deep emotions around it in a new way, with a new relationship to it. Step by step, with mindfulness of your own energy and oneness, let yourself clear away the voices of culture that say, “You should, you have to.” Let those voices fade away as you open up that big sky that is your mind. Cement that witness to be mindful of who you are and what you’re doing. Breathe. Constantly be breathing emotion. The less you intellectualize your feelings, the more you can move them and release them from their abscess. Then listen closely for Intuition and then act on it. That, in 2018, will reward you with some new direction, and consequently some new manifestations.

Always come back to the fact that it’s a miracle that you are here at all in your physical body, that you have found people of like mind to help support you and feed back to you as you go through these enormous and impossible consciousness-expanding steps in your life. Go one step at a time. Don’t be discouraged. Know that, one step at a time, everything that you’re doing is assisting in the evolution of human consciousness in a big way.

We’re studying what is happening with you, always. In this Party, there are always souls coming and going, adding, observing, supporting. In fact, the Party has gotten quite big, and you are very, very much appreciated and loved by all of us. Thank you for your participation.

We’ll close the channel by reiterating that the world is in a place of great, great transformation. Try not to be fooled into aligning your thinking to what culture says. Open your mind to that large, beautiful sky. Let emotion be the primordial soup of creation, the tapping of your power. Embrace it all. Breathe it all. See it moving on the big string that is you. Listen for that beautiful voice within you. And then, of course, watch and be amazed.

Namaste.

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