Losing someone you love is never easy. People often ask me if, since I can talk to dead people, I still feel sad at the passing of a friend or family member, knowing they’re still alive somewhere and that I can talk to them.
Yes, of course I still go through grief. But Einstein has been teaching us how to live in the non-physical (the same state as Afterlife) while also in our bodies and to consciously prepare for death. Because I have learned to develop living relationships with my dead friends in Afterlife, perhaps my mourning doesn’t last as long as most.
It is with equal sadness and excitement today that I honor the passing of my dear friend and Conflict REVOLUTION coach Mary Catherine Kline. She left the physical on October 7, 2019 after a long dance with cancer. She is sorely missed by many.
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We first met in 2008 at a group channel I was conducting in Ohio. She coincidentally sat directly to my right. Ever after when people asked her how we met, she would say that she got to sit at the “right hand of Barbara the channel almighty.” Ha ha.
Several months later, she called to invite me to play music at a spiritual retreat she was planning. After saying no three times, which she would not take for an answer, I finally gave in and flew to Florida for Sand, Sea, and Spirit. She did a presentation that was so passionate and articulate, I asked her to teach and train Conflict REVOLUTION. With a resounding yes, yes, and yes, she went on to get certified and integrate Con REV into her own healing practices and daily life.
Cathy assisting me at a conference. She loved her artificial orchids and had them until the day she died.
Cathy was a master at perseverance and maintaining a positive, powerful attitude. She never shirked the difficult work of Conflict REVOLUTION. Nor did she ever back away from me when I was in need, instead happily becoming my cheerleader, coach and biggest fan.
Vivacious, with an infectious laugh that often rang out loudly at her own jokes, Cathy was generous to a fault and willing to help just about anyone. We never hesitated to call in times of need and were there for each other through thick and thin.
The Massage Cream Conflict
Cathy’s passion for Con REV was fully revealed in a conflict we went through that we dubbed The Massage Cream Conflict. She had just organized and promoted a very successful Conflict REVOLUTION workshop in Columbus. As we were divvying up the proceeds, I asked if I could buy some of her massage cream. She said she had to order it, but would bring it when she came to Corpus Christi to finish her classroom certification training. So I left her the money from my pile of cash—or so I thought.
She arrived in Corpus at the same time as Holly, my other dear friend and Con REV trainee from Portland. As they were unpacking, Cathy brought out the massage cream and told me I owed her $25. Wait! I was sure I had paid her out of my Ohio cash before I left.
She, on the other hand, distinctly remembered that I would pay for it in Texas. Trouble was, neither of us kept a record of the agreement, and we each had an entirely different memory of what took place.
I knew she wasn’t trying to rip me off, and she knew that of me. In all our other business dealings, we had meticulously signed contracts, but nothing in writing for this transaction.
After going back and forth each trying to prove ourselves right, we decided to Rev the conflict together—see how long it would take us to revolve and resolve it. Holly would be the “peace” in the middle. What a perfect spontaneous exercise for the teacher training: an active conflict between us. We named it the Massage Cream Conflict.
I quickly got to my root. The truth was, there was no record, period. Dang. I couldn’t prove that I was right, and neither could she. With no proof, we had to admit that we just didn’t know. Commit to the mystery. End of story.
As soon as I accepted that we’d never know the truth, I stopped arguing my position. My focus turned to creating a solution for the good of all. I didn’t want Cathy to pay for the cream twice, nor did I. So what was a fair resolution to this mystery?
Cathy, however, continued to argue that she was right. I kept responding with what I knew for sure—that we had no proof—and she’d reluctantly agree, but come back with more evidence she’d thought of to prove she was right. Each time she did, I’d reiterate, “We have no proof of what really happened, so let’s figure out what to do.” That was my story and I stuck to it.
Cathy eventually had her AHA moment that inspired her to stop defending her position. As soon as she did, we found our resolution: Holly had offered to buy the creme, but since we didn’t know who paid for it, we didn’t know who should get the money. So both we agreed to gift it to her as a way to resolve the conflict.
After, in her typical big-hearted way, Cathy offered me a free massage, just in case I was the one taking the loss. Not to be out-generous-ed, I gave her several CDs from my channeling series, just in case it was her loss.
What a beautiful outcome for the good of all, considering what could have happened.
The Massage Cream Conflict was a powerful lesson in “Do you want to be right, or do you want to make peace?” Had we not had examined this conflict, I would was sworn I was right and continued to perpetuate my need to prove it. Once I stopped fighting and refocused on finding a creative solution for the good of all, I changed the energy of the conflict, thereby influencing the outcome. For me, this is exactly what becoming the change looks like.
The end of our Corpus Con REV Teacher Training. Cathy, me, Holly. Photo: Brenda Miles
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In the past several years, Cathy experienced some profound losses. Her precious 10-year-old granddaughter was diagnosed with brain cancer. Shortly after that, she, too, was diagnosed with cancer. Later, she discovered one of her friends after they committed suicide by hanging.
Cathy weighed the decision about treatment heavily. Having lost many family members to cancer, she knew what happened with chemotherapy. Plus she knew if she were to undergo chemo while her granddaughter was also going through it, she wouldn’t have the energy to be there for her, and that meant more to her than her own life. So she underwent an operation, but passed on the chemo and radiation in order to be fully present with her granddaughter as she went through her ordeal.
Due to conflicts with the family, Cathy was not able to see her for the last six months of her life. That broke her heart, for so many reasons. Shortly after her granddaughter passed, she found her friend, hanging in a barn. She started to get sicker and eventually found out her cancer had spread to her liver. That was when she started on chemo, which she did off and on for the next few years.
Last Spring I got a message from her. She was in the hospital being treated for the ravaged mess she had become. Nothing was helping. She had finally reached the end of her rope, weeping and sobbing and in massive pain, as sick as she’d ever been.
I offered to come to Ohio. If we couldn’t manage her condition, I assured her I would be there to help her take the next steps towards the end of life.
When I arrived in Columbus, we went to the doctor, who suggested more chemo. She refused to put herself through that again and asked for other options. His only other suggestion was hospice.
She decided to take her healing into her own hands. At first, she made a valiant effort. She got her medical marijuana card, and I started cleaning out her pantry and preparing to cook her healing foods. But after only one day, she was exhausted and came to the conclusion that she was ready to prepare to die.
In that surreal moment, sitting in her living room looking at each other silently, sadly, both of us at a loss, something shifted. Later, my friend Lily would call it “transcendence.” Whatever it was, as soon as she released the struggle to live and took steps to prepare to die, the universe seemed to leap into action and support her.
It began when she was telling me about her family. When she mentioned her younger brother, immediately the phone rang, and it was him. Since she talked to him only a few times a year, this was unusual.
We began to discuss how to connect with hospice. At that moment, the phone rang and it was the nurse from the doctors office, the one we needed to speak to about that.
In another truly eerie moment, out of the blue I received a text from Amy, a psychic who had given me a reading with my mother after she died. I had not heard from her in almost a year. That day at Cathy’s, she texted to say she was getting a message from my mom to tell me that we were doing all the right things and that we had a lot of support from the other side. Amy had no idea where I was or what was going on! In essence, I got a text from my mother from Afterlife assuring me that we were on the right track.
People would call as soon as we mentioned their name. Cathy’s apartment filled with the comings and goings of visitors, friends and family as they all came to love her.
I flew back and forth to Columbus three times. We shared so much during those weeks. One night was just her raging and weeping for hours. Other days we laughed so hard our sides ached. She was meticulous in tending to the details of the end of her life: making sure her three kids and three grandkids were prepared, giving away her possessions to people she loved, closing out accounts, making plans for her care.
The hospice team was incredible, bringing her back to life with their loving care and precise medications. Seeing her released from the misery of trying to be healed, to being made to feel comfortable and out of pain was like night and day.
Cathy had one last reading from me. Her last question is very telling of what her attitude was in life:
When I left for the last time in July, she was doing so well she even drove me to the airport. But after, she slowly started to fade, sleeping more and more, losing mental clarity, eventually switching over to morphine in the end.
I was not with her when she passed peacefully with family and friends at her side. But spending time with her at the end of her life was one of the greatest gifts I’ve ever received. When I was with her, the synchronicity was breathtaking and the love of friends and family profound and inspiring. When I was away from her, I longed to be in her living room, in that state of transcendence. It was hard to care about the regular events of life as I experienced her impending death—death that will come for us all someday.
I’ve seen her in Afterlife, as vibrant and tenacious as she was in the physical, her trademark laugh ringing through the ethers. She’s riding along with me on my gravitational wave, in her joyful state, reunited with friends and family and especially with her beloved granddaughter.
It’s only been recently, however, that she has been showing up in readings, with specific messages about her experiences. And just like in life, she has a lot to say!
Cathy attended most every one of our call-in group channeling sessions since I started doing them in 2009. This next session is the first one since her passing. Even though she’s not here physically, we talked about this very day in the last weeks of her life. She is indeed at the table with the Party. I am excited to see what she has to say.
Cathy Kline, I love you so much and miss you like crazy. I’m looking forward to this new relationship from Afterlife. I hope you continue to teach me from there, like how you taught me in life to commit to the mystery, gracefully face death, and live and die in peace and dignity.
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Sunday, December 29, 2019
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Mary Catherine Kline, June 24, 1951-October 7, 2019
Barbara: Good morning, good afternoon, good evening, whomever, wherever, whenever. Today is Monday, December 31, 2018. We’ve come together to have a look back on 2018, as well as turning to have a gaze into the future of 2019.
As we all can imagine, we’re gathered here with Don and Donna who are in Sedona, Cathy is in Ohio, Robin and Tracy are in Portland, and I’m in Lake superior on Madeline Island. Cassandra I imagine is in Duluth, Minnesota. She’s just joined us.
We’re gathered here knowing what the real agenda is with the Party and why we get together. This has always been about people who really want to go into their own lives and gain control of what is theirs to be in control of—what is yours, what is mine to be in control of. It’s not for everybody, but I see the remarkable effects that it has on lives.
I’m humbled as I personally look back on 2018, very humbled what all of this work that Einstein and the Party, through the many years and the actual practical application of the teachings, has resulted in (for me personally): a really remarkable operating system. I’m so humbled and awed, and most the time I don’t even know what to say about the whole thing.
Today we’re going to look back in a way that I think is always rooted in the present, always rooted in the operating system, always rooted in helping us understand what our bigger domain is all about. They’re always true to their mission.
There will be time for questions and answers and more practical things, but I just want to start out by sharing with you an experience that I had in the past couple of weeks. I live on this little island and we have this little church. It’s a United Church of Christ, St. John’s, and our lovely Pastor Marina Lachecki retired this year in September. I just learned that her husband just passed away today. He was in hospice, so it wasn’t unexpected, but thinking of her today and sending her all kinds of love and him too, and including him in the circle of souls.
St. John’s bell rope
We have a new pastor coming but they needed people to fill in. I volunteered. I like to do that kind of thing, I think I can do it OK. So I had a chance to channel Jesus in a way that was really startlingly awakening for me.
I grew up EUB: Olivet Evangelical United Brethren, whatever that was. I separated from the church and haven’t read the Bible much. So when I volunteered, there were Bible verses that came with the service, spinning into the Christian service.
I was happy to read them and as I did, I saw this relationship to Jesus in this whole new way, partly because my relationship to Jesus has been through the Party. I certainly recognized his greatness, but it hasn’t been is if I was looking at it through Christian eyes, through that filter of heralding his birth (for good reason [were they heralding his birth])!
I started to think about Mary. The Bible verse was all about how Mary went up into the hills to see her cousin Elizabeth. Elizabeth was at the time six months pregnant with John the Baptist, he would become John the Baptist. Mary, as soon as she walked through the door and Elizabeth saw her, her baby jumped in the womb because Mary was also pregnant with Jesus at that time. That was what the Bible verse was about.
I started to think about Mary being, as scholars say, 12 or 13 years old. So here’s a 12- or 13-year-old being visited by an angel, and not just any angel, but Gabriel. Now I know how this feels. I started to relate to how, first of all, how terrified she must have been. And not just that, but Gabriel tells her, you’re going to have baby. Oh, and it’s going to be conceived by the Holy Spirit, and your son’s going to be called the son of God. You know, this is crazy—a 12-year-old! That would terrify me as a 12-year-old! So she goes up to see Elizabeth and gets some sort of validation for this event.
Being wrapped up in the story and being in Jesus’ milieu, shall we say—I don’t go to church myself, I don’t do this much—but participating again in the ceremony of my local church, I got in touch with Jesus in an entirely new way. Part of it is a confirmation of what we’re doing here: that all of us are trying to become that change to do more than he did, which is what he said when he was here. He was demonstrating how you never leave compassion. It doesn’t matter if he was up against the devil, or Pontius Pilot, or being crucified, or betrayed by his own people: he never stepped away from compassion. Whatever he said—and there’s not a lot of record—there’s a lot of record of what people thought he said, but there’s no record of what he said. It was his demonstration in the scope of his life that was the power of what he did and inspiration for all of us to do that.
Seeing that as a piece of the Party, as a piece of this Einsteinian plan to pass on this worldview that supports Christianity, it supports Buddhism, it supports everything—it’s just supportive of everything. But to see that piece was really, really profound for me this year.
So as I looked back on my own 2018 and losing my mother, and the whole transformation that that depth has brought, it’s like no other year for me. I have to think that I’m not really different than anybody else. We’ve all been through such great transformational events in our lives and we’ve come to this place now of turning and facing into a new era. We’re the leaders of our own lives. Having the Party to be able guide us into that vision, and how to practically implement that vision, is such a great honor. I’m humbled again by all of this and my relationship to it.
I wanted to share just a little bit today about my communication with my mother and my father since my mother died. I haven’t really been able to talk about it, and nor should I have to. I feel like I want to share a little bit of it.
Dad and Mom, New Year’s Eve 1957 at a Party in their living room.
It’s so amazing to me. It’s different then I anticipated. It was much more traumatic than I imagined it would be. Communicating with her through it, and watching her and my father, who is here, too, very much present, work through what happens after you die and you get back together with those family members in the non-physical who you just shared a life with, to regroup and re-communicate and see, analyze, just what we all do with this information about our lives. I watched my parents grow together. I’ve watched their growth in Afterlife be able to affect me, as if it were real. And you know the funny thing about that … but to have a new relationship with these parents who took responsibility in Afterlife and want to progress, want to continue in this deep love of growth. And that’s what we’re doing here.
For me in 2018, that’s been the most profound: looking back on it and getting to the present for me. I’m very excited about seeing what 2019 brings, but I think the gazing ahead is going to be a lot about fortifying our own relationship to this Jesus part of us, for lack of a better word, as we move forward. But I’m going to let the Party talk about that.
The Party
We command that only the most divine light shine down upon us at this time and the greatest good be present here.
Let’s start out, take some deep breaths, all of us connect just relax. Put aside these thoughts of the world and turn inward. Turn inward to this energy we are always gathering to examine and be a conscious part of.
[BREATHE]
With every breath that you take in, imagine if you would right in front of you there is a cloud of smoke. Don’t be afraid to draw this smoky substance into your breath and let it fill up your body and then as you exhale, channel all of that right straight through the heart. See the heart center as being so powerful that it is transforming all of that dark, smoky, murky separated thinking into an expression of the greatest good, of the great love, of the highest love that there.
Not only do you make decisions for the good of the whole, you make decisions for your own greatest good. You can’t have one without the other. That kind of energy plays off itself. You know how that is when you are in a very creative mode and you meet up with someone else who is in a creative mode, it’s almost brainstorming that goes on. It’s an exercising of creative energy that stimulates manifestation. It opens up possibilities.
Rest assured that all possibilities cannot take place. There’s going to be a set of probabilities based on some mathematical proportions, and then some other predicting factors of maybe habits in the past (how many times did you say you would do this and how many times did you actually do it), that kind of calculating of patterns and such, like the guts of a computer calculating things.
But this movement forward from here has you at the controls of what’s happening on this inside, internal world as the most important place for you to be, whether it’s looking at the past or gazing into the future. Your inner decision-making process that’s in place: if you have a decision-making process in place that’s constantly in the collective way, considering what’s best for the good of the whole, it starts with your own well-being. Not out of selfish, but it’s the way the pattern plays: it’s coming out of you and into the world. If your well-being is solid, you realize that you are not here necessary to manifest a particular outcome, but you’re here to become fluid with what is being thrown at you.
You’re here to be so aware of that decision-making process in yourself on such a microscopic level and so committed to doing what’s best for the good of the whole, by doing so, the passion is there. The passion to be the change in this collective world is there.
As you become the change and you live that passion, there is a kind of a relaxation in your relationship to yourself. You don’t have to work so hard at that.
One of the things that we saw happening in 2018 for all of you is that you started to get clearer on a part of the operating system that makes a big difference in outcomes. The difference is, when is it time to work harder? Because there are times in a process, in a pattern, in a manifestation, {when you say], “Oh yeah, I have to work a little bit harder.” You’re getting your PhD so you know you have to go through a time where you have to work a little bit harder.
Or, when is it time to employ a different process? And knowing the difference in present moment is a big clue to making your life easier, healthier, more in the flow. Because you know full well that if you are in a time where you should be doing something different, but you think you should work harder at what you are doing, then you’re going to work five times as hard and still not get anywhere. Because what the moment is calling for is to do a different process, not do the same process more intensely or more focused.
In the same vein, if it’s time to work harder at something, going to do a different process might just be an escape from doing that harder work that’s needed at that time.
Understanding this difference has been a good part 2018’s lessons, if you get down to it. Think about that and how it relates to relationships, your job, or your work or making money. One of the challenges in this is the value of making money. There are times where it’s more valuable for you rest. If you have to choose in a moment, how are your values laid out? Your body has one value in that moment. It would want to rest if intuition was saying it. But your intellect might be creating another story about what’s more valuable. “That’s all well and good, but I need to pay the rent so I have to not rest as I go to work.”
These conflicts that go on in your own self go on all day long. We guarantee that if you could tune in 24/7—and you know the funny thing about that—you would hear so many of your own conflicts and recognize them as such. This idea of knowing if it’s time to change process or is it time to work harder, take that into 2019. Then pair it with the passion for the greatest good. It will elevate everything to a new level of functionality.
We feel that the product of the synchronicity that we are trying to inspire you to create is measurable and it becomes living a life that way, to where you don’t have to live by anything other than synchronicity and intuition. You’re getting so detached from those outcomes, you’re rearranging your values of yourself. What part of yourself values money more than your health? Those are hard looks to take at self, but the best, the most productive, the most regenerative because now you’re getting into those areas that are hard to access, which come from traumas, past traumas.
That comes from being people who feel deeply. All of you who are listening to this feel deeply and aren’t afraid to say it and be it. These changes that you’re going through are helping on a DNA level of the collective human consciousness. We want to encourage you to keep going with that.
When we look at the global 2018, we see the same chaos that you do. We see a lot more diversity though, in what’s going on on the planet because we can see the whole planet; you can only see pieces that you hear on social media, or media, or read in the newspaper or somehow find out about, which is easy to do in the world today.
But that’s still not everything, but any stretch of the imagination. There’s so much going in the world that no one ever hears about and never gets framed in a political way or broadcast, it just goes on. So we see more areas of growth and change towards what you’re working for than you do, probably.
Everything is always chaotic when you’re going through a complete transformation. You’re tearing everything down to its root and starting over with a more accurate and authentic creation. One that’s based upon hopefully what we’re espousing, and what you say you want to do, which is to build a culture and a world that reflects the Eden that it’s meant to be: Earth as Mother, as provider.
But human consciousness has this genetic piece of free will that makes you different than, say, the trees. Think about the trees, them as one sentient being, connected all across the world. There is a response system. For example, if there’s an infestation of bugs, the trees will respond by providing and creating their own bug repellant. But there isn’t thinking through of things and deciding on the destruction of other humans or other resources, for what reason? Profit of money. Humans share this ability, but not with the trees. It doesn’t mean the trees don’t sense and understand and pick up and communicate, but it’s the difference of what Human Intention has brought to this grand experiment of evolution.
You have come here to be that. You have to accept your potential for all sides, which is why the Party is represented also by the dark side. The dark of humanity, the potential that every human has within them to do good or to do evil (to make decisions for the benefit of the few at the expense of the many).
You take control of that within yourself. And that’s all that you can do. And that was what Jesus wanted to tell you. If you think about his life in the short term—the 33 years that he walked as Jesus of Nazareth who became the Son of God who was remembered for centuries—if you think what he did, how many people he reached, certainly not many, compared to how many people you can reach in the world today in person.
Really, his teachings were only recorded for three or four years of that life. When he said, “You can do what I did and more,” he was really being very literal. Not that you can be the king of the universe [like him], unless it’s the king of your own universe. But you can do this in your life. Just like he did. More than he did. You’re in a time where you understand so much more of all this. He really wanted you to know that power and the responsibility that you have for that power.
Going into 2019, that’s really the theme, knowing that power within yourself, owning it, working it, going even deeper into the energy that is you and taking responsibility with passion and wanting to work for the good of all. It’s exciting to realize that it doesn’t matter what happens, what you come up against. It doesn’t matter if you come up against the devil, or Pontius Pilate, or that you’re crucified or that your friends turn on you. It doesn’t matter. That’s not the point.
As you embrace this lesson in a whole new way in your lives, you’re going to find surrender: surrender to life and death, surrender to the greater good and the longer view. A love of self just exactly as you are right now, as a human with whatever kinds of challenges in your life, or however many lives that you’re aware of surging through your body, or if you think you’re winning or losing, living or dying, rising or falling. The very act of creating human life is so magnificent. It is the God itself. There should be speechlessness at your small humble part in it.
And yet, like standing up for your cause, for yourself, for your right, you’re going to take your own mission on as seriously as Jesus took his mission. As seriously as Mary took her mission. Even though you’re not going to have that same kind of fate, it doesn’t matter.
When you get into the beginning of 2019, we see a lot of surges of creativity for all of you on so many levels. If you want to accelerate that, then take a very clear look at the people who you have in your life. Whether it’s the actual family or your friends, or the people you work with, everyone. Take a look at everyone you have in your life. Try to find those places where you’re trying harder and harder but nothing is going on. Nothing is changing. Maybe it’s time to do something else.
Look at them also in terms of is there something you could do just a little bit? Could you try just a little harder with this person or that person? Could you try just one more time in just a different way?
Think in terms of that when you’re approaching situations that you have questions about, circumstances of your life and what you need to do. We’re trying to help you build a system inside yourself that is so self-contained and operating so exacting to take care of you, that you never have any doubt again about your life because that operating system is in place.
Our view of 2019 is that this kind of explodes. What you’re going to have challenges in (and maybe you already do) is reconciling what you see going on around you in the world—in the social world, in the news world, in the world and what’s really going on, things that you experience that are part of this chaos, this craziness.
How to balance that with this eternal part of self that knows it’s here for a temporary visit as Don and Donna, Cassandra, and everyone else, just having a temporary experience together. Because of this openness that you’re going to have and you’re going to see in the world, then you get to influence the manifestation.
As you do a conflict in the family, as you approach it differently. Maybe you really feel like you don’t want to, but maybe it is time to try just one more time. Or else you really get to the point where you say, “I can’t do this anymore. I have to go do this in order to take care of myself—do something different.” Either one of those.
This frees up your energy, if you can be OK with that alone time, that absence of whatever that thing was that was eating up your energy in a way that wasn’t regenerative. It frees that up.
This year of 2019 has an opportunity for everyone to take a break from all the crazy insanity that you feel is sometimes being rained upon you. More and more people are going to find a way—not ignore it, not pretend it’s not happening—but to work hard to make sure that you’re doing what’s good for the whole. You’ll know. Sometimes you’re called to go stand up with people. Sometimes you’re called to help a family friend. Sometimes you’re called to fill in, sometimes to a spontaneous need, to help somebody with their groceries. There are all kinds of ways that you get called to be of service to the world in small practical ways. When you make that a priority in your life, you’re is basically doing what’s good for the whole, being in service to people, to the whole, in whatever way that is.
Even if it is just in your prayers, in your mantras, in the way that you channel your compassion and the responsibility that you take for yourself, that you are going to have that. Even if that’s all it is and you never go out and feed the poor or what have you, that’s the core of who you should be. You’ll find great connection and purpose if you then go above and beyond, and go out and find where the world needs you. Go find it, don’t just sit there and let it come to you. Go find it, whatever it is. Think creatively, outside the box.
This goes out to those of you who might be looking for work. There an attitude of being outside the box. There is a willingness to go into that brainstorming. There is a willingness to live in that chaos in the beginning, when you don’t know. You have no idea yet. But if you can adopt that attitude of discovery, knowing that your [operating] system is set. You’re going in there and you are going to find more than enough ways to help be the change, to help the evolution of human consciousness.
We are here with you every step of the way. More and more, the Party grows. Again, next year don’t be surprised if you are developing your own relationships directly to family members, people who have passed on, us the Party, that these openings that you’re making inside yourselves, applying this love, letting love move through you turns you into these very intuitive selves. Once you put intuition into imagination, then you get the hand of God working through your human mind in a beautiful way.
For those of you who are naturally overly intellectual—Honor and Articulations who are very, very intellect-oriented—2019 is going to be a bigger flop over the compassion, to the emotion. And vice versa: those of you who have been so traditionally emotionally oriented—where sometimes you don’t know what to do because you can see all sides of things—you’re going to find yourself much more rooted into a reasoning, intellectual viewpoint, to begin to challenge yourself to get out of that trap.
Like when you’re very caring for someone, they could have done a horrible thing to you and hurt you, but in that moment you can still feel this compassion for them because you can see where their pain came from. That’s all well and good, but in wanting to do what’s good for everyone, there is something more that you can do [for yourself], not letting yourself be hurt in those ways. Not being in that space where someone may do that do you, without having to exert hate, or punishment, or any kind of interaction in that way.
These changes, this flip-flopping and the ability that Intellect is going to give those people of Compassion to be able to make decisions for the good of the whole and take and act on them and feel the confidence of tough love. Sometimes it’s tough love, it just is. But tough love feels good in the longer run, and that’s also going to be what you see in yourself, the changes that have come through this long run of you working to be this greater person.
In between last year and next year, we want right now for everyone to look at your life and acknowledge the enormous amount of growth and life that you’ve lived. Acknowledge your talents and your gifts. Acknowledge your abilities. Acknowledge your power just in being human. As you acknowledge, it brings it to life—you come to life in this way.
In 2019, again, you will be dealing with people in your lives leaving the planet. The more that you can use 2019 to be another step into freeing yourself from the old view of what humanity is—that the physical world is the primary world and the non-physical world maybe doesn’t even exist. This changes to that the non-physical world is 90% of the entire operating system and the physical is really only 10%. Being able to obtain this knowledge in this life, like you’re doing, putting it into practice in these practical ways and then reaching your death point (which you all will) is another step in the transformation, an exciting opportunity that’s come, not the end. Not a loss, but part of the process that you’ve been through, trust us, 100 times before.
With that awareness this is a big step, a big time. We’ve talked about in Paris and we’ll talk about it again next year, that we’re very excited about it. It’s breathtaking to see it. You don’t get to see it in this way yet. You still have the cares and the worries of 2019 and what’s happening on the surface of the planet in your universe. All the more reason for you all to commit to making your own universe as highly evolved as you can. Be like Jesus. Don’t let anything throw you off your compassion. And certainly not your own inner trauma. In fact, let that inspire you to take the time to let it guide you into what that loving change needs to be in order to flow and release the trauma and replace it with a new passion that’s tied to working for the good of all.
Then every particle of your being is vibrating with this unique DNA that’s driving you from that deep level through your intuition, to be a regenerative, self-healing, love-reacting human being. Like the waters and the trees that connect all over the world, of course you as humans connect all over the world. And you’re everything. You’re part tree and your part water. You’re part human and you’re part spirit. You’re part earth and you’re part sky. You are the center of your universe. And when you die, your universe will die with you—that perception. But of course the mathematical equations that were formulated through those actions will live on—thoughts, feelings, senses, memories, the holographic memory of what your body was like, all stored up.
Not in 2019, but sometime in the near future, there’ll be more understanding of what that kind of time travel is. In the meantime, you’re the scientists in that field of how far your power will take to you, to what kind of greatest good can you help facilitate, greater than Jesus even did. It’s an exciting time to be a live and to be part of this movement.
By the time you get to the end of 2019, what we see is a much stronger base solidification of your place in your universe, understanding that whatever is coming, you’re here to be here. You’re here to adapt and adopt and put that energy forward, to create the greatest good, wherever you go, which will be needed. What a great thing to be needed.
As you love, so you will be loved. There is a time of great inner abundance that is blooming right now. We’re excited for each and every one of you.
We are going to then close the channel by saying a few things.
Being who you are, here with us today willing to take this exploratory journey, it opens up a part of you deeper than most. Take that into consideration in building your relationship to yourself. Build it into your life considerations. Things as simple as, if your intuition is really telling you not to go out, then don’t go out. Rest. As simple as that.
You don’t know the needed impact of that rest upon the many layers. You get so caught up in this life, that you’re not aware of the many layers and how they relate to everything else. Imagine trying to follow the roots of the trees, how they all interconnect. It’s hard for your human mind. It wants to know those things.
Take the time to embrace that in yourself. The truth is, it’s every human. You’re just lucky enough to be able to have these esoteric conversations that get you thinking in completely new directions sometimes that can make all the difference in how you manifest.
Watch and see in 2019 as more and more of what you believe and what you have been studying becomes validated and confirmed in the culture around you. All the more conversations you’re going to hear about the non-physical, about the relationship between thoughts, feelings, senses, Intellect, Intuition and Emotion. You’re going to hear from some really surprising sources. Look for information in odd places. Don’t just take what social media runs by you, or your newspaper puts on the headline. Search and see if you can find, for example, new research on regeneration and growing back organs and limbs. It may not be that your commercial media is going to tell you that, but there might be ways to follow other lines of information about it.
Look for those stories, those things that are happening, especially in your community that you live in, with the people. Get more connected face to face with people. You don’t have to spend great deals of time if you don’t want to, but get connected and reach out in a particular way. It’s going to be necessary in the years ahead to be with community in that way. How each of you build that will be up to you.
Mostly watch and see your own changes. Acknowledge them. Celebrate them. Then you will only need to watch and be amazed.
0:00:00.0 Barbara: Well, good morning, afternoon, or evening. It is November 19th, 2017. This is Barbara With, with the Party of 12, guided by Albert Einstein. You who are here with us, listening, either live or downloaded, know that I started this year doing this series I’ve called a Re-Boot Camp, one a month, designed to bring in other perspectives on the information that we’ve been studying for so long. I had special guests, people talking. And then summer came, and my life, as it is wont to do in summer, got very busy with other things, and I haven’t produced one since then.
I’ve been on a nice journey myself. I hope you all have been, shall we say, finding your path. I had a wonderful summer tour with my friends Fredy Argir and Bill Smithfor about three weeks, playing music together. We’re old friends. We used to play back in the ’70s and we reunited on this tour. One of our members, Lonny Knight, passed away before the tour could take place, so Fred and I went on and did it. It was a really remarkable experience to play 12 shows in 16 days in about eight different cities again, as a musician who’s been on the road before—I started out as a musician.
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Now today, I’m here in Paris, where I’ve come for about six weeks on what I call a pilgrimage of creativity. I have an apartment with a piano and time enough to settle into Paris and develop more of a local feel. So far the experience of being in Paris is wonderful, beyond what I ever could have imagined. I’m in love here. I will come back and do this again. I’m in love with Paris.
But while I’ve been here, my friends back home on the Bad River Indian reservation in Ashland have had a bad time. I live on Madeline Island in northern Wisconsin and Lake Superior. The Bad River Indian Reservation, and Red Cliff—the Lake Superior band of Chippewa have a big presence in my community, and I’m very much a part of their lives. My friends’ nephew, grandson, son—a 14-year-old boy was shot to death by the police.
#Justiceforbabyjay
This was and is another event that I’m talking about when I say I think the world’s gone insane and it’s because we have a mental disorder. The Intellect is raging out of control right now. The imbalances that we experience personally and then the imbalances in the world have left us so that we don’t know what to think. What do we think any more? It doesn’t surprise you, does it, to hear me say this, after everything that’s gone on this year? Natural disasters, school shootings, hate marches—the world seems to have gone completely insane.
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I decided for this Re-Boot that I wouldn’t plan anything. I wouldn’t have a guest because I wanted to hear from Einstein. I have to admit that after I fell down the stairs and tackled some postoperative narcotic psychosis, as I called it, I wondered if I had become brain-damaged. But it turned out I was de-toxing from all of the deadly drugs that they gave me during the operation. During that time I wondered how channeling would be after the traumatic and shocking experience of falling down about 20 stairs and breaking my wrist.
I can tell you, for me, it’s taken it to another level, the whole experience, a deeper level for me. For those of you who have had a before-and-after experience, you can attest to how it keeps getting more articulate and more precise and more inspiring.
I did a reading for a woman a couple of days ago. She said, “Do you get stuff out of this, too?” I said, “I get connected to what the truth is. Every time I do a reading, I get to go into that place of the non-physical and be connected to what the really big story is. When I come back to the Lens, I can be a little more detached and thus a little more effective and a little more able to enjoy life even when it’s not enjoyable.”
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After Jason Pero, 14 years old, died, I wrote a story about it. So instead of writing music, I went back to my journalism. You can find it at the WisconsinCitizens Media Coop. I wrote the story of his murder and the epidemic of murders and why there’s an epidemic of police murders, about what the structure of the law is that is allowing this to continue to take place. But on the bigger level, what are we going to do?
Those are unanswerable questions at this point, on November 19th, 2017, except that I’ve watched my community come together and not be hampered by racism. The county board has called a special meeting to be held at the reservation, big enough so everyone can speak. We’re going to come together as a community and make a change.
Regardless of if there will be justice in the political system, this gets back to what I’m looking forward to hearing today from the Party about the state of the world. Because I know in my brain, I know intellectually that my job is to live in the world but not of it. That doesn’t mean I don’t care about people, or I won’t take action or take steps to help my neighbors, or stand up for justice.
It means that when I know why I’m here and I know what my purpose is—to love, that’s the bottom line, to learn what that means—the whole world is a platform for me to put that into play. Then I’m more effective in having a meaningful, fulfilling life, despite the fact that the world might be coming to an end.
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If you add that to what we’re doing— we are experimenting with the manifestation of creation with the intent to use our love filters for our own energy, to shape and intend that we’ll be the change. That’s why we’re here. I don’t think any of us came here to be punished for another life, any of that. What we’re here for is to use all of these circumstances to turn ourselves into love.
In that sense, with Jason’s unfortunate killing, knowing what I know became something much different from thinking that I have to go in there and demand that that police officer be held accountable for what he did. I don’t have to use a lot of energy and emotion trying to manipulate the Lens. I can step back and take a breath and say, “What can I use my energy for to make sure the good of the whole is achieved here?” I was able to do that with this event [by writing the story].
I know the family. It’s a horrible, horrible thing. I used all of that deep emotion to focus on writing a piece that was about educating people and asking the right questions, rather than roiling up in a terrible situation that has many sides to it.
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Just the fact that I could do that in those circumstances was a sign to me of the work that we’ve been doing—and I say “we” because I can’t do this work without you all. And I do it alone, you do it alone, but we need each other to continue to remind ourselves of why we’re here in this crazy world right now.
As I mentioned in my blog the other day, my family has had two murders, my cousin Amy in 2006 and my nephew Howie in 2012, that forced me to examine my belief system, to ask myself what I believe about eternal life, about forgiveness. “Here are the deaths. What will you do, and how will you do it?” Applying Conflict REVOLUTION intentionally to each of them, I believe, especially with my nephew’s murder, that we made miracles. My sister has fully participated in that, and it has indeed created miracles.
So with all of this experimentation we’re doing, I’m hoping that those of you who are listening and thinking about what the unified field theory and Conflict REVOLUTION mean and how you use it in your life, at the very least you can know as you learn that it is effective. I will say, without a doubt, that every single time I do it, I get an outcome that is bigger than I could have done myself, going at it in the Lens, trying to prove justice needs to be done. I can do it better and have an outcome that’s bigger than I could have ever imagined.
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Today I want Einstein to talk to us about the practicality of this. Many of you have been listening to this information and using it in your life like lab rats. I want to inspire you to never forget that it’s the baby steps. Your mind can’t logically draw correlations between how you taking care of yourself will help world peace. [It’s because] you are then becoming the one who is loving yourself. If Intuition is telling you to slow down, when you follow it, you are then the one who becomes the vehicle for love of self. It seems like such a little thing, and we you get carried away with all the details of our lives.
I know that you, Robin, are very busy right now, there’s so much going on. But when we slow down to the baby step, the next most advantageous step, we have the knowledge that by doing that little thing, taking care of that, taking care of your life, that you’ll effect an outcome or be guided somewhere that you couldn’t do by yourself.
For me, I think my life is living proof of it. You don’t have to prove it to anyone, but every day, when I feel and breathe, when I let myself listen to Intuition and do what it says without fighting it, I am able to create outcomes of much greater good all the way around. Why wouldn’t that ripple out into the rest of the world, why wouldn’t the people in the supermarket line, the librarian, everybody we come into contact with get to experience living love?
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I’d like us to begin today with a guided visualization.
Close your eyes. Turn your focus inward. Take a few deep breaths. Let’s go into the vision that we are all out in the heavens looking down on the beautiful, beautiful planet earth. Linda’s somewhere around LA, Sharon’s in Minneapolis (we’re pointing on the map) Barbara’s way over there in Paris, Robin’s way over there in Washington state, Carmen’s in Romania, David is in Australia, Heike is in Norway, a bunch of people all over the world.
We’re looking down and we’re seeing the Lens that we are each creating. Robin, I can see you sitting in your kitchen or in a comfortable room of your house. But from here, up in the heavens, I can’t see anything but the planet. In these two places we begin to get accustomed to the fact that we are much bigger than our DNA space-time human body having the physical experience. Our energy and our operating system are so much bigger than we know.
One reason we begin with this visualization of being in many different places at once is to get you in touch with those places energetically in the DNA space-time body that is sitting there in the Lens. We want your physical body to also be connected to this ethereal perspective up here in the heavens as the Observer, looking down on the planet, the big, big, biggest picture.
So there’s the planet. Then there’s the physical world of the Lens. Then there’s the last piece of this holy trinity of Human Intention, which is the Source. That is in the middle of Mother Earth, the very center of the planet, where all humankind erupts from.
So here we are, out in the heavens. We see ourselves down there on the planet. We get into the planet, we feel and anchor into the center of the earth. And we feel a wave that is our identity, flowing from the source, from the center of the planet, flowing up through the earth, bursting out through the edge of the earth to create your physical body, which is then the projector and the perceiver of the entire universe.
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Isn’t that amazing? Despite what’s going on in the Lens, despite all the terrible things we’re describing going on on the planet, isn’t that amazing? Creation of human life, the gravitational wave bursting forth, your physical body is projecting the universe and then it’s perceiving it back—the entire universe. All the energy is slowed down, everything separates so you can perceive separation, perceive the physical world.
To me, that alone is beyond description—even though we just tried to describe it! It’s like how there are really no words for God, because it’s too big. And when we start knowing ourselves this deeply, by the time we get to the Lens, yes, there’s a lot going on in the Lens. But it’s just a passing-through point. It is the manifestation of the creation, but it’s just a passing-through point for that wave that’s going on into the heavens, picking up into the earth’s electromagnetic field, going back down the North Pole, back down to the center, as it spins and spins at the speed of light squared. And the Lens is what slows that wave down and separates out everything else, creates your DNA body, puts you in that space-time, in that latitude and longitude.
I’ve noticed, being in Paris, that when I go to Google Maps, they don’t give you an address any more. They give you latitude and longitude. All of this is the mathematics. And that right there, what we just described, that vision of the spinning string and the human Intention, as we call it, the Observer in the heavens, the Lens of the physical world, the Source in the center of the planet, that is the operating system of human consciousness. What you program into it is what you’ll manifest in the Lens.
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All of this can help us have a different perspective of what is going on in the Lens. And it means the difference between feeling like a victim to this physical world—“Oh, why, oh, why was I born at this time? Oh, my God, how can these horrible things be happening to us? Let’s blame the Republicans, the Democrats, the rich, the poor! It’s all going to hell in a hand basket.”
OK, I get that. I’m there. But when we can back up and remember our mission—world peace, one person at a time, starting with me—to become the love that will guide human consciousness into the next step of evolution, [then] we all have so much more power.
0:20:11.9 We will command that only the most divine light shine down upon you at this time and the greatest good be present here.
The Party: We are so honored to welcome you to this circle, all of you who are listening all over the world at different times, in different spaces, in different bodies. We have convened a collection of souls, shall we say, that at this time brings not a new message so much as an uplifted and supportive message.
All of the work that we are doing—those of us who don’t have bodies, who still have consciousness, who still have access to thoughts, feelings, senses, memories—we are working at a new level of consciousness ourselves. We, too, after all of this time and all of this work, have gotten to a place where our clarity is even greater, where our understanding of how to inspire has come a very long way in our mission.
Just to back up a bit, when we talk about our “mission,” the Party of 12 and Albert Einstein—who’d have thunk it (laughs)—we are talking about a very specific decision that we made in Afterlife as a group to work for the good of the whole, to bring information that we have learned in our lives as physical beings and now in the Afterlife as a new kind of consciousness, a new kind of power. We can’t talk to you at this point about our lesson, because it’s at a level that you as humans wouldn’t comprehend. And not because you’re idiots, but because you’re focused on something completely different.
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So suffice it to say that we come to you today with an even greater understanding that your intentions, yes, indeed, have a huge impact upon the manifestation of your world. Your world is incredibly complex, and you as humans have had to dummy down what you understand of energy in order to have a human experience. You’re putting these multiple dimensions into a much smaller space that the Lens affords you.
You have a life-and-death focus on that Lens while you’re having a physical body. That doesn’t detract from your ability to expand your awareness of your non-physical self. In fact, it gives you a platform from which to work for you to expand your own consciousness, to understand in the course of one day in your physical body that when you wake up from the dead and your body opens its eyes and begins its projecting and perceiving experience, you have 24 hours in that day to have a new relationship to yourself in any number of ways. That new relationship over time in the physical body, one day at a time, is what changes the manifestation.
If you’re talking about something personal in your life—a conflict you’ve had with a neighbor or some puzzling situation in your life that you’re worried about—those are the moments when you have the power to take control of that energy and effect change on the smallest of steps.
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You all know what we’re talking about. You know yourselves well enough to know when you’re in that place of feeling like you’re out of control—maybe anxiety has taken over, or there’s so much going on in the world that you can’t even begin to address how to resolve the conflict because it’s overwhelming—one tragedy after another, too much emotion coming, all of those things.
When you’re not in that state, when you’re in a comfortable, safe place, you can say, “You know, if in that moment I could change my thought process while the heavy emotion was coming through, whatever that anxiety was …,” you know that you could change the outcome of your life.
Not that you always have control—you haven’t trained yourself yet in how to take the control that is yours to take. But it is yours to control. Your thoughts are yours to control. You have that right and that power.
Whether you exercise it or not, this is one of the greatest moments of change that you could have—when overwhelming emotion is surging through you and you’re triggered by something that could very much be real. It isn’t like you’re imagining it. Seeing another mass shooting, you’ve gotten to a place where you’re numb because you cannot take in any more of that emotion.
We say, if you can take in that emotion and interject a new intellectual message as it’s coming through live, we know you can change that. What we don’t know is if you can do it in that moment. That is one of the most insane, out-of-control conditions that a human can be in, when you’re panicking, when you have anxiety or depression that manifests perhaps the other way in keeping you heavy and down and incapacitated rather than agitated—it’s all the same thing.
Despite what we’re going to talk about later on in this dissertation in your relationship to the state of the world today, more than ever we know that if you can get yourself there in the moment of that powerful surge of emotion and wrestle the Intellect back to being something of a superconscious nature rather than, “Oh, my God, the whole world’s coming to an end!”—you can remind yourselves that these are the moments you came here for: to feel and breathe, to move human consciousness into this next step of becoming the manifestation of the love that’s at our root. The world is so far from that now, it seems, doesn’t it?
This is why when you do it, you are building pieces of DNA that change the future of human consciousness. You’ll never see that when you’re looking at the world and at all the horrible things going on in the Lens and it’s causing you to go numb or to be conflicted or to want to run away. You can see it if you stop and remind yourself of your mission here and hold that space with your breath while you’re envisioning humankind turning that corner. You’re not just envisioning it. You’re becoming the change in that moment, when you take that breath. And that’s part of what moves the adaptation of human consciousness forward, like a missing link.
But your mind wants to complicate things. Your mind and your Intellect want to take control of the entire system. We want to suggest that as you deal with these situations, which are very real in the Lens, that you look metaphorically at all of those evil characters that are emerging: the people who have turned greedy, who are lying to you, who are stealing and destroying. Look at those people from your Source. They, too, are part of your gravitational wave that is being projected and perceived by you. They also represent a part of your Intellect that wants to grab control and define things as hopeless or helpless or to judge things or to blame someone or to blame yourself. And these thoughts of yours are part of the collective Intellect of human consciousness right now.
While you cannot control everyone’s thoughts, you can control your own. You can learn what they are, what they’re telling you. You can do an experiment. Once you learn those voices in your head—the thoughts that are greedy and want to destroy your truth, which is that you are a miracle having this experience, that you are powerful beyond measure—we are teaching you hopefully the power of your intention.
We are very honored and happy that Barbara has worked with us for all of this time and concur with the idea that every time you do this experiment and take control of your intention, that you muster up the power to make a change in your life. The change can happen overnight. It can happen right there. But you must think in longer terms. You must think personally that you’re here at this time unifying a whole lot of other [past] lives, learning a great deal more information than you ever thought you wanted to know, and dealing with things that you never dreamt you would be faced with dealing with.
You are in this world to do this, to be that change. What do you need to do to get a grasp of what your intention will be?
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One thing we want to suggest is that you do an experiment with yourself. When you get up in the morning, after you say, “Thank you for another miraculous day of having a body that’s projecting and perceiving the entire universe”—that’s a miracle right there. That’s the first thing.
Then, as you set your intention, be tiny. Don’t try to change your whole life in one day. Focus on one step or another. We would say the first one is about that intention. Any time you feel you’re going into a situation where you don’t have control and you don’t know how it will work out and you’re triggered with uncomfortable emotion, find whatever it is that will be a little slap in your own face. Wake up! Remember:
I am a powerful person. I am a miracle just standing here. And I can change this. I can influence this. I intend to influence whatever this situation is that I’m afraid of for the good of the whole. And yes, I might fall down, I might make mistakes, I might stumble. Surely I’ll be feeling a lot of emotion. Guide me, Intuition, so that I am taking steps for the good of the whole here.
Sometimes you won’t know. You won’t be able to say, “Oh, well, here, this is for the good of the whole.” You have to trust what you are being impelled to do from deep in your heart—not from your thinking process. You need to listen to that Intuition that is deep within you, rising up always, every moment, part of that string that’s spinning at the speed of light squared, telling you that next most advantageous step for the good of the whole of creation—the whole universe that you are projecting and perceiving. That voice is within you. No one can take it away from you. You can drown it out and not know what it is, but it’s there, and it’s working. This is your chance.
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So you fully intend that you will use this incredible power of love that is your birthright. You can’t escape it. It’s what you’re made of: Compassion, the fifth fundamental force of the universe. You will take this, and for whatever time you have left on this planet as that person in that DNA space-time body, you will become this change and you’ll fully intend to find out, to learn, to discover what that means in every moment.
With the holidays coming up, we think this is a perfect opportunity for you to experiment with triggers and change, self-change, self-revelation. How loving can you be, first and foremost, to yourself? That’s the question.
Are you going to let voices in your head that belittle you, judge you, demean you bring you down? Because you can and you will. But there’s a bigger force now as you also become a witness to what that Intellect is doing and make conscientious decisions to change what those thoughts are while you are feeling the feelings.
You can do it if you’re just happy, sitting around thinking about it, you can change thinking. But the front line is when that discomforting emotion surges through that you don’t want to feel and then those thoughts are triggered. You can go numb and not listen to your thinking, and you might find yourself perpetuating the pain, the fear, the anxiety that you’re trying to release from.
These ideas are not revolutionary. You hear them in other places. This is not something only we have said. You hear these concepts in many other avenues of teaching and learning. But only you can know you. Only you will be the one who can clearly say what will get you to change your perspective, to deal with your thoughts and emotions differently. Only you can do that. That’s the ultimate power that you’ve been given, and that’s why you’re here at this time, in this world.
As difficult as the state of the world is right now, the other side that we see is that human consciousness is indeed making a huge leap forward. Because of having to deal with all the conflicts in the world through the ages, because of people now wanting to find completely new and revolutionary ways to approach the world, to make this world the place you want your children and your grandchildren, seven generations, to be born into.
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And it’s working: the babies being born today come with so much greater sensibility than you could ever have imagined. That doesn’t mean you must stop doing your experimentation of how you can be love, but maybe it can inspire you to keep going with it when you look upon the faces of the new children coming into the world.
It’s a very joyful time! You’re seeing souls coming willingly to the planet. “Take me! I can do it! I can become love.” They’re not afraid. They know what they’re getting into on a soul level, and they’re happy to be there.
Every generation is helping to take that step. The ancestors are also participating in pushing this evolution forward. Remember, this is all about adaptation. Human consciousness and energy are about adapting to what is manifest.
That’s your life, too, in a nutshell. You get up every day. You put one foot in front of the other. You think you have a plan—“I’ll go to work at 10:00. I’ll do this at noon. I’ll do this at 4:00.” But you have a whole day that rises up for you to discover what your relationship is to it, how you’ll make decisions, how you’ll approach it, and what your relationship with you will look like as the basis for the projection that you see the world as.
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We are thoroughly grateful on all levels that you are listening, that you are coming together, that you’re pushing yourselves to learn more than anyone can teach you but yourself. This is an exciting and inspiring time for us in the evolution of human consciousness, and you have, forever, our thanks.
Are there any questions or conversations?
Barbara: This is Barbara. (laughs) I know I’ve never done this before, where I’ve just jumped out of the channel and had a question, but stranger things have happened in the world.
I love all that you say, and I know that it’s true from my point of view as the person who’s been with this maybe the longest, with you, with Einstein and the Party. Do you think that humankind will get it in our lifetime? I get pretty afraid sometimes.
In fact, before I came to France, I said, something could happen between North Korea and the U.S. and I might not be able to go home. And then I started thinking about, if something did happen, then the U.S. becomes a whole other country. I know we’re not supposed to go there, but it still sometimes seems way too big for me. You know I live this way, and everything you say I find true. But I need a little bit more to understand.
Party: Well, we would say that it’s an experiment to the best of everyone’s ability. You ask, will humankind get it in your lifetime, and which part of humankind? It’s like the story of the elephant and the five blind people who are touching the different parts of the elephant. It’s already happening.
You could think of it this way: that if it weren’t happening, there already would have been a great cataclysmic event. Not to say that there can’t be, but because of the consciousness-raising through the years, because of the millions and millions of people who are participating in this like you are, it could be a lot worse. And that’s what you can’t see. That’s what we can’t measure so much. It’s a psychological perspective that can help you not have to worry so much about those kinds of questions. It tricks your mind into thinking about it in a different way that can free you up And that’s the idea: detachment.
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We have taught this information and will continue to teach this information very firmly and concisely. We understand about human emotion. We understand that humans get frustrated. But it does you no good if we don’t keep a strong hand to hold you accountable for your power. We feel that your power and getting control of it is the answer anyway, whether everyone on the planet does it or not. If they did, we could effect change very quickly if everyone did Conflict REVOLUTION and looked at the world that way, asking how they could contribute to the good of the whole.
But you don’t have to wait for anybody to do this. You can do it for yourself, and that’s all you need to be concerned about.
Barbara: That was curious. (laughs) Asking a question!
Robin: I was surprised that you asked a question.
Barbara: Do you have one?
Robin: I think it was answered in the channel with the slowing down part. I think I was more going to share my experience with that lately, if they wanted to expand on it a little bit.
The question was asked in the channel, and that was, when things get overwhelming, the mind takes over and says, “We have to do this, do that.” We speed up, and that creates more chaos. It’s almost counterintuitive to slow down.
That has helped me lately to give myself the space to process the Emotion and hear the Intuition, to hear the next step. Our minds will say, “You don’t have time to slow down,” but in reality, time is an illusion. It gives us the space to step out of time and expand the present moment, to bring that deep Emotion through, to suspend the mind so that it doesn’t freak out about taking the space and the time. It creates more of an expansion.
Lately I’ve been doing this, and people around me are saying, “Aren’t you worried? You haven’t done this, you haven’t done that!” I think there’s a bigger part of me that says, “The picture’s too big. I can’t see it. I’m going to slow down. I need to process this right now, so I’ll do that today, and the next step will show itself tomorrow.” That’s why I say that the question was very much answered.
Barbara: Thanks for sharing that. I agree that in that moment when we think we’re so busy, if we step out of time, it changes the whole thing. Suddenly—yeah, we’re still busy, but things are getting done. I personally find a great relief from just following my Intuition.
Robin: It’s such an act of self-love.
Barbara: It really is.
Robin: When they talk about feeling that sense of Compassion, just to expand the state for all of that to come there, more love, more Compassion, more Intuition, more peace.
0:49:26.9 Barbara: I was listening to a young man I went to see last night [Adam Sweeney] who was trying to explain his process, which was very much like Conflict REVOLUTION, and he called passion and emotion “excitement.” Once we step out of time, take some breaths, feel self-love, even though the tasks are not something you’d want to do the rest of your life, here it is in front of you, part of your life, you can get a little more excited about it. That certainly has to add to the entire experience and a lot of how the experience is shaped, to be manifest.
Robin: That’s true. In that moment, you can say, “Huh, that’s curious. Look at what just showed up in front of me.”
Barbara: Right. But we’re sure not taught to live this way.
Robin: Yes, we are. We’re taught and we’re practicing and we’re lab rats. We’re blessed. We are.
Barbara: Right, we are.
0:50:42.2 Sharon: Robin, can I ask you a question about what you said when you were talking about slowing down?
Robin: Sure.
Sharon: Are you talking about slowing down your thinking in your mind? Does that translate into slowing down your physical actions as well?
Robin: I slow everything down. I stop making choices. I stop frantically doing busy things or feeling like I need to accomplish the 10 things on the list today. I slow down my breathing. I’ll even sit in mediation maybe for an hour.
Sharon: That was another question I had. OK, all right.
Robin: Things like that, where you would think, “I don’t have time for that.” But we have to make time for that, because it’s the important stuff. The little details, not as much. They’ll come out. And the other thing that Einstein said was to pick one or two things. I’ve been doing that, too. “OK, I can’t do 10 big things, because I need to sit in meditation and process this sadness right now.” After I’m done with that, my Intuition will tell me what big things I can cross off the list. It’s been a way of operating from Compassion and love first. And then what happens is that the stuff you delayed you were supposed to delay because there was something coming. I’ll share an example.
I’m in the process of moving from an island and going to a city. It’s overwhelming. I couldn’t make a choice of where to live in the city, what to do. I was sitting in mediation crying instead.
And then all of a sudden a wonderful woman showed up in my life and I’m able to rent a room in her house. She’s organizing a workshop that I teach in her living room. I couldn’t have seen any of that had I just frantically pushed through everything. Instead I slowed down for two weekends, what would seem like accomplishing nothing, but meditating and crying, and now I’ve got this beautiful thing happening. Sometimes you can’t see what’s coming, you can’t see the big picture.
Barbara: Sharon, did you have any questions?
Sharon: No, and I’m glad you asked your question. I have a delayed soaking-in time. The questions don’t come until later. I was happy that you asked the question you did. I’ll probably have to come back and listen to it again.
Barbara: It felt new to me, the voice.
Robin: You mean the answer felt new?
Barbara: No, the voice, when they said, “We’ve reached this new place of evolution” in the beginning. Like they were super-excited that this is the first group that they’ve done in this new state.
Robin: I felt that, too.
Sharon: Oh.
Barbara: And the voice was very distinctive, not one I’m real familiar with. Maybe that’s the deeper, richer, fuller voice of the collective, or maybe there’s some new personality that’s stepping up to the plate.
Robin: And you said you’re in a new place, too.
Barbara: True, that too. I saw that new place when I wrote the article about Jason’s death. When I was done with it, I realized that there was no insinuation of blame, none of what they were talking about, “We have to get justice done. This is despicable.” It was about, “Here’s the law. Here’s what happened. Police officers and military people don’t have interchangeable jobs. The police are supposed to de-escalate, the military is supposed to escalate.” There are all these factors. The officer who did it, who is he? For all intents and purposes, he’s just a normal guy. I could see that evolution in my writing, the articulation of that.
Party: We will bring this channel to a close. Once again, our gratitude knows no bounds in this work that we do together, all of us.
We want to encourage you to get small with yourself, get to the moment with yourself as much as you can. Discover what those moments hold for you. Learn about who you are through those moments.
Really expand your perception to be able to separate your deep emotion from your conscious thinking. See them. Experience them as two different organs, two different energies. Deal with them accordingly. And then listen for that intuitive impulse rising from your heart, impelling you to take that next step for the good of the whole, and study yourself.
From now till the end of the year, we think you’re going to have an opportunity to see in action what we’re suggesting. There is great positive, powerful change in the air, and a lot of this is housecleaning, awareness-raising. It’s never easy for humans to have their awareness raised. (laughs) It’s usually something that happens with kicking and screaming. But all of you have a chance to be the fish that throws itself up onto the land and changes that breathing.
It’s an exciting time, and we are so honored to be in service to you. So yes, go off, watch, and be amazed.
With great gratitude and humility, I would like to report back about my “Ask” in the last newsletter, beginning with a heartfelt thank you to everyone who responded. Honestly, I could not have imagined the outcome of this action.
First I will admit, reading the words, posted on the Internet, that I needed money for my mortgage was indeed a trigger. But knowing that transparency is the goal, I kept feeling and breathing those pieces of shame and focusing on what Einstein talked about in the last reading: in the long view, we are changing culture by moving ourselves away from money as a value. The anxiety and sadness were then detached from the story that I did not have value because I did not have money.
After about a day of honoring and moving that energy of emotion, the fuel of creative manifestation, all sorts of amazing gifts began to arrive. At first, there was some money, but more than that, I started to help my friend, who was in the process of foreclosure. As she and I worked through the emotion of her transition, we began to see the gifts in her misfortune as well, including her fabulous new rental out in the woods, her new roommate to help her offset the cost, and the freedom of finally being over the stress. How exciting to be starting a brand new phase of her life!
We decided that she could strip her home of everything she could, since the bank was coming to lock it up at the end of the month. This meant, as an answer to another one of my “Asks” (a new stove since mine would not fully turn off), I not only got hers, but a newer energy efficient refrigerator as well and a huge supply of perennials from her garden. As we walked through her yard where she raised her kids, feeling and breathing as she talked about each group of flowers, where they came from and when she planted them.
But the biggest surprise gift that came out of honoring and loving my shame was the night my foreclosed friend and I were hanging out and she got a call from an old island buddy looking for a room for the summer. Christie’s son just had a baby, and she would be babysitting for them all summer and needed a place away from her big family farmhouse to recharge.
At first, I was hesitant about a roommate, as I work at home, which is small without much privacy. But instead of talking myself into doing it from a place of lack, I took the time to sleep on it and consider both the pros and cons. One of my goals was also to put up a tent for the summer in the back yard as a spare room, and for sleeping under these beautiful island night skies.
A few days passed before Christie called again. We talked through the details, and I realized this was a perfect set-up. She would be gone most of the time, and just needed a quiet place to sleep. She then asked if I could use some new ceiling fans, which I could! And then, she said she had a huge tent and two airbeds if we wanted to set it up!
After that, readings started coming in, I got a new property management client for the summer, and an old flame from years ago called from out of the blue to tellme he was divorced. Wow.
When we see life as a gift, even the apparently “bad” experiences turn into one more step to freeing ourselves from the voices of culture that drive us. Feeling all our feelings, calming the stories in the intellect and staying in present moment create a sense of discovery, which leads to the magic we all seek.
My Gifts to You
I hope this week you can give and receive some important gifts in your life. Take an assessment of your needs, do an “Ask” to the universe to show you the resources to meet them, and then, don’t forget to breathe!
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Thank you for working so hard to become the change!
Einstein & The Party of Twelve 