Good morning, we are recording. It is Sunday, February 23, 2020. Welcome to the Party, to the partyof12.com, I am Barbara With. And today we are continuing our conversations about transcendence.
To refresh, in our last session we talked about “pragmatic” transcendence, in which we defined pragmatic as “active rather than contemplative.” So, this is something we put into action rather than just think about. And transcendence is “seeing from above and independent of the material experience and universe.” So pragmatic transcendence becomes actively seeking to see the world from above and independent of what’s happening in it.
This session we’re exploring “creative” transcendence. I got this title from the Party, so I grabbed the dictionary. We have a favorite dictionary we call the “Cosmic Dictionary.” Because back when I started working with Kim and Teresa with the Psychic Sorority, we had to look up this word. We wanted to look up with “influence” meant. The first time we ever looked anything up. And Lily grabber her red American Heritage dictionary, and one of the meanings of influence was, “An ethereal fluid that flows from the stars that affects the fate of men. So, we coined it the Cosmic Dictionary because who knew what influence was. It turns out that all three of us had the very same dictionary just coincidentally.
Creative: … “characterized by originality and expressiveness; imagination.” Imagine that! The Party is always talking about how they meet us in our imagination, which is part of Intellect. Einstein did actually say that imagination was more important here than what we knew.
Looking up “imagination” the most thrilling definition was, “the ability to deal creatively with reality.” In other words, the ability to be original and expressive in dealing with the issues of the world around you.
And isn’t that what all this work with the Party and the work has been about? Is to help us honor our authentic selves and then articulate who we truly are. We’ve learned to challenge ourselves to see the world differently—sometimes much differently than the voices of culture around us and inside us want us to see it. Those voices of culture include our subjective ego that wants to diminish us.
So too these lessons in transcendence are challenging us to look completely differently at our everyday lives.
So, “creative transcendence” builds on the pragmatic lesson that this an action and not just thinking or talking, then redirects our thinking into the imagination part of our Intellect, away from the ego. And while these both parts of Intellect, they have two different functions, the ego and the imagination.
The dictionary defines ego as “the personality component that is conscious, most immediately controls behavior and is most in touch with external reality.” This is such a beautiful definition of ego, I think: “the personality component that is conscious, most immediately controls behavior and is most in touch with external reality.”
That fits with our idea that free will is part of ego, which is what makes it do dangerous. Decisions are made from that place. Psychology defines the ego as “the part of the mind that is responsible for analyzing our reality and affirming our sense of personal identity.” In the work that we’re trying to do, we’re constantly redefining reality based on creative ways of seeing things. That’s what this work is about.
But ego so often is constrictive. It’s so often subjective because it also speaks the voices of culture that are programmed within you. More often than not, your ego will tell you that you can’t achieve something, or that a goal is too hard to get it thereby the ego diminishes your creativity.
So, imagination, however, is about opening the mind to all kinds of possibilities. Think about kids. They don’t care if what they create is feasible. They just naturally create, because their egos have not had a lifetime to define them and to be self-limiting and program in those voices of culture.
So creative transcendence is in essence about maintaining an intellectual openness—an uncluttered mind—in order to hear the messages of Intuition.
I believe that Intuition is not just here to tell us how to deal creatively with every moment, which is what it’s supposed to do: giving you the next most advantageous step based on what’s for the good of the whole. So, you know that’s got to be a creative process that only God can figure out. Huge, the voice of God within you.
I don’t think it’s just that. I think it’s the root of creativity: the self-creation of our intention to be human, of our gravitation wave, of our physical body and the universe we experience, and the spinning string and the Human Intention—this whole, big operating system that we are.
I think at the root of it is the voice of Intuition. And that all-knowing voice, it’s forever pushing us to create what is best for the good of the whole. This voice knows so much more than our ego every could. Part of that is not subjective, it’s objective, that the ego’s role is to define reality, so it has a very important function. But the ego in charge throws that all off and closes down creativity.
Because Intuition is constantly generating images and ideas about what that next step could be. And there’s so many of them. The infinite possibilities that we that we hear about and talk about are there, are being generated from within us to function, not just thinking about but take action about, how are you going to put that creativity into action. In this particulate corner of the universe where we practice Conflict REVOLUTION, it’s about changing the nature of our conflicts so to have a profound effect on the world around us. So, we become that change.
In working with this transcendence so far, I’ve most been applying to my activism and my political life. Probably you all know, but I’ll just repeat that it was about 2011 that I was drawn into a fight to stop a big iron ore mine from being put in my neighborhood. From there, somehow as I manage to do, I was in the right place at the wrong time, or the right time, and I was part of whistleblowing at a Supreme Court election.
It went on and I got—not transcendent about it. I fell into allowing my body to be traumatized by the evil that I was actually facing. Because when I would go to the hearings and see these people who were making decisions for the good of the very few at the expense of all the rest of us, which is Einstein’s definition of evil, I would physically get sick being in the room present with them. So, there’s a toll that it takes when we stand up in that way.
If you are not really transcendent, it will take you down. If you’re not evil, that’s what that energy does, it pulls you into the sickness and it wants you to engage in the sickness and it destroys you, too. That part of our ego and our voices that naturally are within us—you know the spectrum, Jesus to Hitler, we got the whole programming in there. So, our job is even more important than ever that we do not allow ourselves to become that very thing that is so frightening to us.
I’ve noticed in these weeks that we’ve been doing transcendence, or however long it’s really been going on, that I have a much freer relationship to what’s going on. I allows put myself on my deathbed again, and I am looking back and thinking, “Don’t worry about that. Don’t spend your time worrying about that. So, it’s sort of like time traveling—time traveling to my future self who is going to tell me real self—you know what I mean … it’s a crazy process but it helps. Because I can instantly from that deathbed place see what you just don’t attach to.
And all of it’s not real anyway. Only what’s real is what you decide to do, the decisions that you make, the energy you decide to put out, how you use your intention—those are the only things that are really going to be mattering in that moment because that’s what you take with you. So, you want to be as much love as you possible can now.
But how does that love look when you’re facing evil? That is the age-old question. Thinking creatively about it is part of the solution. I was sharing with Robin the other day how my activism had changed once I started to really work Conflict REVOLUTION into it and start to detach from it. I still was not doing too well at that. I was starting to detach, and I realized I had to use different language. I’m going to post in the notes a video clip of the first press conference I did after I did a big Revolution about the owners of the mine and the governor of the state. They were evil. They are evil, but I tried to go at it and fight it [head on]. I got very sick.
When I step away and the more that I step away, the more that I see what I really want to happen come about in fact, in better ways than I could make happen. It doesn’t mean I shouldn’t have stood up and did everything I did to stop the mine, it just means that when I went home from the rally or when I went home from the testimony, that I didn’t lie awake at night terrified and obsessed about a possible mine ruining and imagining all the horrible things that were going to happen if that happened.
And yet, putting myself in that place, was what, for me anyway, made me get up and want to go do those things. Within all of our battles and our struggles, however we’re facing them, our self-care becomes even more important. Even more important. Not just the physical self-care but the mental and spiritual self-care, that we do this pragmatically. We make it an action. We don’t just think about it and talk about it like I did for the first year and a half that I was engaged in politics. I didn’t even talk much about Conflict REVOLUTION.
But when I started doing it, the mining company left mysteriously one day years later. And today I’m finding the same thing. I woke up today for the first time excited as a political activist. Seeing the country—seeing all these colors and these women and immigrants and old people—everybody standing up to say no to what I’ve been fighting personally for the past nine years is the corporate structure.
And to see it sweeping across the country and see what the evil constructs are doing—the news agencies who predicted such horrible things [about Bernie Sanders], everything is crumbling as the people stand up and give their voice. I can die happy now. It’s not the end of the struggle, but to see that is constantly what happens when I do Conflict REVOLUTION. I’m not going to say, “because I did Conflict REVOLUTION that happened,” but I know that when I do it, I see more and more of these things happening.
That’s this new attitude I have for my life. When we get to the end, when we get to our deathbeds, and we’re looking back, I think that’s such a powerful place of perspective and time travel. Every time that we stay in love, even if it looks like we’re losing the battle, every time we stay in love and we stay in our pragmatic transcendence, we win. And that’s what we’ll take with us in the end.
So, we are recording, and it is indeed February 23, 2020. 2+2+3+2+2=11.
A nice master number. I am in Lake Superior. Today it’s a beautiful sunny warm almost Spring-like day here. Still a lot of snow. Everyone else is scattered about the Earth listening from various places.
I would like all of us to take a moment to inhale together and then exhale.
Before we call in the Party let’s all of us join hands and remember that this non-physical network that we’ve created for ourselves is very real. Today we have honor and the privilege of sitting not just in that non-physical energetic space, but we get the privilege of having physical bodies that can hear these words and allow our minds to open and ponder all kinds of possibilities.
We will command that only the most divine light shine down upon you at this time and that the greatest good be present here.
We are so happy today. We’re so happy to be here with you on this occasion where so much is being brought into balance. We told you, we warned you in the beginning of the year, that this was all about people finding their balance. This is not something that some angels from the heavens came down to make happen on the Earth. This is a natural reaction to how matter manifests.
So, in other words, when you oscillate to the right, you oscillate to the left just as far. So, this is a natural movement that’s found in nature, but it seems so extreme because things in your world are so very much out of balance.
We are working with you and humans around the world in our own ways to help bring this planet into balance. Just like our teaching for decades with you have indicated that when you begin with yourself, one person at a time, thoroughly each person taking responsibility for their thoughts, their emotions, their intuitions, their physical body, their decisions, their intentions. Everybody begins, one person at a time, then you have systemic change.
All those many years ago when we started to preach about systemic change and draw in the appropriate players to take part in this research experiment of how to be the change systemically, we did that hoping, knowing that the only way to get from Point A to Point B was not just one straight line. That getting from Point A to Point B could very well be a very crooked and messy line.
What was absolutely essential was seeing Point B. Because if you can vision Point B, where you’re going, imagine it, now you’re tapping into your imagination in your Intellect that is allowing you and your consciousness and perception to time travel within the non-physical.
You may not be taking your body with you. Or you may not be waking up in a different body, but your consciousness is traveling to what is an imaginary place at this point, because the future hasn’t yet happened. Your visioning it and you’re staking that claim in the ground. It’s your vision.
You don’t just think about it. This isn’t just about a thought process or something that’s contemplative. This is about becoming that energy of the person that you are at Point B. That’s a simple, time travel, into-the-future thing. Because there are so many potentials, there’s absolutely no reason why you can’t organize that vision around something that’s feasible. It doesn’t mean that you’re absolutely going to get it. It just means that if you’re absolutely going to get it, it absolutely has to be there in the future. Otherwise you can’t get there.
That’s the importance of this ability to have this creativity that leads you to Point B. And the other thing is that, when you’re going from Point A to Point B, there are things that happen along that journey that are so important to your health and your well-being. Every good thing, every bad thing, every challenge, every bliss that you’ve had has shaped you into the people that you are. You’re continuing to shape yourself. In fact, shaping yourself is a part of your mission here on an everyday basis—an action-oriented operating system that operates everyday wherein you are in charge of all of these things that you know you’re in charge of within yourself.
In the idea of creative transcendence, we’re sort of kicking it up a bit to where, as Barbara had been saying, when you do this process, you effect a change in how matter manifests, whether you like it or not. You don’t control that change. You don’t do this so that your husband will stop beating you, or for something outside to quit happening. You do this because you’re committed to becoming the change. And you do it as a rule because it’s the right thing to do. And it’s the most powerful thing to do.
Then you get an outcome that is generally greater than you would have thought of yourself or could have orchestrated yourself. It only goes to reason that if you are seeing these changes in your immediate microcosm of your personal world, then you are also effecting a change in the bigger world. What’s happening is in bringing balance, think about a ship in water. Think about one end of it—big waves—so the right side is going down and the ship is tilting way up on the left side. And then the wave changes and the right side is now going up. There comes a time when they’re even again. And the right side continues to go up and the left side goes way down.
This kind of wave can be ridden. When something is going down, you can be leaning up. When something is going up, you can be leaning down. It isn’t just that you are subjected to these cruel incidences, it’s that you are here to ride that wave. And what an exciting time you’ve come to do that.
So, in tapping into your creativity, it’s really more about getting out of the way. It’s more about creating this intellectual control, let’s say, of your own intellect. Imagine we’re looking into your brain. We’re seeing all of the thought processes going on. The Witness is looking into your human brain. You can see over here in this corner there’s all this imagination going on. There’s all of these ideas and all the potential that is the voice of Intuition bubbling up like water in the desert, or a gold mine.
Then over here you have this little army of voices that are constantly trying to shame you and put you down. And that army is a part of the functioning of the human being. It’s natural, it’s just part of who you are.
But what isn’t natural is if that ego army got in control and started making decisions that overrode what Intuition tells you to do. So, you’re looking at your brain and you’re actually going to control if as if it’s this—we’re opening up the top of your head. It’s like a little toy chest. So, you’re rearranging little soldiers, putting them over here. And you’re opening up the space for all the fun stuff to happen. Also, you’re diminishing all thoughts as much as you can and listening, like, this active listening.
Think about the big satellite dishes that they point at the stars to listen to what’s going on in the stars. That’s how sensitive you can be in listening to the creative thoughts and ideas that are swirling around you at all times. Then you see that little army of ego-marchers trying to ruin it. And you just keep them little and diminished. You love them from afar. Pretty soon they get tired and they give in. The more you can train them to give in—they’re still going to be there. They’ll want to rise up. But the Greater You, the Greater Mind, the whole of who you are is working together in rising above the mechanism and being independent—you function independent of what’s going on in the Lens.
When you bring that into a meeting or a family gathering, or whatever true physical experience you’re having to face the conflict, but you bring that transcendent understanding with you. You effect a change on the whole system. It isn’t just an isolated shift in you. Your ego may tell you that, because it’s always trying to diminish your power. But it’s not true. You have a much, much greater effect when you let go—you’re transcendent—you let go of the outcome. You’re on your deathbed and you already see how it turned. It turned out how it absolutely should have turned out. You went on and you learned more, and you learned more.
And you never fell out of love, especially for yourself. Because that’s the hidden battlefield. You can see people walking around who have smiles on their faces who seem to be successful, don’t seem to have problems, whatever. Every single human being has a battlefield in their head. Every single one. Those who have brought to the battlefield, the Buddhas and the Jesus’, those who study and strive to be that way, and you to some extent—you’ve brought so much more peace, all of you, to your inner life than that.
But that battlefield is where your power lies. The more that you distinguish in that battlefield what is that voice of culture that is hammering you inside: that is the hidden battlefield that everyone has. And you have the power to rise up the whole and face down that voice to the point where you’ll become detached from it because it’s just so not true. But what happens when you’re triggered by those things and you’re pull in by those things and you’re hurt by those things, there’s something in you that needs your attention. Something in you that needs your attention. And that’s a gift as well. So how can you say that’s a mistake?
This creativity and this creative transcendence can help you find different actions to take in situations where before, you were afraid of how you might respond because you’re triggered by someone. You all know that feeling. You get afraid, and then you obsess about it. Then you think about it a lot. You over think it. Then you breathe a lot and then you have to face the person and the situation.
Bringing this energy to that space completely erupts the whole situation into alignment. Our goal has been to get you to align to compassion. Our goal has been to get you to feel and breathe all of your feelings up into your body and have the capacity to listen to what Intuition is going to tell you to do. Then have an Intellect that is so trained to function this way because it’s the epitome of self-love that it does what Intuition tells it at any given moment.
That has been our mission. When humans operate that way, they are so many things, come to our mind: servants of God; helping the evolution of the entire human species; bringing science and spirit together into a new truth; a new reality that is inclusive of all science and spirit together.
This is what’s happening on the planet. You are a part of it. And having this creative transcendence means when you’re not attached to the outcome of something. Your ego is quiet and you’re much more prone to listen to Intuition or see what the imagination is trying to say: “Try this.” “Take this tactic, thinking strategically about how to create what’s for the good of the whole instead of just being reactionary or being rehearsed. It’s like being in the moment, being ready to see, maybe there’s something going to happen creatively within me that I can’t think of right now. So, I just have to be ready for it and listening for intuition.
This is the way we bypass knowledge. This is the way that you don’t need to know everything. Because the Greater You does; the voice of Intuition knows everything. It’s not going to explain everything to you, but it knows it. Your job is rechanneling this transcendent energy into the imagination. Don’t let the ego get a hold of it. Don’t let the ego get in there and start that battle. You have every power within you, everything you need to train that ego and control that ego.
The biggest impediment that ego is going to do is to keep you from self-love. To keep you from rest when you need to rest. It’s going to drive you with guilt to go farther when maybe Intuition is saying, “Stop here.” And it has the power to do that. It has the power. It’s kind of why the world is a bit terrifying right now, because people have no idea how much the ego is driving everyone when they are attached to an outcome and so sure that they’re right.
Don’t be those people. You are this new breed of psychological humans who have quietly without a lot of fanfare, been picking up your power and changing your own lives, imbuing them with more love, imbuing them with more consciousness, and imbuing them with more intention to work for the good of the whole planet right now. Because the whole planet needs you.
When you look at how people are standing up all over the world, you have to feel a part of that network that we’ve been talking about. These are the people who love themselves, they love each other, they love their communities and they’re not going to sit back and let themselves be destroyed by that evil. They’re going to come together in love. It is a movement that is sweeping the planet right now. It’s such an exciting time to be there. We’re so honored and grateful that you people have been listening and working being so much the change.
Part of our intent is always to bring to all of you the message from the Party. That message is that if you could see what we can see, you would be on your deathbeds about to implode with transformation. You would see that Point B was arrived at. It took a long journey to get there. But those of you who hold that vision in your bodies—whatever it is. Point B we see is a world that is sustainable.
For all of you, Point B is the same. It’s the self-love that’s overflowing in you and the bounty, whatever that means for you personally. Because this is no longer about money. It’s no longer about the need primarily to have money. When you get to Point B, it’s not that there’s not money, it’s just that you have so many other priorities. But if you’re self-sustainable, then you have enough money.
More than anything, you have an operating system that is regenerating creative outcomes for you. And you have a choice: are you going to work within that operating system or are you going to let ego buck it and let ego become the oppositional aspect that takes over the whole system and drives you right off the cliff? Ego will do that.
Taking the long view, this is all about you coming into alignment with compassion. These are the lessons that you as humans have to learn. You’re going an absolutely beautiful job of it. There are generations now because of all you who are listening who are going to receive these gifts as well. Because you are changing on such a rudimental level that you change the DNA of your entire species.
This day in February 23, 2020 is just another shining example of what the power of love can do. And never forget that. The power of love, the power of compassion, therefore the power of your own intuition. The power that you have to step back and get to know yourself through these new, creative definitions, going back to what Barbara was defining for you. Every day you have a chance to re-define yourself and re-define the world.
Our suggestions are basic: reducing judgements. Reducing judgements is a very simple thing that you can do that will go a very long way. Once you get into a habit of reducing judgments, you begin to see how judgmental that you are. Grantly there are times to be judgmental in terms of judging if something is going to hurt you. For the most part, once you clear out egotistical judgments which are basically just descriptions. Remember, we are creatively changing all the descriptions in the world. Judgments are just one way to describe the world. Once you remove those, then you begin to see the world with a bigger eye. Therefore, you’re able to hear better for those intuitive creative ideas and images.
Two things will happen when you try and stop judging: one is your Intellect will buck and fight you; and two, there’s an emotion behind the judgment. There’s no judgement about the emotion behind the judgment. But there is an emotion behind it. So, feeling and breathing and releasing that trapped emotion will help to soften the view.
But also, force yourself to look, if it’s a good judgment— “Oh, that is just the best thing! I have to have that! That is the best thing for me! I need to have that!”—try to think of the bad thing. Or if it’s a bad thing, try to think of the good thing. In that way, you start to participate in a process that will naturally start thinking that way. You’ll see something and think, “Oh, that would be great! But boy, I bet it would be a lot of this and that, too.” You just become more balanced. More well-rounded.
Another thing to continue this creative transcendence is, we realize it’s not always fun to have bad things happen to you or have physical pain or terrible emotion. But humor is a savior. Sometimes the aspect in you that really is the last part of you that wants to be amused because you’re in such a funk or it’s been such a terrible thing, or whatever … even if in that moment you are not amused, it still is a, done right—you’re not making fun of somebody, but you’re bringing a humor that you really feel, because you see that whatever this person is going through, you see they’re going to get through it and they’re just being dramatic—that kind of thing.
So, you do the same thing. All of you do the same thing—you become dramatic. Being able to call upon that humor is going help you go through a long way to help you detach from being in the world, but not of it.
These simple little things, about judgments and humor and always of course gratitude—in the weeks ahead, we want to challenge you to really go further with this. To go further than you’ve been. And that’s another meaning of the word “transcendence”: going above what’s the human capacity. Pushing yourself to go further. It’s part of evolution, the evolution of human consciousness.
As you push yourself to go further, take note of the manifestations that are bigger than you could have controlled. For example, say you needed a handyman. You opened up the phone book and pointed at a person and called. Turned out it was a great relationship, you have a handyman for life, someone that you learned to trust. It’s a wonderful thing that happened. That’s greater than you could have thought. Because if you sat down and said, “OK, I have no idea who the handyman is. I’m going to look in the Yellow Pages. I’m going to just close my eyes and just point to one and that person is going to end up being a very trustworthy person that stays with me for a long time.” You would probably never do that. You’d be very doubtful, which wouldn’t be a bad thing.
We’re just saying to creatively change the way you look at life. Remember, “creative” is about originality and expressiveness. Get original. Get authentic. When in doubt, ask yourself, “Where are these things that, really, I couldn’t have thought about and made happen.” Then you start counting them, and you see that life is much more magical than that little army of ego will let you believe, particularly when you’re feeling deep feeling that’s not comfortable.
When you break that trap, that attachment that ego has to those feelings of sadness or anger or physical pain. Nobody wants to feel any of this. Nobody wants to go through any of this. But you really also don’t need that army of ego voices trampling all over you while it’s going on.
Getting that all in alignment to compassion, every minute of every day gives you an opportunity to have this Witness witnessing your life, getting used to having a multi-dimensional operating system. It’s not just your body, it’s multi-dimensional. There’s a whole bunch of different parts of it. The body is certainly the place where the ego and all the personality are defined but it’s a great big operating system. Bring it with you everywhere you go.
When you’re falling asleep at night, think about Point B. Think about it in your body. Be a child about it. Don’t let that ego tell you it’s not feasible, or don’t get your hopes up. Be that child and say, “You know what? I can’t get to Point B if there isn’t a Point B. So, I’m going to go to Point B in my time travel. I’m going to live there for a while, breath it in, and draw myself to it.”
Also, that part of you can give you some good advice. It’s already been through that long journey from Point A to Point B. You’re now really working your multi-dimensional system by taking the advice of your older, wiser self. It’s a beautiful connection.
These steps that you’re taking, they will impact your life. It’s scientifically impossible for this work not to. We are excited because more and more, all of you can consult with us and have such an open relationship with us. You don’t need Barbara. But when we do come together and you hear this voice, it’s just a confirmation that everything you know that you yourself have a relationship with all of those in the non-physical who surround you.
These are indeed very, very exciting times for all of us. And with all of this said, we will open for any questions or conversation.
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Let’s explore a channel specifically about life and death. Not just because so many have lost people recently but we’re coming to a time of collective consciousness where people want to know how to bridge that gap in a practical way—that gap of life and death. Many people don’t think about it much—death—including myself. We live as if we are not going to die. But when we live mindfully of death, to partly prepare for it, then we also intensify the experience of life itself, which becomes more precious when you face that finality.
Last week, I had the luxury of spending seven days doing nothing but sitting in a chair and looking at the Pacific Ocean. My friend and I traveled to Rosarito, Mexico and made the executive decision to do as little as possible on our vacation.
Truth be told, I didn’t exactly do “nothing.” I finished reading one book and started another. We also walked to the local restaurant twice a day to eat. But other than that, the days were spent gazing out of the water sweeping into shore and concentrating on the vast blue of the open sky. It was heavenly. I did not feel at all guilty. In fact, I reveled in the luxury of having so much time to relax and take care of myself.
We started talking about disease (my friend is a doctor) and how much of disease originates in unprocessed and irrational feelings of guilt. I told her about some aches and pains I’d been having. I called them “moveable pain,” sometimes in my shoulder, sometimes in my rib, other times on the left side and then on the right. She suggested I explore what suppressed guilt might be at work in creating this pain.
As I settled into my meditation, I was surprised to find an old familiar memory immediately surfacing, one that involved a trauma I experienced as a pre-schooler with my father. He was screaming at me that, had it not been for me, he could have lived a happy life.
My father’s treatment of me as a child obviously shaped my worldview. The guilt that I was responsible for my father’s unhappiness carried over into all my relationships. It inspired co-dependency, drug addiction, self-sabotage, and unhappiness. My father wanted to make me feel I had done something wrong in order to make himself feel better about his unhappy life.
Through the years, by coming to know myself and using Conflict REVOLUTION to learn self-care, I’ve beaten the addictions, cultivated healthy relationships, and found my happiness. I know today that I was not guilty of anything back then and I’ve learned how to care for that inner child. So I was surprised to see this memory resurface. Was I still affected by this incident? Even in all my healing, was it buried so deep that instead of facing it consciously it had to manifest as my “moveable pain?”
As soon as I asked myself those questions, the scene from childhood jumped to the present and all the chaos of the current political situation here in the US. Lately I made the decision not to get swept away in this chaos, but I often find myself thinking that I have to “do more” otherwise I will be “part of the problem.”
I was surprised to think that those two images might be related—my father’s hurtful behavior and the current politic climate. And yet, what I see emerging in our culture today are people demonstrating the same lack of compassion and kindness that my father displayed. More war, more violence, more school shootings, more bullying. It’s as if society is being controlled by people as sick and lost as my father was when I was a kid.
It suddenly made sense to me that my well-meaning thoughts of wanting to make a positive contribution to change this culture would get tied up in that old guilt. And yet, I’ve come so far! I would not have thought I was still subject to its unseen influence. But, if it had not been buried, it would not have had to manifest as physical pain.
We decided to once again turn to Einstein for some insights about this embedded guilt. He explained how our modern culture is built on guilt, thereby making it nearly impossible to escape. But he also assured us that with mindfulness, compassion, and self-care, we can make new decisions grounded in self-love, for the good of all.
After a week at the beach, staring at the ocean, feeling and breathing my guilt, and reprogramming my thoughts, my pain is gone. Change may not always happen that quickly, and the pain may not be gone for good, but I am excited about moving forward being mindful of my decisions, feeling and breathing, and continuing to replace the voices of culture with those of love and compassion.
Below are notes from our session:
February 19, 2018
We command that only the most divine light shine down upon you at this time and the greatest good be present here.
It’s always a pleasure and an honor to welcome you to the circle. To begin with, we want to speak about what is going on in the world on February 19, 2018 in an energetic sense.
You as a human in 2018 are experiencing the powerful unification of humanity. Humanity is one body. There is no separation at the Source. That is the truth of your oneness. You are here to create unity within yourself, to the best of your ability, by waking up to the truth of your oneness.
The ultimate unification is when all the billions of people currently on the planet wake up to the truth of their collective oneness.
Right now your physical bodies are being overloaded by too much information. The truth of your oneness is too much information for your human mind to process. But in that challenge comes the growth and expansion you need. Being challenged to take in more and more information deepens your capacity to adapt to the truth of your oneness. Humanity is just now beginning to understand this level of reality, to understand how energy works, how physical matter is manifest through the perception of the human, and the importance of the intention of that human upon the organization of the physical world.
You are the leaders of change, choosing to instigate it first in yourself to then affect culture. This is the ultimate challenge right now. For those of you who have volunteered and were chosen to come here at this time to be the agents of change, you are working to free yourself from the separation that you feel as your mind is concentrating so purposefully in the Lens to create the seamless experience of a separate physical reality.
The evolution of human consciousness right now is in an extremely chaotic place, by design. It’s not a mistake. It’s not that the systems are failing. It’s that in order for you to achieve this oneness, you have to have transparency. And transparency brings with it a great deal of information that has to be processed.
Let’s talk about you as an individual alone: here you sit, you have your physical body, your thoughts, feelings, senses, memories, perceptions. You go to sleep, you wake up, you have days and nights: you are living this life. That is the Lens on the map. Even though your human mind is having this life in the Lens, there is a huge operating system that is invisible to your human mind that is allowing you to have these experiences.
As a human, you are slowly but surely removing the blocks from your human mind so you can take in all the rest of this information—and it’s so much information. So much so that people burn out and die because they don’t have the physical strength to process that much energy. It’s like getting electrocuted, so much energy surging into your body that it blows the circuits. That’s what’s happening right now.
People should be actively, consciously seeking to understand what’s going on in their own energy field and working to take these steps, one step at a time, to ensure that they don’t burn out in this expansion. Self-care is a valuable tool during chaotic times.
Don’t measure your progress by what you see going on in the Lens of your culture right now. If you did that, you would think you were making no progress at all. Don’t dismiss the events of your world, but put them in perspective with a much bigger picture.
Think about the people in your immediate world and about how many you feel you could have this conversation with. That should clearly illustrate what you’re up against in culture right now. You’re like salmon swimming upstream, pushing against the flow of people who are panicking, who don’t understand, who are projecting their judgments and defining their world against this 2018 culture. You’re doing it, too, whether you know it or not. It’s just a natural reaction of your human mind in 2018. But it’s not the whole truth.
This time when the veils are lifting is a very tumultuous and disruptive time. It was never going to be easy. But this is what is needed in order for human consciousness to expand past its limited capacity. By nature, human beings on their own will not push themselves to produce this kind of change. Disruption and conflict are needed to break down those walls and to build up the experiences one step at a time of what this big operating system really is. That’s why your physical body and your mental and emotional health need to go slowly, one step at a time. You don’t want the whole power plant surging into your wall socket.
Riding the Wave
Know that your human intellect is held prisoner in that culture of the Lens. Your job is to find a way out of that prison—not an easy task. It’s not just bliss and joy. Those things are there. But it’s the entire spectrum of human emotions that is being called to be integrated into what we would call power.
So yes, enjoy those times of bliss. Enjoy those times of joy. But know where you are on the journey. Know that the way will rise and fall. Know that you will reach a plateau and then you’ll drop again and then you’ll come up a little higher and then you’ll drop again and you’ll come up a little higher.
That’s why you should not think you are backpedaling when you re-experience some trauma from your past. It’s that your human psyche and your human operating system are so vast and so complex that there’s always going to be more emotions coming up, whether it’s emotions from this life or from the many layers of other lives that are also spinning on your string.
Let’s say you reincarnate into 2150 AD at a time after human consciousness has made the evolutionary step and culture is now based on compassion, unity and sustainability.
Even though that’s not where culture is right now in 2018, concentrate on creating within you the energy of that person in 2150. Simulate as much as you can what that person might be like, how they might think, feel and sense being brought up in the culture that teaches children how to take care of themselves and the world, for the good of all. Imagine the voice of that culture in your intellect supporting and self-loving, free of judgment, attachments and able to live in the truth of the oneness.
By bringing this person into your imagination, you’re using the future to help push the change along. But you’re also creating a conflict with the voices of culture in 2018 that often tell you that you are not worthy of such things. You get hopeless, as war and fighting rage on around you. Now you can feel even more out of time, more misunderstood and more hopeless.
Guilt is a thought process married to an emotional state that then drives the decision-making process. Guilt messages you on a primordial level what is expected of you within your culture and involves making you feel as if you have done something wrong in order to induce you to do something to meet that cultural expectation.
Guilt is a wholly culture-generated perception based on the expectation that you must perform in a way that culture wants. If you had been born 3000 years ago in the southwest of the U.S., which was an indigenous Anasazi migratory route, your voices of culture would have been tuned much more to the earth.
There were always personal voices of culture within family units, but the community culture was magical, sustainable and based on taking care of everyone within the community, including Earth herself. Earth was Mother, the garden that provided everything they needed to survive and thrive with families in a community. The voices of culture drove them to respect and care for the Earth so that the next seven generations would also have an Earth to survive and thrive on.
The culture of 2018 for the most part is far removed from this. Today’s voices of culture have guilt permeating them: in order to have value, you must do something, you must perform, you must achieve, you must accomplish, you must be doing something all the time. It has nothing to do with what the earth wants you to do.
Back in the Anasazi culture, your worth was not based on achievement and performance. Worth was about living in accordance to the laws of nature and taking care of each other. You were born to live in harmony among the plants and animals of the earth. You were born worthy.
2018 is the polar opposite. You are so driven to do these performances that you aren’t even aware of what drives you to do them. Guilt is an inescapable position. Not because you haven’t done enough or learned enough or that you need to do more. It’s that your current culture is driven by it. Your current culture for the most part has lost touch with the earth, lost heart, and consequently is destroying itself. For without the earth, you have no home.
So what is one to do in the face of such potential imprisonment? Is there really no escape from these voices?
Become the Change
Your mission is to not wait for the voices of culture around you to change, but to change yourself from within. This means that very carefully and meticulously, through every single experience you have, you mindfully come to understand what your relationship is to this guilt and how it manifests in your life. This inquiry will then allow evolution to work through you, showing you creative solutions to change those inner voices of culture into ones that love, respect and sustain the infrastructure of your energy.
It’s not like there’s a manual that you can follow that everyone else followed the last time they went through this change, because there was no last time. And chaos is a natural part of this change.
What do you do? It will help you to understand that there’s not a deficit happening in you because you feel guilt. On becoming aware that you feel guilt, you can decide to make a change in your life, and let that change lead you forward. You become a creature of evolution by holding the truth—that you have guilt—and asking Intuition how to guide you through this process of changing from within.
We can tell you ad infinitum, so much of this is about releasing emotion. In 2018 every human is suddenly aware of the incredible spectrum of emotion that is possible to feel. People are becoming transparent to themselves, and most people don’t know what to do with all that deep feeling. You have a natural tendency to suppress emotions or project them onto others. There must be a change in individuals and how they relate to, define, and process their own emotion. The need to know how to do this and put it into practice will never end. It’s part of the operating system.
If you are making decisions out of guilt and what you think the world wants of you, it means you’re still not being transparent with yourself. Open up and examine your guilt. Observe it as the witness to your life. See what it’s doing and constantly let intuition in to tell you how to change it.
The observation of what that guilt is will help you now to transform it, one step at a time. As you observe yourself, you can exist in a state where you can feel Intuition driving you to do something, and at the same time, you can hear the voices of culture telling you why you shouldn’t and why you can’t. These voices exist side by side. It’s not necessarily that you have to do away with these voices of guilt before you can make a change. It’s that you train yourself to use Intellect to make a decision based on what Intuition is telling you. You make a conscious choice to not act on the voices of guilt, which are of ego, but to act on the voices of Intuition, which are of Compassion.
Everyone experiences this. The voices in your head say you should do that, but your Intuition is saying, “Do this.” When you act on Intuition, you reach a place that is best for the entire system, not just best for what ego wants from moment to moment. We can tell you that almost every time you follow voices of guilt, you won’t get to that place that is best for you. You’ll get somewhere, but it won’t be that place that’s aligned to your Intuition and working for the good of the whole. And you can live there. You are capable of living a life that is dominated by the voices of culture and guilt and driven by them to the end of your life. But you risk living in constant conflict, illness, being unfulfilled and creating more separation from yourself by doing so.
You’ve come here to do something different. Every time you break away from the voices of culture and guilt and let Intuition influence you to make that decision that comes from compassion, you tick down those voices of culture just a bit. Ultimately, we would like to erase the voices of guilt.
In the 2150 operating system, your Intellect is as broad and open as the blue sky and that’s how you face the world every day. In that state, with your mind wide open and blue as that beautiful sky, there’s plenty of room to hear the impelling of Intuition telling you to take the next most advantageous step in whatever the situation is. That’s what you’re working for: a condition in your energy that looks like that: a big, open mind listening for the impelling of Intuition and then making a conscious decision to take that step.
Every single situation you find yourself in gives you a platform to practice this. Every conflict gives you the opportunity to look at what’s going on on a deeper level, find it, change it, and take a step forward to become aware of and living with the oneness of the entire operating system.
Do some meditation exercises where you pull in that person who lives in 2150 who already has a beautiful, open intellect, or go back 3,000 years and pull in that life, where every night you sat out under an incredible huge sky in prayer and you lived within the context of the natural world. Let those two strings of energy that are flowing through you now also come to life within you in 2018.
You can do this by either throwing yourself into culture, or by removing yourself from it. It doesn’t matter. Of course, it’s always a little bit easier when you’re not bombarded with people telling you things all the time to your face. But that can be an empowering platform, too: to observe what’s going on with you, then to let the trigger come up, then release more emotion, and then adjust your actions. It’s like training for a sport, say, soccer; you can practice by yourself, but you learn a lot when you get into the game and play against someone.
We think that 2018 is going to be a surprise year for those of you doing this work. As the world gets more insane, you will want to get more centered. You don’t want to get dragged along on the cultural expectation that all is lost and get lost in all the negative definitions of what’s going on. You don’t want to get swept away with the panic and the judgment and fear that swirling around in culture. You want to use all that chaos to remind yourself even more that now is the time to strengthen your resolve, to expand your own awareness of what’s going on, to pull in this bigger truth during the times when you’re experiencing guilt and when culture is telling you you’re wrong.
We feel it’s important to be connected to what’s going on in the world. But be aware there’s an addiction happening right now: you feel like you have to know what’s going on in the world. And that’s OK—but you don’t. You need to know what’s going on inside you. You need to be in touch with your energy. You need to be cultivating your witness and to make decisions based on what is best for the good of the whole operating system.
We urge you to experiment with all kinds of different ways that you can do that. If you need to cut yourself off from culture for a while, do that. If you need to throw yourself in and become involved in something that really means something to you, do that. Every single person, every single activity, every single path you take is giving you a platform to help the entire human species evolve. That is your job right now. That is your mission right now.
You’ve come here to do this impossible tasks of finding your oneness, of integrating your many lives, of finding your own power, to let emotion flow, to change your thinking process all while facing this increasingly chaotic world.
Don’t let the chaos of the world be an indication of your worth. It is an indication of the change, but not of your worth. Align the thought process of worth and value to the bigger picture. Look at what your current culture is doing to you. This is no easy task. It’s not an easy time to be alive. But it is a worthwhile time to be here, because you can make such a change.
Examine your guilt and the deep emotions around it in a new way, with a new relationship to it. Step by step, with mindfulness of your own energy and oneness, let yourself clear away the voices of culture that say, “You should, you have to.” Let those voices fade away as you open up that big sky that is your mind. Cement that witness to be mindful of who you are and what you’re doing. Breathe. Constantly be breathing emotion. The less you intellectualize your feelings, the more you can move them and release them from their abscess. Then listen closely for Intuition and then act on it. That, in 2018, will reward you with some new direction, and consequently some new manifestations.
Always come back to the fact that it’s a miracle that you are here at all in your physical body, that you have found people of like mind to help support you and feed back to you as you go through these enormous and impossible consciousness-expanding steps in your life. Go one step at a time. Don’t be discouraged. Know that, one step at a time, everything that you’re doing is assisting in the evolution of human consciousness in a big way.
We’re studying what is happening with you, always. In this Party, there are always souls coming and going, adding, observing, supporting. In fact, the Party has gotten quite big, and you are very, very much appreciated and loved by all of us. Thank you for your participation.
We’ll close the channel by reiterating that the world is in a place of great, great transformation. Try not to be fooled into aligning your thinking to what culture says. Open your mind to that large, beautiful sky. Let emotion be the primordial soup of creation, the tapping of your power. Embrace it all. Breathe it all. See it moving on the big string that is you. Listen for that beautiful voice within you. And then, of course, watch and be amazed.
0:00:00.0 Barbara: Good morning, good afternoon to everyone! It is Sunday, January 28, 2018. We are here with Einstein and the Party of 12, and it’s 2018! Happy New Year! It’s our first reading of the year. As I was telling Cathy Kline and Robin Cordova, who are here with me, when we were chatting earlier, I traditionally have had no idea what the theme of a series will be. This one—“A Year of Redefinition, Regeneration, and Reinvention”—sounds like a whole bunch of fun to me. As always, it will be sequential, in several parts. However many there are, this is our banner for the year. I’m so excited that you are here, Cathy and Robin, and everyone else around the world who is daring to attempt to experiment with Einstein’s theories. You are greatly welcomed to our group of “regenerators.”
I want to start out by saying that 2018 is the 25th anniversary of Diaries of a Psychic Sorority: Talking With the Angels. The Psychic Sorority of the threesome Teresa McMillan and Kimberly Lilith Phelps and me was a conglomeration of the three of us coming together at particular times in our lives to start a group channeling. It was a monumental time without which we would not be here today.
I’m very excited about 2018 because I fully intend that we are going to re-release Diaries, and it’s my hope that we’ll have at least one new chapter updating. I’m so honored 25 years later to still have these friends and that we tested the Conflict REVOLUTION process. Out of the three of us came Conflict REVOLUTION. Without the three of us, it would not have been able to be tested and put into use in a practical platform.
In honor of the 25th anniversary and to every Conflict REVOLUTIONary out there who has dared to look this deeply into themselves and take this much responsibility for their energy, I want to welcome all of you. Whether you’ve called it Conflict REVOLUTION, whether you just know that you’re aligned to Einstein, for whatever reason you’ve been brought to this place, I want you to know how welcome you are, even if we never hear from you, if we never know who you are. It doesn’t matter. What matters right now is the mass action by people worldwide to ignite the compassion within themselves individually, one person at a time.
I want to start out redefinition, regeneration, and reinvention with the idea of change and how there is a cycle to change. Those of us who are all about change, who aren’t afraid of change, who understand change and try to ride the wave of change, sometimes we think, “Oh, yay! Change!” But most people resist change. The average human psyche has a kind of brake that gets put on when it comes to change. Perhaps it’s the fear of the unknown.
But I learned a couple therapists back about something that was called the Stages of Change. The models for this come from James Prochaska of the University of Rhode Island and Carlo Di Clemente, who developed the transtheoretical model of change in 1977. There are apparently five stages that we go through when we change.
The first is the pre-contemplation. In that stage, we have no intention of changing in the near future. When we get into the pre-contemplation place, we don’t even know we need to change, we’re unaware. For example, I went through some situations with some people of color lately wherein I was able to see what I would call my racist behavior, my intergenerational, preprogrammed racism. I didn’t even know I needed to change. So there’s a pre-contemplation phase we go through.
That moves into the second phase, which is where we start to think about it, to contemplate and to intend that we’re going to change. There’s a weighing of pros and cons of change during this time. What are the good things about having to make that change that’s so hard that people resist?
After that comes the preparedness phase, where you’re getting ready to change. You’re taking little steps that can help the behavior become part of your life.
That leads to the fourth stage, which is the action, where we’ve changed our behavior over the course of a period of time.
Then there’s maintaining that change.
I’m sure my therapist gave me this as a way to understand somebody else I was dealing with, but of course, you know the funny thing about that!
The reason I bring this up here is because if we’re going back to what Einstein has asked me to present this year about redefinition, regeneration, and reinvention, I think there will be phases of each part of these that have this cycle of change, where we’re not even aware we need to change. This also came out of a conversation Robin and I had a few days ago about how when we get into depressive places or feel incapacitated, overwhelmed, so much conflict, being driven, all the stress, that that’s the way our bodies and our bigger selves are showing our human minds that change is needed.
The conflict tries to break the pre-contemplative phase, where you don’t know you have to change. The conflict brings that awareness to the surface. How can we not embrace it and be thankful because it’s making us better, instead of keeping that emotion stuffed inside ourselves thinking that we don’t need to change? The conflict allows us to open that up and feel and breathe it.
In honor of the 25th anniversary of the Psychic Sorority, we blew ourselves up, as we call it! Being the queens of conflict, and then the REVOLUTION of conflict, literally the ones who wrote the book, I am—I wouldn’t say “pleased,” but it’s ironically appropriate, let’s say, that by December 2018, when we re-release this book on the anniversary of our first group, when we got together, I have no doubt in my mind that we will have used our tools appropriately and create something greater than we could have done [without the conflict]. Because apparently we needed to change, too, and we weren’t aware. So I’m embracing it all.
I’ll post a link to that model so you can see it in more detail. The important part is to understand where you are in that cycle of change. When we can understand that, ok, we’re on our way somewhere and we don’t quite know how we’ll make all those bridges or where the roads are going, but we just believe we’re going there—when we’re in that phase—it’s illuminating to take a look and ask ourselves, what part of the cycle of change are we’re in in this moment?
There are times we don’t want to change. We just dig our feet in and pretend nothing’s wrong. My description for myself used to be that I’d stand in the middle of the room stomping, my fists clenched, sweat dripping off my brow because I was so mad, pounding and screaming, “I’M NOT MAD!!!” Apparently that was pre-contemplative.
Without much further ado and with great thanks to everyone who participates and listens, thank you so much, I’ll ask us all to take a breath. I want everyone to get as comfortable as they can. I am tucked in my big king bed with my maroon down comforter, and outside there’s a beautiful, clean, white, fluffy snow falling in the forest. It’s so quiet, no cars, no airplanes, no ferries, no sound but what’s real. There is one of the last great bodies of water surrounding me, so I sit in the middle of a crystal.
Today I want us to breathe into the air that I’m surrounded by, this crystalline power of Mother Earth, of compassion, of creation in its purest form, the Earth that you are connected to. That’s the purest form.
We will command that only the most divine light shine down upon you at this time and the greatest good be present here.
0:12:10.0 The Party: Welcome to 2018! We want to thank Barbara for introducing us in such a way that really does set the stage for what we want to focus on this year. We are forever grateful for having an audience willing to take our processes and put them into your bodies. In this action of change—and that is the very stage that we’re speaking of, the action stage, when you take action to change yourself—you are indeed not only being a part of the evolution of human consciousness, to where Compassion is the governing force from within, but you are also changing the way that matter manifests around you.
This year we want to focus on the second of those. The first will be a byproduct of you focusing on the second: focusing on your energy, your life, your decisions, your actions, the action stage of change. Because 2018 will require that you are able to make decisions for the good of the whole at a very fast pace.
That doesn’t mean you can’t ever slow down and relax and not worry about anything. Quite the contrary. We don’t mean that there will be only stressful decisions coming your way. That can be any day of the week.
What we mean is, for yourself, for the internal decision-making aspect of your operating system—which consists of your Intuition impelling an action spurred on by an Emotional dictate connected to Compassion, and then the Intellectual definition and therefore action that gets taken—if you see that energy, those three human dimensions, and how they operate, you can see that Emotion turning into the voice of Compassion as Intuition to impel the entire system to take a step for the good of the whole system is the turning point of change, between that and then what the Intellect does in response to that impelling.
When we say you’ll be challenged to make decisions for the good of the whole rapidly, it isn’t a stress thing as much as it is, imagine getting your “blah-blah-blah” Intellect out of the way. Imagine the feeling of openness, of fresh air in your head. Imagine this picture that Barbara has painted of being surround by crystal water, the power of that water. It’s like she’s in the middle of a crystal, without noise, with fresh air, clean, untainted. That’s what we want your mind to look like. That’s the redefinition that we want to start out with: how to redefine your mind.
Your mind is the mechanism that operates the Intellect. That’s how we distinguish between those two terms. Intellect is a bigger contraption and the mind is a part of its functioning, in the intersection between spirit and physical. Your mind defines your mind, it defines itself.
As many of you experience and have been talking about, those definitions in your mind that are lodged in there from repeated patterns—now you’re realizing it isn’t even just your childhood, but centuries of lives you’ve experienced in other DNA space-time bodies, in other Lenses, other universes, going on right there on the surface of the planet. But this life, in 2018, is the life where you choose to take action and make that change.
So there’s a good redefinition for you if you need something to hold onto or to tack on the wall. There’s a good reminder that you need to look at a bigger continuum of what’s going on, that you are able to see a greater picture. You can’t lose sight of the personal, of course. That’s your platform. That’s the byproduct of all of this work.
When you regenerate, a very simple explanation is “to sustain, a sustainability.” Rather than being so depleted of resources and energy that you’re starved, there’s a continual flow of resource and a positive, direct use of that resource that increases the resource and does not deplete energy. It’s not like there aren’t still seasons or life and death, but there’s a regenerative operating system that is recognized, and those within it, you with the physical bodies, are working to be that change within it.
There are so many around the world right now on the planet in 2018, more and more and more are being driven to take action. When you look at the global situation right now, also try to remember this cycle of change. Many people in the world had no idea that change was needed. The uncovering of the truth is now bringing them to understand that, “We’d better have some change soon.” As you become more aware, you realize it’s not “soon,” it’s “now” when I need to make change. It’s now when I have to find a way.
In people’s behavior you’re seeing that some humans are pushed to a degree of insanity because of their unpreparedness, their clinging to that pre-contemplative stage. The kicking and screaming are intense. They blame other people. They want to bomb other people. You’ll see each individual on the planet being given the same power to change. Some will take it and some won’t. That is that moment we were speaking of earlier between when Emotion drives an Intuitive impelling—that’s one part of it—and then Intellect takes that and interprets it and takes action—that’s where that second part turns into something else.
If you were to also look (for those of you who are metaphysicians and like to see pictures of energy and how that looks) if you have an abscess and it’s throbbing, it’s Emotion at that deep level sending the message up, and Intuition is impelling, “Change.” It gets over to the other side and the message is blotted out and the Intellect puts its own message in there for the good of the few.
You can see this entire model in each individual who has been given the power to make this change. And some won’t. They’ll come around again. It’s OK. But we’re concerned with those who are at the stage where they want to make that change.
So this year, understand that that change means that you have to reinvent something. You have to reinvent what has not been operating correctly. Think about being an inventor. Do you define yourself as an inventor? Or do you say that you’re not very creative or can’t do things well? Thinking now that you’ll be required to reinvent your life, your actions, your whole operating system, you’re in the process—now you have to go back to the first and redefine yourself.
This is a cycle of change as well: redefinition, regeneration, reinvention. Again you come back around where there will be another wave and you’ll be redefining. Redefining is a regular part of your new operating system. Not only redefining those old definitions—that you’re not good enough, smart enough, powerful enough, can’t do it—but redefining who you are. As Barbara said, this will be a familiar mantra in 2018: “You have no idea how powerful you are.” And we mean that on every level. On the level where you can wake up in the morning and say, “I am going to accept that I’m more powerful than I even know,” and also in the humility of looking at the power of Compassion that you can never know, because it’s like knowing God. You can know God, but you can’t really describe God. You can’t have words for the whole of God. You are God in that sense.
You do not understand [how powerful you are] and are in this place of change where you’re out of the pre-contemplative stage and you want to make that change. You’re taking steps to make that change. You’re changing the system, the whole entire system. And you’re experiencing times where you’re just maintaining it. It’s working really well. You’ve done it!
But don’t allow a relapse back into being in a pre-contemplative state [to throw you], because that’s the cycle. It’s the cycle of waking up a little at a time. You can’t just let that whole power plant surge through your outlets. You wake up a little at a time.
We want to say a few words to all of you who work so hard. When you lose your bodies, you will have such a laugh! Not even in an ironic way. Just in the way where there’s a great relief that comes in knowing that you didn’t have to know it all. That you weren’t supposed to be in as much control as you drove yourself to be in.
Every nanosecond when energy was bubbling up through the earth, breaking through to the surface to create your physical body, heartbeat by heartbeat, breath by breath, present moment—talk about present moment, it’s happening now, the miracle! Even as you sit there and do nothing, you feel the miracle of energy surging up through your body to create your body. Then you’re projecting the entire universe and then perceiving it and interpreting it. This is a big job. This is a lot of information. You cannot just wake up to it. You do not just get there. You’re taking your life and committing it to self-awareness, to change for the greater good and for the tiniest good. The greatest good of you, the greatest good of the world around you.
When you lose your bodies and get back to this place, there’s a great joy and a reunion that goes on. We want to talk just a minute about death and say that our job here—those who have come together to make this commitment to help the humans who have bodies in 2018—is that this project and intention of ours to influence you is only about you taking care of you. Everything else becomes a byproduct of that. You do interact with the world. It’s so important that you make compassionate choices when you’re out in the world dealing with people. It strengths the network of the divine.
But really, in the end, when you love yourself in all these ways that we’ve been speaking of for 25 years or more, today, it’s about you and your relationship to yourself. In this year of redefinition, we’ll redefine you as perfect. A perfect operating system. You have the perfect operating system that you are going to change and evolve. And not because it’s not perfect, but because change and evolution are a part of its mathematical basis of regeneration and reinvention.
0:31:30.5 Einstein: I want you to think of yourself as inventors. In many ways, I invented theories, but not like those who went into the laboratory and put together some kind of physical model of the experiment they wanted, whether it was Faraday or the Curies. My forum was pen and paper. You become the laboratory for me and those of us who are here to inspire this change.
We cannot express enough the gratitude that we have that for 25 years we have been able to come together through Barbara’s voice with groups of people to share our viewpoint, to have them participate with us. It’s a success already. We have succeeded in fulfilling what we have set out to do: to plant the seeds of this kind of change.
The Party: And those of you who have been involved, for however long, you have seen the culture change around you, have you not? To be more open, more accepting, more interested, more integrated with these ideas of the inventors, yourselves, inventing these. You see the world change because of those inventions. That is a very honorable place for everyone to be. And any time we can help you redefine yourself, to understand that, just call upon us. We will tell you. You’ll have to think you’re a little crazy in your head to invite in Einstein and the Party, which is a huge party going on here. But then you know that. And you’re a part of it.
What we’re trying to do is to get you accustomed, all of you humans who still have bodies, to the part of your energy that’s already dead, here with us. You have to be careful, because your culture will tell you you’re crazy. But it makes no difference to us, because we know that when you lose your body, you’re going to have a good laugh.
Let’s start off 2018 redefining ourselves as inventors, and let’s use all the tools that we’ve given you and that you’ve learned to change that one person: you. Change yourself. Strive every day to find the places in your operating system that diminish you and change them. That process, if we had to break it down, would be two-part: breathing the Emotion (because when you break out of the pre-contemplative phase and realize that you have a problem, there’s Emotion that follows) and then changing that thought process and those decisions of what you’re going to do.
You’ll find that by the time we get to our last dissertation in Paris at the end of the year you will have found that those voices that diminish you will have diminished themselves. All of you will find the manifestation of this inner work in ways very specific to you, but they are expanding and bringing abundance, relationships, and a deeper trust in yourself, something that you can never lose. Once you learn to care so deeply for yourself, that becomes your operating system. You’ll never lose that again. Everything else springs from that.
With all of this said, we would like to now open for questions and conversation.
Robin: Hello. Thank you, Einstein and Party, for this wonderful dissertation. I have a question myself and also several from Cassandra. I’d like to start with Cassandra’s list. Her first question is, Are spirits on the other side able to taste food?
Party: To a certain degree, but not like you who have the physical chemical action that’s going on. It’s more like the memory of food.
Robin: OK, thank you! You touched on this a bit in your dissertation, about calling upon you and the Party. Her next question is, How much are spirit guides able to intervene and help us when we’re on earth? What is their role in general?
Party: Think of the guidance in two ways. One is, we’re out here cheering for you, rooting for you, being your friend, giving you sage advice, being just another entity in your community of life, your family, etc. To some extent, we can’t do anything any more than anybody else can.
On the other side of it, we’re not going to rig the game so that you “win.” But we work with you (the part of you we were talking about, the part of you that’s dead already) to ultimately manifest what you manifest. In other words, we’ll take the example of you, Robin, you’ve been feeling a little down, going through some times that require more nurturing on your part, a very common condition for the human psyche. All of those events that led to that condition were ultimately done by you with the assistance of the guides, but it’s your greater power that is manifesting those things around you.
Spirit guides are best utilized as friends and not as supernatural beings that will intervene any more than a friend might. If you were stepping off the curb and a bus was coming, a spirit guide might grab you and pull you back. But you wouldn’t want to rely on that. You’d want to be able to be aware of a bus. If you weren’t, then when you got here to the other side you’d have a good laugh. We hope that answers the question.
Robin: Yes, I think so! Thank you. She has another one here. Is there an earth spirit that represents the planet earth, and if so, what would it say to us, especially about the way humans have been treating the earth?
Party: There is an earth spirit. It works through gazillions of pieces, it speaks through the earth itself, the trees, the air, the animals, you. It’s saying that if you don’t take care of me, you will lose your own life. The earth will go on. It’s a similar message of what we’ve been saying to you as humans. If you don’t take care of yourself and your inner life, care for yourself with love and compassion, treat yourself with the greatest good of all, then you’ll lose your life. You’ll eventually end up living in some sort of purgatory where you’re not really living, you’re not happy, you’re lost in process. That’s the message right now.
Robin: Thank you. The questions that I had you touched on, with difficulty. Barbara and I were having a conversation about this the other day, too, in that sometimes the conflict—we are grateful for the lessons that come out of it and we know enough to not blame anyone and feel the blessings and stop and say, “Oh, my gosh, I need change!” But we also were wondering, is there an easier way to maybe find these abscesses, connect with them, heal them, without them having to play out in painful ways in real life, in that pre-contemplation stage?
0:43:25.4 Party: Two answers: one is yes and the other is no.
The yes answer is that if you think about how you dealt with emotion in your life 25 years ago, you have made it a great deal easier. You would have been creating a great deal more drama in your life, a great deal more inner turmoil, had you not been a student of this and yourself, not just us, but a student of yourself, who you came here to be. So you’ve made it easier.
But is it possible to extract the abscess without feeling the pain? That’s the no. If you think about Jesus, in his life, he went into that 33rd or 27th life—the final life as Jesus Christ—as perfect a human as could be. He processed Emotion in a way that no one else could understand. All of his emotions became his power. He did that through living all those other lives as Jesus. You have to do it that way, too, but in a smaller sense. You’re changing yourself through your self-awareness, and thereby what could have been suffering and pain 20 years ago now becomes your power. (Although yes, you’re going through a difficult spell now.)
The way that Jesus had to finally integrate everything was to feel physical pain that would give him an empathy for suffering that he didn’t have prior to being nailed to the cross. It’s not that he didn’t have empathy, it’s not that he hadn’t come as one very perfect evolved psyche of a human. But he needed to feel that pain, to connect on a molecular level. What becomes suffering is when you beat yourself up while you’re feeling the pain, you judge yourself, you diminish yourself, you say you shouldn’t be feeling the pain. All of that is what the suffering is. The rest of it is the first step to accepting that you’re going to feel the pain, and that then becomes the next step to transforming and regenerating the pain.
In other words, you have to quit denying the pain and feel what you … the reason it’s an abscess in the first place is because you don’t want to feel it! Because once you get there, then you can begin to transform it into something else. You can take that pain and turn it into pleasure, turn it into pure healing energy once you’re able to breathe it through your body and then marry it to an intellectual definition. You redefine it. You’re feeling a deep pain, but instead of saying, “What’s wrong with me?” or “That person did this!” you’re saying, “I am connected to the most powerful force in the universe, Compassion. It is by nature a regenerative force that is surging through my body now, regenerating all of my molecules with compassion and love.” You can see how much different it is. It’s still moving through your body, but now you are transforming it into something.
This is an experiment. We’ve done this for 25 years. This isn’t like we’re telling you something that’s been done over and over again. Our theory is—based on what we’ve seen, it looks good: by allowing yourself to feel the pain, it becomes your power. Then you learn what that means, to control your power, how to transform your power, what to do with your power. As we said, you are more powerful than you will ever know.
Robin: Thank you for that clarity and the model, hearing it again, it always seems like I take away another nugget. Just like any perfecting or mastery of anything. You go back in, you hear it again, you see it in a new way, you take another nugget, and then you apply it. I’m eternally grateful.
0:49:04.3 Party: Yes. Think of yourself as a sculptor. You’ve been given a huge mound of clay. It will take a lifetime to sculpt. You step up, you step close, you step back, you take breaks. It’s a never-ending story.
Robin: Which comes back to the cycle that Barbara opened with. It’s like a spiral.
Party: Yes, absolutely. A spiral, and about the place where you are on the spiral, because it keeps spiraling. If you think about it as a moving—it’s finite, but it’s continually spinning, and you’re going up. It’s sort of like those rabbit ears with the electricity that keeps going up and up. It’s nonstop.
Robin: Thank you. I’m excited about this series and inventing in 2018.
Party: Yes. In the sessions to come, we will have some sessions together of invention. What does it mean to invent? How to invent? Where does that divine vision come from of how to take the thought and turn it into the actual physical thing? That’s an exciting part for us, too. We, too, are eternally grateful that you are here with us in great collaboration. Thank you.
Robin: Thank you.
Cathy: I wanted to share a couple comments. I totally understand how when we’re in the midst of something difficult, we want to figure out how we can get through it without the physical pain. But when we can step back and look at it about being more aware, the whole purpose of life in the human body seems to be to experience the experiment of life.
What I came up with from the dissertation today is a sound bite for asking for help. Where I can come up with sound bites for the problem, the issue that I have, that’s easy to come up with. But encompassing a real powerful thing for me now is to, when I know I’m not in awareness or I’m in doubt about something and I want to have that Intuition, now I can ask for “crystal-clear intuition.” When it hit me, I knew that that’s my new mantra for when I’m in the middle of a crisis. I can just say “crystal-clear intuition” and then allow all that encompasses that to be a part of me. I wanted to share that. Thank you.
0:52:27.9 Party: Yes. The mantra is like an invocation of bringing forth that crystal-clear intuition. Remember that the cacophony of the Intellect, which oftentimes mars that crystal clarity, can still go on if you get into the space between the Intuition and the Intellect. When you’re in that place and you realize you have to ask for help and you’re evoking this for yourself, take a minute while you’re breathing and do a visualization.
Think about the Intuition and the Intellect as a joint that comes together, two bones that come together. They’re held together by cartilage and muscle and they bend and they’re connected to one another, but there’s a space between the two. That way you don’t have to waste time struggling to quiet your Intellect in the thinking process. It can go on over there. You’re just going to move to a quiet space for a minute. That will help the clarity address itself and get to you in that moment.
Cathy: Yes, thank you for the crystal-clear clarity!
Party: Now we will close the channel by saying that from where we’re sitting right now, we feel as if we’re in a circle. There’s a circle behind that and one behind that and one behind that. Some of the spirits on those circles that go up are people who will be listening to this in the future. Some are members of the Party who are here in afterlife with us. Some of it is angelic presence. It truly is a very large Party.
What we want to bring home to you in 2018 is that we’re always here. Whether you think of us in a football stadium or an operating room theater, however you see that gathering of intelligence and compassion in the form of this Party, we’re here. Come visit us any time. We will have as much joy talking with you as we have talking through Barbara today. We see great things happening ahead, for each of you individually, but also for the world.
When you despair and look at the world and it seems so crazy and you’re so stressed out, aside from feeling and breathing, remember that this is a cycle of change. You’re witnessing the movement from pre-contemplative space to understanding that change is needed. And you see it. There is no denying this when you look at your world today. It doesn’t mean that everything’s changed, but more and more and more people are standing up to say, “Now I will be the change. I am out of my pre-contemplative stage and I will be the change.”
Know that just as with you, when you personally go through some kind of change, the world is opening up to the bigger joy to where it doesn’t have to be suffering. There’s a ways to go, but 2018 we feel will be a year of great master change, and we are honored and pleased to tell you, for the 25th year, to watch and be amazed.
Over the past month, I’ve had the honor of teaching Conflict REVOLUTION® to two very motivated peacemakers. These two sessions, independent of each other, had similar features: both dealt with uncontrollable rage and degenerative, abusive voices of culture playing in their brains.
As is always true of training Con Rev, I can count on a conflict of my own rearing up when I teach. So I was looking forward to seeing how this would be manifesting around these two sessions.
This time, the conflict that made manifest and the final results shocked even me (in an absolutely wonderful way). I am so inspired by these students and so excited to share these stories, I decided to offer Conflict REVOLUTION 101 for the next 2017 Re-Boot.
Even though this Re-Boot is aimed at those who are new to the process, for us vets who have heard it ad infinitum, it will gently remind us of the power in being the “perpetual beginner.” We will also be sharing our own success stories that are sure to inspire you to take the plunge into your own operating system.
Join me and my two certified Con Rev ® coaches, Cathy Kline and Robin Cordova. Together we will take you one step at a time through a process so simple you won’t need anything but your open mind and willingness to observer yourself. At the same time, so deep that what you change will affect the entire operating system. Once the OS is upgraded, your life becomes much more aligned to compassion, joy, and commitment to doing what is best for the good of all, starting with taking care of yourself.
Once you start seeing where your power truly lies and take control of what is yours to be in charge of, you reboot your entire operating system to automatically make decisions for the good of the whole.
Conflicts will never go away. But we can train ourselves to deal with them in new, revolutionary ways that truly provide for the good of the whole. This alignment to Compassion is evolution, taking one small step for humans and one giant step for humankind.
Join us Sunday morning, or download the files afterward. Either way, thank you for being willing to become the change!
Barbara: Good morning. It is February 26, 2017. My name is Barbara With, and I am here with the Party of 12 (www.partyof12.com). This is the second in our 2017 series, a 12-part series that I’ve called the Reboot. The idea of this series is that we are in the process of rebooting our operating systems and creating an entirely new way in which we relate to the physical world and ourselves. Here we use our Einsteinian road maps and we become the scientists in our own lives seeking to infuse them with Compassion, which is the fifth fundamental force of the universe and is the source of all creation, including the source of us.
Each month I’m trying to bring a new guest to interview, someone who grasps and understands the Einsteinian maps and ideas but also has a completely different platform from which we can find out where our paths cross. Last week we had Robin Cordova, who was very instrumental in showing us about hope and positive psychology. I learned so much from that. The Einsteinian information, Conflict REVOLUTION, everything we’ve been working with, is meant to augment the rest of our physical lives. It’s meant to augment medical science, psychology, religion, Christianity, even arts.
This morning I’m very super-duper excited about my special guest for many reasons, not only that she’s one of my closest, dearest friends, but also, she and I and Teresa McMillian co-authored our first book, Diaries of a Psychic Sorority: Talking with the Angels. This book was the documentation of our first association, when we began working together, organizing groups of listeners. I would channel, we would record and then transcribe and see what these messages were. This book is the inception of where we are today. All of the amazing scientific theories and worldviews and “neo-science” that has come out of the Einstein work began with Diaries. And even though our work carried on for years, Diaries is the first four months. It has the six master sessions, where the “angels,” as they wanted us to call them, were giving us what they said were “step-by-step instructions for world peace, one person at a time,” starting with us. And then we as individuals were to turn and show the world and influence the world by the work that we had done with ourselves.
If all that isn’t enough, she also has her own book coming out, Second Coming: Awakening the Christ Within, due out this spring. We’ll be talking about that. I’m very excited about seeing where paths cross with Christianity and the Bible and Einstein. As many of you know, Party of 12: The Afterlife Interviews was my next book after Diaries, and Einstein emerged in those conversations, as did Jesus of Nazareth. If you listening and you need to, I have provided a free download at Partyof12.com of the Jesus interview. We’ll be talking about that crossover as well.
But what is one of my most cherished parts of our relationship is that it was Lily and I in the very beginning who provided the platform, the Petri dish, as it were, of conflict with which to apply the new Einsteinian worldview—excuse me, they were angels then, and they stressed to us that they didn’t want us to get hung up on who they were but instead to look at the information they were giving us.
We would hold a master session, sometimes there were 10, sometimes 25 people, record, transcribe and provide those transcripts to the people who had come and listened. That was impetus that eventually became the book.
How we became the guinea pigs for this was, the three of us had started working together. We’d been together for about six months. It was a very exciting, high, magical, synchronistic time. We were all reeling and reveling in everything that we were learning. And then, conflict started to come between us three girls. We put it off for as long as I think we could until the day came when it was so obvious that we were in conflict that we had to deal with it. We met at my house, and I will say very quickly the conversation escalated into a highly emotional situation. I would say there was never anything below the belt, but Lily was looking at me and I was looking at her. “Yes, but you were doing this.” “Yes, but you were doing this.”
It reached a fever pitch where all of us wanted to leave and probably not see each other again when I remembered that the second master session we had just done was called “Conflict Resolution.” I said, “Hey, let’s get the transcript and see what it says.” So I got the transcript, and what we read was,
“If you have a part in a conflict, if you’re engaged in a conflict, the part you want to be concerned about is within you.”
It translated into, “Step back, take a breath, look at your part, and when you come back to table, talk about your part. Not her part.” We cycled around it a little bit after that, but at one particular moment, all three of us had an aha! moment where, swoosh!—we called it—“satori” came in. We all started crying, and immediately we started talking about our part of the conflict. “Yes,” I said, “I need to be more aware of my impact.” Isn’t that a famous rev for me through the years, my impact? Lily said, “I want them to be there for me, but I need to be self-sufficient.” And even Teresa, who was the peace in the middle, said, “We all need to listen more to each other.”
That was the very practical way that we started to take the information and use it to make different decisions in our lives that greatly affected the outcome of the situation and of the conflict. We have worked this process in our own way through the years to where I won’t say I’ll never be triggered again by Lily. She and I in the beginning were the two who fought. We had an email exchange, we’ll talk about it in a minute, where we just kept slamming emails back and forth, until we picked up the phone and started laughing. “Oh, my gosh, what are we doing? Let’s learn from this.”
That piece, that interaction with us in the beginning was a monumental piece to where we have come today. And in Lily’s direction with her new book Second Coming, she has taken the “angels’” information, Einstein, whatever you want to call it, and used it to reassess the Bible, which is a love of hers. But I will let her talk about that, so I’d like to welcome Kimberly Lilith Phelps. Good morning!
Lily: Good morning, Barbara, thanks for having me on your show.
Barbara: I am so excited. We’re here in your beautiful home in Minneapolis. I wanted to start out by asking you to tell us about Second Coming and what inspired you to create this book.
Lily: It’s a very long story, so I’ll be short. I’ve always loved the Bible. For a long time I didn’t fit with religion. When we started doing our work, I kept up reading the Bible, and I started to realize that I was hearing it with new ears. I was hearing the Bible based on the beautiful words that we were being taught by the angels and I was learning about this constant human conflict that we all deal with and realizing that there are places where that shows up in the Bible. They were humans, the people who wrote the Bible. I started to use the work together, and it all superimposes for me now.
In my book I talk about how it’s time for us to participate in the salvation of the world. It’s time for us to stop waiting for one particular person to save us, fix it for us. It’s my belief that when Jesus came the first time, they thought he would save them from their terrible lives. But no, he saved them in their lives. He showed them how to live in their lives with love, with compassion. That saved them within their lives. And that’s where we are right now. We’re at a point where we can awaken to that Christ inside each one of us, and the conflict resolution work helps us do that every day and get ourselves aligned with how we would like to live rather than being constantly embroiled in conflict.
Barbara: The book became an extension of Diaries?
Lily: Oh, absolutely. Absolutely. I had gotten to the point where any book I read, I would make notes in the margin about what our work had been all those years. I would make notes in the margin about how I was correlating whatever book I was reading had to do with the work the way we learned to change our perception of life and of the world and of conflict and begin to use conflict as a tool instead of something to hide from. I started doing it with everything I read and everything I heard, and then I realized I was doing it with the Bible. It was a natural progression for me ultimately to write this book where I have over a hundred footnotes from the Bible that talk about spirituality and the Bible together, which doesn’t always sound exactly like modern Christianity would say it, but it does seem like Jesus would say it.
Barbara: Having worked on the book, not so much in the editing of it, but in the design of it, and I did read it all for the show but also for one of the last passes of editing, I am not a Bible fan. I left Christianity at 12 years old, when the gardener told my mother he was going out to bury “niggers,” and that was the end of it for me. So to read this book and to see where you have taken these Bible verses, and they are exactly the information that we’ve been talking about. I was fascinated. We’ll talk later about some of the specific verses.
I originally named this interview, “Would Jesus Forgive Hitler?” I wanted to originally talk about Jesus in the Bible versus Jesus in Party of 12 and that interview. And we’ll get into some of that. But what has ensued is a conversation about evil and divinity. In Party of 12, Einstein describes to John Kennedy, Jr., in the introduction how the Party started. He had gone into Afterlife deeply troubled with the fact that during World War II, Adolf Hitler was pushing him off his pacific stance, and out of fear, he decided that instead of all the things he was working on that weren’t working—he was working on world government, on economics—and nothing was able to change the people who were involved in economics and world government. So he thought for a moment maybe the idea was to get such big weapons that you could threaten the other people to back down. That’s when he wrote to Roosevelt, urging him to develop nuclear weapons.
We know the rest of the story. Japan was the victim, and he left the planet in 1955 feeling as if he had been part of evil in the world, even though his intention was so good. He came into Afterlife worried that he had just given the world its excuse to destroy itself. He came upon a jury room, and when he walked in, there was a dark figure obviously tortured. There was a man taking notes. And there was a man standing over the tortured figure, putting his hands on him, talking with compassion and love. This turned out to be Jesus administering to Hitler while Sigmund Freud was talking notes. That was the beginning of the Party.
[So] I called the question, “Would Jesus Forgive Hitler?” because you, Lily, and I have had conversations about how Christianity wouldn’t, that many people who call themselves Christians wouldn’t sanction the forgiving of Hitler. This is a very difficult question, and we’ll bring it into present time as well. But you believe Jesus would forgive Hitler, of course?
Lily: I do. And it has to be “of course,” because over and over in the Bible we’re told that no matter what, God’s grace is there and God will forgive us. Barbara and I have been talking this morning about the spectrum of good and evil, divine and evil, and that in order for Jesus to be who he is, to be that icon of good, it is his nature, then, to forgive. It is what God does, because of who God is, not because of who each person is. It only makes sense, and I don’t know how God forgives people. I have a human ego, I have trouble forgiving sometimes. But I have faith in God and in the idea that even Hitler—God will figure that out. God will find a way to forgive each of us if we go to God and want to be forgiven.
Barbara: In keeping with what you were saying about forgiveness and that Jesus didn’t come here to save us by dying on the cross, he came here to inspire us by being the example so that we could then awaken within—his forgiveness of such extreme evil was not even about saving Hitler. Because Hitler—and if you go on to read Party of 12, he says he’s working with the spirits of all the people who were his victims on forgiveness, which ultimately would be his own self-forgiveness. Jesus was not forgiving him so he could be off scott-free, he was doing it because that’s what he does to maintain his divinity, in that sense.
We were talking also about how Hitler and Jesus, according to the information in Party of 12, represent the opposite ends of the spectrum of what is potential in humans. We all have the potential, every human mechanism, to make freewill choices that will either get us to be Hitler or get us to be Jesus. The truth is, we’re all somewhere in the middle. We’re all somewhere, for the most part, people we know. The idea, I think, as we talk here, is that we move towards the Jesus spectrum to the best of our ability because that will affect the manifestation of what will happen around us. The truth is, there is a spectrum that we have the potential to become as evil as Hitler.
Lily: And that’s where choice comes in. That’s what makes choice so important in this life that we live. And in order to have a choice, there has to be good and evil. If there’s only good, there is no choice. The way this is all set up, it’s for us to come here, divine spirit in a human body, a physical vehicle, and experience that conflict. The root conflict is that you take divine spirit and infinity and you put it in this physical, heavy, tired, worrisome bodies and it kind of makes a mess all over the place.
But that’s why we’re here. That’s not what’s wrong. And that’s not because we’re bad. That’s why we’re here. We’re here to have this experience in physical bodies because we don’t have it when we’re not wearing physical bodies.
What we’re learning as we work our way through conflict and as every single day we make choices—“Will I be on the peaceful side, the loving side, the divinity and compassion side? Or will I choose evil?” As Einstein says, “Will I choose what’s best for the one or the few or what’s best for the many?” We all do this all day long. It’s the work of our lives. When Christianity makes us sinners because of this, I think that defeats the purpose for why we’re here, because we are here to do this. We are here to reconcile.
Barbara: So you think we’re here to actually face conflict?
Lily: I do. And there are other things of course. There are wonderful other things we do. But yes, I do believe that. I didn’t in the beginning. I didn’t even understand it, and I was the conflict avoidance queen. Fighting with Barbara in the beginning was torturous for me. I wasn’t a fighter. But I learned how valuable it is have us to own our own inner conflict, and then we can heal it. Until we own it, we can’t fix it. If it’s not yours, you can’t fix it.
Through my exchange with Barbara, I learned how important conflict is and how to stop avoiding it and hiding it and stuffing it down and denying it, which is what we all do as human beings, until we learn not to. And I learned to start to heal and appreciate those opportunities for healing. Every time we make that divine choice, we keep ourselves on that end of the spectrum.
Barbara: There was a Bible verse in your book that I did not even understand until you and I talked about it. The Bible is very tough for me. I get a headache trying to figure it out. So it was really helpful to talk about this verse, because I didn’t understand the implications of it.
Another thing I wanted to say about that is that Einstein is the perfect example of why this is so amorphous and not clear-cut. A person is not either evil or good. Here he was, I think he thought he was making decisions for the good of the whole when he urged Roosevelt to develop the nuclear weapon. But when they used it on Japan and hundreds of thousands of people were killed, he was not only heartbroken, but he went into Afterlife with the question, “Am I evil? I have worked so hard in my life for peace, to bring world peace, and yet look what I just did. Does this make me evil?”
Lily: And that brings us to something we did in our early work together. We were told to write this note on a Post-It, metaphorically, and stick it on our foreheads so we could not forget. “I am divine. I am also human. And I hold the key.” That’s the whole point of all of this. We are those things. We make mistakes, we fall down, every single one of us every day. The more we can learn to forgive ourselves and each other, the more we are choosing the divine side.
I’d like to read the Bible passage that Barbara was talking about and a couple of paragraphs about my realization of what this means. This was a huge breakthrough for me. The scripture says [Luke 14:26],
“If any man come to me and hate not his father and mother and wife and children and brethren and sisters, and yes, his own life also, he cannot be my disciple.”
Initially I was told that the first part of this verse meant that we should hate and push away our own family if we weren’t Christian enough. I never understood how Jesus, who taught that love was the answer, would encourage hate of any kind, much less hatred of our family and even our own lives.
Then one day I was struck by a new truth. If you read the verse again and consider this possibility, I think you’ll see. Jesus is not saying that we should hate our family and our lives, he is saying that we do. He is also saying that he can show us how to heal so that we can turn from hate to love.
Jesus is saying that we must first acknowledge that we sometimes hate even the people we love the most. In order to heal, we need to take responsibility for the things we do that cause hatred to arise. We need to own it, bear our own cross, and then release it to the divine. When we don’t accept personal responsibility, we come to Christ pretending that we are already whole, and we say things like, “I don’t hate my own life, and I would never hate anyone.”
Until we learn to accept our judgments, learn from them, forgive ourselves and others, and let it go, we are not as prepared for discipleship as we think we are. In fact, we are inhibiting our own healing by the façade we wear, and Christ knows he can’t move forward with us until we accept this and come before him in truth and humility.
Barbara: That was very profound in our conversation about it. It parallels Conflict REVOLUTION in that we look outside ourselves—“My mother-in-law hates me”—to bringing it back in to where we can accept and admit and embrace the truth that maybe we hate ourselves, maybe we can’t forgive ourselves, and then we can work on it in that inner place where the Christ consciousness and the divinity are working with us.
Lily: I can sum up one of the biggest lessons in my life. I spent so much of my life wondering, “Why don’t they treat me like I want to be treated? Why don’t people treat me well?” And finally I got it turns around: “Why don’t I treat me the way I want to be treated?” And I didn’t know how yet.
Barbara: Let’s talk about forgiveness. We’re working our way to bring in the Trigger of Trump. It’s a tough conversation here. Not that Lily is a Trump supporter, but she is a self-declared Republican, and I’m a former Democrat, and we have had political conversations in the past. But the idea of Trump and the administration and the evil, the decisions for the benefit of the few at the expense of the many—especially environmentally—make these times very confusing for those of us who are spiritual seekers, for those of us who want to make a difference in the world.
Einstein, when he was alive, was trying to work in the arena where the conflicts were being created. He was getting nowhere. There wasn’t going to be a world government. Humans weren’t going to rise up and form economic coalitions that were all about world peace. I believe that when he got into Afterlife he realized that the place he had to work was within each individual. World peace, one person at a time, starting with the self. So what is forgiveness about?
Lily: The first thing that comes to my mind when I think about forgiveness or when I’m talking to someone who needs help about forgiveness is that forgiveness is a gift you give yourself. It may or may not have anything to do with the other person. It doesn’t mean that what the other person did was OK. It means that what they did is their job in life. That’s their healing work. What I do in my life is my job. I owe it to myself to work toward forgiveness so that I can let it go, so I can heal my life and not be burdened forever by what someone else did, meaning to or not meaning to. I’ve been hurt by people and found out they didn’t even know I was hurt. We hold this stuff.
I would say the first thing to remember is that forgiveness is a gift you give yourself. That’s what I love so much about the work we do. A lot of people are burdened well after the person who hurt them has died and gone, and they think they can never resolve that inner conflict and that pain because they can’t talk to the person, they can’t get the person to say the right words or do the right things. You can do this work all by yourself. You do this work all by yourself. You don’t have to have the person who has gone on in their life or who has died come back and help you resolve your conflict. You can resolve your conflict yourself.
When we start talking about this idea of forgiving Trump, I keep saying I’m in charge of me. I will find the projects that fill my heart and soul and I will give my time and resources to those projects. I will stand up and say I don’t agree with this, but I don’t want to spend my life, the next four years, upset. I want to spend my life giving toward the things that I believe are valuable. That’s how I’ve been viewing what’s going on in the world right now.
Barbara: Maybe forgiving Trump is not really the question. In Conflict REVOLUTION, if I’m triggered by Trump, I create that sound bite of how to encapsulate his actions, turn it to me, and use it as a metaphor and an archetype to find out where in my life I’m doing those things. Like with Scott Walker —Trump is sort of a super-sized Scott Walker, the governor of Wisconsin, who did the same thing to the state. The first time I did the revolution of Walker, which was very hard, because clearly he’s an evil man, look at what he’s doing! But when I created the sound bite of, “he’s doing something illegal.” What does illegal mean? It means it has to be hidden, and if it came out, there would be consequences.
I brought that into myself. I found a situation that had happened years before—because I don’t do illegal things. I don’t break the law. But when I put it as an archetypical metaphor, I had to look at the situation with an artist who was going to let me use her photo for my book cover, and one thing led to another and a lot of confusion happened, and I did some things that really, if they had come out, I would have had to have consequences.
I immediately wrote her and told her what had happened, and I had to forgive myself. I was so ashamed. So here I am, in my world I’m working on what I think I’m feeling with Scott Walker, and suddenly it’s two years before, an incident I didn’t even remember I had done at the expense of the many for the benefit of the few. I had to not only feel and breathe my shame, change my thinking, but I then had to take action. I had to take an action that would amend the situation, and this particular situation, because this woman still was my friend.
But clearly forgiveness, I think we both agree, about your own relationship to yourself that gives you an inner peace so you don’t have to spend your whole life in resentment. That’s what for me the Trigger of Trump in the last Re-boot was, that I was not triggered by the horrible things that they’re doing. Maybe it’s that I have been through Wisconsin and I’ve worked through a lot of this externalizing of it. But for me it was the people who were giving Obama a pass when he did the very same things that Trump is doing. I had to examine, how am I those people? Long story short, it came out with my reticence and my insecurity about bringing this information forward and saying it was Einstein and standing up and taking it forward.
With Trump, he and the administration or the people, the alt-right people, fall somewhere on the spectrum. There aren’t any easy answers for how we’re going to approach this situation.
Lily: Because I’m dealing with people in my life, I’ve said from day one, “Yes, he’s an arrogant ass,” forgive my language. He’s a lot of things. He’s also a brilliant man. But I’m dealing with people in my life who are so angry at what has happened and the fact that he was elected and he’s arrogant and he’s perceived as a bully. They’re acting exactly like him in their own lives. Again, forgiveness doesn’t make him right. It doesn’t have that much to do with the other person. But to treat your own friends and family the same way this bully is treating other people and that’s why you’re so angry, he’s the excuse you have to do it in your own life? There’s your choice today to put you on the end of the spectrum that you don’t want to be on, and you don’t even see it.
It’s just like Einstein. He thought he was doing the right thing, and then it turned out that it killed a lot of people and he felt really badly. This is what we do in this life, those constant daily choices, over and over and over again, doing the best you can to choose life.
Barbara: In that same vein, when he was elected, I immediately knew I had to go into a loving stance, otherwise it was going to kill me. After three years of Scott Walker and fighting in the arena in which the conflict was talking place, I was sick, exhausted, hopeless. We talked on the last show about the cycle of hopelessness. I didn’t even know there was one, but I’d lost all hope. I’d become apathetic. That’s not good for me. That doesn’t make me an effective change agent in what we’re facing.
But when I started to put forth the idea that we need to find the people who voted for Trump who were looking for a change—who were given bad choices anyway (both choices kind of sucked) so they picked one—and educate, reach out, find the common ground. I was shocked at how many “liberal Democrats” got on my case. “No! Are you kidding? We’re not going to normalize this!” And they blocked me on Facebook, my friends who I’d stood side by side with in Wisconsin blocked me for suggesting that we call upon love.
That gave me the clue that there was a big change going on, and I’m not really sure what is the definitive answer to how to face this apparent fascist takeover of our government that could have the potential to escalate into a Nazi Germany.
Lily: And how we do that is, we remember who we are, what we believe we’re made of. They can’t make you be mean to each other. I’m dealing with this issue with my children. I said to my son just yesterday, “OK, he’s a bully. You’re not. Make your choices every single day that align you with divinity, with the spirit of good and compassion.”
We are way many more than just the people in Washington. If Bernie Sanders didn’t show us that, this grassroots movement of people who said, “We’re going to do this, take care of ourselves, get involved.” That’s all we have to do every single day, make our choices, not shrink and hide, make sure that we’re making the best decisions we can in love. I’m seeing random acts of kindness erupt all over the place.
Barbara: I agree. There’s a lot of amazing stuff that is exciting to me. I’m hesitant to say it in my social media forum sometimes, because I don’t want to get blasted by my progressive liberal friends, but the whole awakening of the consciousness, the women’s march, the protests at the airport. I came in from Jamaica and here was the airport filled with people screaming at the top of their lungs to stand in support of that love. There are so many great awakenings that are coming from this.
I wanted to bring in the example, too, of the Standing Rock Sioux and the Lakota-Nakota-Dakota Nation. I was fortunate to be at Standing Rock on a few occasions, and the power of prayer that was demonstrated by these people was like nothing I’d ever experience. The day they gave back the possessions of the people they had wrongly arrested, the police just threw them in plastic bags. Chief Looking Horse forgave them, prayed the Morton County police. We did a huge ceremony of the four directions. I was transported into this place.
I bring this up because they, of course, look seven generations out. Their actions today are reflective of how they will impact seven generations. In keeping with that, I also think that our actions should also reflect an understanding of seven generations. In my world, that can be reincarnation. Allegedly, according to Jesus in Party of 12, he reincarnated 27 times as Jesus of Nazareth in the same DNA space-time body at the same time, but he made different choices and did different things. So 27 generations? Or in whatever year seven generations out from now will be, will I reincarnate? What will I bring in that next life? Will I bring a greater understanding? Or will I struggle, he said-she said, good-evil, back-and-forth, not really transcendent?
I think Conflict REVOLUTION and Einstein, from his deeply passionate place in Afterlife, after his very intense life, has brought us this knowledge and this formula for how to become that change.
Lily: Would Albert have brought this work back into the world from Afterlife had he not made the decision he made about encouraging Roosevelt to build the bomb and all those people died? I’ve never thought of it that way until just now. Had he not made that decision in fear—we have to admit that’s fear-based: he went into his fear, he made this choice, he influenced something in the world that he was then dreadfully sorry for and had to forgive in his own life. Part of his forgiveness of himself I think is what he’s sending to the planet now.
Barbara: And that makes me tear up. In going back to the beginning of describing the minutiae of how we took the information from a channeling session on January 26, 1994, read it while we were having a fight, and instantly saw how making that different choice brought not only a different direction for us, but in that moment, I couldn’t have loved you two any more. It was so much love to sit down and say, “I hate my friend!” Theoretically, to say, “OK, I’ve been being crappy to my friends. I didn’t realize that.”
If we hadn’t had that conflict, I never would have—so that moment, that moment was a victory for Albert Einstein. It’s a personal one. We always said after the fact we felt like the angels had filled up the dining room and were watching and all applauding.
Lily: I wish we could help you understand what happened that day. Just talking about it, just reading the words on the page of what we went through on that day, does not capture it. Something happened in that moment, what’s the word? Alchemy. Turning lead into gold. It got us from, “I hate you, it’s all your fault!” to “Oh, my God, I can see what I’m doing, and I love you because you showed it to me. I love you because now I see it in myself and now I can heal it! Thank you.”
Barbara: Imagine, in the big seven generations of Albert Einstein, in that moment of seeing the process that he figured out—we have to change each individual, we have to require each individual to change themselves one step at a time, to watch it in action, to watch the success. I guess I never looked at it that way until this moment. It’s overwhelming to realize that we were volunteers and were chosen to be in that moment. And from that, everything else has sprung. Wow!
Is there anything else you want to share about your book, your work, your life? I know it’s coming out on Easter.
Lily: It is. April 16, 2017. Amazon.com. Working feverishly on my website right now to get everything to come together at the right time. It will be what it’s meant to be.
I’m grateful for this opportunity to talk to y’all and share this message. It’s up to us. That’s what Jesus said. “Greater things that I’ve done, you will do.” We have to step into that power. He left us all that we needed to know. I talk about that in the book. He left us all we needed to know to do this, and we are reinforced by the work of Einstein and the Party and the angels.
I was thinking a moment ago that A Course in Miracles says something along the lines of, “The holiest place on earth is where an ancient hate has become a present love.”
Lily: This information is universal. We are supported. We are loved. We are encouraged as we go through these experiences that we came here to have. Sometimes it just doesn’t come in a pretty package, but it’s still a gift.
It is February 26, 2017. Here we are in the second part of our telechannel. I am in beautiful Minneapolis with my friend Kimberly Lilith Phelps, and you are all over. Let’s take a moment to close our eyes and take some deep breaths. As you breathe, think about the spectrum of potential that exists within you. Understand that it is not a sin or a fatal flaw or some disruption in the mechanism, but that the human consciousness was specifically designed to create the entire spectrum, from the worst most possible evil to the highest most divine good.
And we will command that only the most divine light shine down upon you at this time and the greatest good be present here.
It is such a pleasure to be here on this glorious day with all of you. Your conversations have so much power. The ideas that you are bringing forth and honoring and articulating are exactly what this world needs to hear right now. Everything that Barbara and Lily have been talking about is accurate and true. This work is being done not just by those of you who are listening, not just by Lily and Barbara, but also by millions of people around the world dedicated to becoming the change. Never before have there been this many people living on the planet with that awakening consciousness within them.
And indeed, it is the Christ consciousness that is making itself known to be human, humans, shall we say. Jesus, who always has been a very integral part of the Party of 12, comes again to illustrate and demonstrate through humans the idea of being human and being divine. His life on earth in the physical body was a demonstration of what is possible for any human.
This time on the planet, 2017, is like no other time that comes before it. When Jesus walked the earth during that time period and the development of the human mind and the human intellect was at a certain level of consciousness, he was dealing with an entirely different set of intellects and intelligences and human consciousness.
The New Operating System
Today (and all of you who are listening to this are included in this) this is, in fact, a new human. You are all embodying the new human prototype, and we are so honored and excited to be watching this emerge. We don’t want to talk too much about your political system. We don’t want to focus on any one individual who represents evil to you.
Because if you look at humans, there are those who support the person that you think might be doing the evil, who perceive others as actually being the ones who doing the evil. So there are those who truly perceive that the individuals in the Middle East who are known as ISIS, who are truly doing evil things, are the ones you as humans need protection from. And so much like Einstein, who urged Roosevelt to develop nuclear weapons and then watched as it destroyed humans, there are people on the planet who are looking in that way, who are seeing true evil but taking actions that are not addressing their own safety.
So it doesn’t matter which evil you put in front to address, whether it’s ISIS, Trump, Hitler, any number of world leaders who have been tyrants, who have destroyed lives and killed people. That doesn’t matter. What matters most is that each individual can look at those others whom they perceive as doing this evil and understand the true nature of what is going on. This is a spectrum where you yourselves must choose.
Saying No to Compassion
The idea of being able to say no to the voice of God is an important piece of your structure. God can come to you in the way of Intuition and tell you, “Rest your body,” and you can say no and make decisions that push you forward into making decisions for the good of the few—the ego that wants to be in charge—at the expense of a many.
Your Intuition, your Emotion, your Witness, and your Body are innate characteristics of being human. Now is the time when humans are arising to this truth and making the conscious choice to be the one who is going to make decisions for the good of the whole, starting with the self. Even though at this juncture in our experimentation we cannot guarantee anything, we can tell you that if you start with this basis inside yourself, where you are going to be ruled by an alignment to Compassion—guided by the voice of Intuition (which is the voice of the compassionate God within you), training the Intellect to do the bidding of the Intuition—then you will create a groundwork and be able to plant seeds in that energy of your own self that will grow to be the divine world that you’re seeking to create—where:
… The manifestation of the divine is on the forefront and where the spectrum of evil to divine gets unified into a spectrum of decisions guided by Intuition.
The Voice of Intuition
Oftentimes, because Intuition will impel you to take an action that may not logically impact the situation like you want it to, nonetheless, Intuition has a much broader amount of information given to it by the Observer out in the heavens, which is sending all the information of what’s happening in the Lens back to the Source, coming up your gravitational wave, being a part of your Intuition. It knows a much, much bigger picture than your Intellect will ever know. And even if you have a visionary Intellect like Barbara does, where you can see pictures of the future, your Intuition supersedes any intellectual power.
So to live by this system is what sets you up to manifest that greatest good on the planet.
The more that you can remove your own descriptions of how the future should unfold—what you want to see happen to unfold, what you think is good and divine that should unfold, what you judge is evil that shouldn’t be happening—your Intuition always, always will tell you the next step for the good of the whole. Your Intellect cannot. Your Intellect, however, must be the one that makes the conscious choice to listen to the Intuition and then make the decision to implement that step into action.
Einstein and the Bomb
In that sense, if we go back to Einstein making the decision to urge Roosevelt to create the atom bomb that then killed hundreds of thousands of Japanese people, he was following his Intuition based upon the circumstances of the times that he was in. He wasn’t conscious of looking seven generations. He thought he was taking action to protect the seven generations. He wasn’t aware that his fear-based decision-making would have such an influence as it did. And yet, in the greater, bigger, bigger, bigger picture of things, in the lifelong history of the planet earth to emerge humans onto the gardens, he was playing his part.
In that time, there could not have been another choice for him. There was no other choice for him to make in that time. Quite ironically, perhaps, had he not pushed this forward, had the U.S. not developed the nuclear weapon, it very well could have been that Germany had, and other massive damage was done, not to Japan, but perhaps to the U.S. In that sense, he would not have felt a personal responsibility that would drive him in Afterlife to the utmost end.
Oftentimes humans who have terrible things happen to them, whether they choose to do it—someone who chooses to murder someone—or whether it’s done to them—someone is murdered or some other evil act takes place—each has an impact that can be leading to the spectrum of divinity. It’s doesn’t guarantee it. It’s not a given. But when the murderer has perpetrated this act, if you look past it, there is a cooperative dance with the soul of the one who was murdered. Maybe you can’t see all other lives where they murdered each other back and forth. It doesn’t make it any less evil on a spectrum. But every act gives that human the opportunity to then rise above and transcend the spectrum.
Rather than having a left and right spectrum, where over here on the left is the evil and over here on the right is the divine, we want to switch it to where it’s up and down. On the most primal human physical world in the Lens, that is where evil is most likely to be manifest. And “up” in the divine, in the non-physical, in the whole system, in understanding your whole system, that is the divine, where you are living in the consciousness of God. Understanding your whole entire system, not just the Lens, not just your physical body, but your spirit, the gravitational wave, the string that spins, the three-pronged human intention, the compilation of consciousness coming out of the void—the whole ball of wax. That is what divinity is, living in that truth.
And when you are living in that truth, and there’s a part of you that is literally conscious when you’re going over the North Pole and back into the center of the earth, that spinning string, that is when you begin to alignment to Compassion. Because becoming aware and awake and conscious in that part of you that is close to the center of the earth in Emotion, in the part of the wave that is Emotion, by working on bringing that consciousness to life at that point in your entire operating system, you also instantly affect in your physical body your feelings. They’re interrelated: they reflect each other, feelings with a small F, Emotion with a capital E.
This is divinity. This is living in the alignment where Intuition impels Intellect to take action to fulfill the impelling of God that is in you. That is the way. Sometimes Intuition impels, as we say, in ways that you don’t understand with your Intellect. You’ve all had the experience where us think Intuition told you to do something, but then it turned out all verklumpt. It didn’t turn out to be what you think is for the highest good. But that is the challenge. You cannot judge what [outcome] is for the highest good.
The Trigger of Trump
So in the political arena, it’s very clear that having the candidate who may appear to be the most supportive of you might have been the least good for the whole. Because people might not have engaged as much as they have, as much as they are, standing up for each other, standing up for themselves. And therein lies the irony and the paradox of this work that we are doing with you, and of course the work of the ages of accepting whatever is happening right in front of you, no matter how evil it looks, as divine. Because the very fact that you’re sitting there in a physical body observing whatever’s going on around you is the manifestation of the miraculous power of Compassion and God. It doesn’t matter if you’re sick or fat or making good decisions or living a life of peace.
Just the very fact that your energy has merged with Compassion to create consciousness, and your consciousness has merged with the mathematics in your compilation to create mass and matter is a miracle that will need years and years and years in understanding from science. When you start with that, you also have to understand that the spectrum from evil to divine is a spectrum that exists within the Lens. Evil does not exist outside of the Lens. It is a byproduct of human decision-making. Without your physical body, when the Lens disappears but your string is still spinning with thoughts, feelings, senses, memories, and the hologram of your DNA in a space-time body, you are back to pure divinity, pure perfect creation.
HIGHLIGHT As Lily said, becoming human is about creating a physical space-time DNA body that is the housing of the energy that is married to Compassion that has formed this consciousness that is then married to the map of the physical world that is coming up through the center of the planet and into the Lens, creating the physical body, projecting all of that miraculous information out of the body through your thoughts, feelings, senses, and then revolving and coming back to you so you’re perceiving that universe. That alone is a divine process that cannot be undercut by any decision you make within your human form.
Now, humanity may very well make decisions that destroy the world, but the consciousness remains. The energy doesn’t die. A new world will be born. There will never be an end to creation. It will create in different ways. But right now, our desire is to inspire you to become those gods, to understand the power that you have within yourself, to set your intention to live a life where you are dedicated to making decisions for the good of the whole that start within you and then are projected out naturally into the environment.
Be Your Own Scientist
All of you who have experimented with this so far and changed your lives by using our suggestions and our processes (and others that aren’t labeled as ours), you have experienced you yourself picking up your power and changing your life and seeing how your change within you has affected the manifestation of the physical world around you. You’ve seen people you’ve previously been fighting with, who you thought were doing evil acts against you, shift and transform to where now you have peace with them. Not by going at them, not by trying to make them change, but by realizing that they’re a projection of your inner world. What can you learn from that projection if you’re triggered by it? What gift has that person come to give you if you’re triggered emotionally by it?
So not only do you revolve your focus back and find areas in your life you may not have ever seen if that person had not come to trigger you and be in conflict with you. They led you to Emotion that has abscessed that you may never have known was there. This dance of great cooperation is the very reason you are here.
We feel so optimistic right now. We understand that there is a lot of strife and destruction and evil going on in the Lens of your world right now and you are scared and stressed out. But what we see is a huge awakening. One of the reasons that we know this and that we’re so optimistic is exactly what has been talked about here today.
When we began these experimentations with Teresa and Lily and Barbara, it was a chaotic mess. And there were times when these three women used to call it “blowing themselves up,” when they would not speak to each other. If you just took it at face value, you would think it was a miserable failure. But over time, with each individual doing her own work, they have transformed their relationship, transformed their world together, transformed their individual lives first. Now there is a peace, and on the other side of it is the synergy of creation.
Anything is possible. What are you going to intend to create with this powerful energy that you have within you that’s married to Compassion that then merged that consciousness with the math to create the matter that you are experiencing? This is your creation. You get to work within that framework. What you are going to create, to intend? Take it from us. This is a time of such brilliance and great awakening all across the planet. Do not let yourself be stressed out and dragged down and fooled by what you perceive are those decisions that are being made.
We can tell you what we know and what Einstein has learned: it won’t matter what is happening as far as the evil, such at Hitler did, such as you may perceive Trump or the administration as doing. You cannot change it by going directly at it. For all of Einstein’s consternation about what Hitler was doing and his great devotion for traveling the planet and trying to fix the conflict at the level that it was being created, he did not succeed. He did not succeed in the short-term goal of stopping the Nazi empire from expanding. Part of what happened was an economic force. The economics ran its course with the Nazis. Part of it was a shifting momentum of how war operates. But even though the war ended, it did not end war. So it was a short-term fix, only to have it reemerge today with this global threat.
So don’t feel guilty if you can’t stop this movement by going directly at it. We’re not saying don’t go and march or write to your senator or congressperson or participate in that movement. But do that as an adjunct to this deeper understanding and to this deeper work that you now know how to do.
We are here as advisors. It is a strong purpose that brought together the original Party of 12. Each of those individuals, when they were in their DNA space-time bodies, had a passion for life on earth, for their environment, and their realm of where they were working. Upon losing their bodies, they came together to see if they could make this different, and we are seeing great, enormous success.
We have often said as well that what we are doing is something that is planting seeds. We see the seeds are growing. We are elated to see that the seeds that we have planted in Teresa and Lily and Barbara are growing into the magnificent outcome that we had hoped.
This growth won’t stop. In fact, after their passing, there will be an even bigger movement, and this information is so far ahead of its time that it will only continue to grow. But it is dependent upon you as human beings making decisions, making your commitment to do work for the good of the whole.
Q & A
With all of that said, we would like to open for any questions or conversations you might have.
Q: Hello! Thank you. That was lovely. My question has to do with, sometimes it feels that it takes a lot of time to do a revolution. It isn’t always fast. Some revolutions I’ve been working on I will work on for a year or more. Could you address how to feel more comfortable with that? When we look at the outer world and think things are happening so fast, how can our process where we sometimes have to be very patient with ourselves, with other people, with the process, taking time to dig deeper, how can we feel not like we’re not going to be able to keep up because sometimes the peace process take more time? It isn’t just building a bigger gun or bigger warfare.
A: What’s important to remember is that it is about what you achieve in a day. It’s not about measuring your actions against what you see happen in the news headlines or the latest story from the White House or the suffering and the pain of people around you. It is measured internally.
We did a series once called “World Peace in a Day.” It was reflective of that fact that if your body is the projector and the perceiver of the universe, then you are the world. You have the world inside you. And if at any time in the course of the day in which you’re living you can bring peace within you, that contribution is the seed that is planted. If you’re looking for patience, think of yourself as walking around the garden and sticking the seeds into the fresh spring earth and then standing there and belittling yourself because you don’t have a whole corn plant or your geraniums haven’t bloomed yet! What’s wrong with you? The world is going to hell!
Part of it is a nurturing of the self and instilling in you a repetitive, “Begin again. Begin again. Begin again.” Always begin each day as a brand-new day, and in any day you can’t find peace. [This is] world peace in a day. This is why you’re here, as Lily had said. You’re coming here to tackle all these issues. So even though you’re tackling all these questions, even though you’re feeling the frustration of it, it’s not that you’re doing it wrong. It’s that you’re doing it right because you’re doing it, however you nurture that relationship with yourself each and every day. Then there comes a point of faith, where you have to put your money where you mouth is. If this is what you believe to be the truth, you really have to live that way.
But the bottom line is feeling and breathing, because there are deep embedded abscesses of emotion that are stuck in the center of the earth from years and years and years and centuries and decades and all of this time that has passed where war didn’t stop war, partly because it hasn’t emptied that abscess in the planet.
So you as the whole planet have to keep emptying that abscess. It’s why you’re here.
Our suggestion is, when you get frustrated, give yourself activity alongside of the work you’re doing on yourself, alongside the work you’re doing in the world, to enjoy and appreciate and find a way to love life. Find a way to experience the deep gratitude of love that you have in this physical body—that you’re alive regardless of what’s going on around you—and do things that bring you so much joy, whether it’s an afternoon nap, your dancing, meeting new people, going for a walk in nature—you must make those choices also to find a way to love your life just as it is.
Q: I really like the writings from the Michael entity. There are a bunch of channels who write about the information from the Michael entity, about how people have different soul ages and how you go through different lifetimes, baby, infant, young soul, mature old soul. When I learned about that, it helped me let go and relax and accept people a lot, because I figure people are in their soul stages and it seems to fit. What’s your input on that whole concept?
A: We agree with the concept that there are conditions that you experience as a human being where now you’re in a physical body and you are experiencing the conditions of a young soul. That is, a human being who isn’t really tapped into empirical knowledge that you bring with you into that life. It’s like everything is fresh and new. That can go both ways as well. Just because there’s a young soul doesn’t mean it’s guaranteed that you’re going to be making mistakes or acting like an idiot. There’s freshness about it. And you can certainly superimpose each stage of life to the stage of the condition of your soul.
We feel that at this point there are many, many old souls who have chosen to come together at this time to bring that collective knowledge to the planet to be a synchronistic force of change of the evolution of human consciousness. But there are certainly still fresh souls, new souls, and teenage souls. And being an old soul, again, doesn’t guarantee that it’s all wisdom. There are people who are old in life who struggle with happiness, who are depressed at being at the end of life. There’s no guarantee that any one place on that spectrum will be better or more powerful than the other. It just is clearly a way to delineate sometimes between the conditions that humans are experiencing.
Q: I have another question. I look at life like there are all these souls who have all these chances to come on earth, and as time progresses (I know with the concurrent lives that whole idea of time is, I don’t know, I don’t get that, but …) I see that as time progresses some people who were alive with Hitler, all those people who were incarnated at that time got that experience and learned the lessons of that. And it makes sense to me that we repeat things, there’s some repeating just because souls who needed to learn those lessons and have those same types of experiences have to be able to have a chance to come, and that’s maybe why someone else like Hitler will come, because someone else needs to learn those lessons, too. Does that make sense?
A: Yes. And it is, in fact, the continual cycle of creation that is in play there. For example, those people who died in the Holocaust, because of the way that they died and the way that they lived at the end of their lives, their souls became a collective consciousness of Compassion. The people who perpetrated these things against them, the guards, all of the millions of people in Germany in support of the Final Solution and the Nazis, they, too, became a kind of group consciousness in Afterlife, learning about the impact of their decision-making. You can see a big auditorium filled with a debate, one side and the other, being able to have dialogue with those who died in the death camps, to be able to give them an opportunity to reincarnate and bring that balance.
What you saw was, for example, in 9/11, that many, many of the victims of 9/11 had been part of that group consciousness of the guards and supporters of the Holocaust. This is the nature of reincarnation and the nature of the creation of life. What we’re trying to do is to help end that karmic return so that you as an individual making decisions for the good of the whole and being very conscientious of all of the truth of history. You’re going to contribute to the unification of the human consciousness to where the idea that making decisions for the good of the whole means that if you harm another part of the whole, you’ve just harmed yourself. So now we have to recreate that.
It’s not a perfect science, because you have these billions of physical lives that interacted, came into Afterlife connected, and went back into the next life connected with a flip on things. It’s not a perfect science, but it’s what is going on right now. The more you can do this in your own life, the more you can help bring that unification in the longer term.
In other words, there are people maybe in your youth who were mean to you and hurt you. For you to find forgiveness means that you release that resentment, that attachment from them, that you find a peace within, that you find the reflection and heal your own, and then find love for them. That means you’re free now. You’re no longer doing this dance back and forth together, coming back in and living out these different lives. What will that look like, when humanity reaches that point? Then you have achieved heaven on earth.
Q: I hear energy healers talk about how energy is—some people say it’s speeding up or the earth is rotating faster or there’s getting to be a higher frequency. How is that affecting us physically? What is that about? Is that part of, as we get more enlightened, that happens? Are we achieving this, or is it just part of the progression of life that would happen no matter what we were doing?
A: It is a collective consciousness that is changing, but of course, the collective consciousness is just the product of millions of individual consciousnesses. You are a reflection of that collective consciousness.
But what is speeding up is that you as Cassandra allow your consciousness to become aware of the whole of who you are. So you’re not just in the Lens now, you’re conscious in the three human dimensions on the gravitational wave that is in the non-physical and in the center of the earth. You’re conscious of the part of you out in the heavens that’s observing. You’re conscious of the string that’s spinning down. What’s happening is that in those non-physical parts of the operating system, there isn’t time. Everything moves at the speed of light squared. But when that wave comes up to the surface of the planet and breaks through into the Lens and creates your physical body to be the projector and the perceiver, in that Lens, everything slows down to the speed of light and is separated.
But the more that you as a human, with that body that’s projecting and then perceiving, allow your consciousness to open up and you can be aware of these other places, you are bringing into the Lens a faster speed of light squared that exists all around you outside [the Lens]. So it’s not necessarily destroying the speed of light in the Lens, but it is overlaying the speed of light (M) with the speed of light squared (M2) of the non-physical that exists in the rest of your operating system.
And that whole operating system, when it gets to the Lens, slows down and everything separates and the chair is no longer inside you. That’s true. But also in that is the non-physical. In that, you have feelings, you have thoughts. Those are the non-physical. They exist in the place that’s traveling at the speed of light squared. So it’s a unification of those two worlds.
And it isn’t automatic because you’re human. It isn’t that every human will be consciously experiencing this. Some humans may not be consciously experiencing it. It still might be having an effect on them, making them sick or worry or confused because they don’t really understand what energy does, how energy works. They’re working just in the Lens and so they’re looking for answers that impact just in the Lens.
You as a doctor understand that sometimes people’s emotional state is so disrupted and they have no idea that it’s happening, but their physical body is responding to it. Your job is to not just treat their body, but bring their Intellect and their Intuition and their Emotion into view for that person so that they can begin making different decisions about how they’re going to deal with and release all that energy. It’s a very individual relationship that every human has to this expanding consciousness and this unification of the entire operating system.
Q: So to summarize, it sounds like as we collectively—the collective consciousness—as we evolve, we’re contributing to the speeding up of energy. It sounds like this is happening all over the earth to everyone, because even if people aren’t consciously working on it, it’s affecting them.
Q: But some people will be able to work with it more easily than others, is that right?
A: Yes. Those of you who have trained yourselves to understand what energy is, how it operates, will have a different relationship to it. It’s much like before you went to medical school, long before you became a doctor and didn’t know anything about how the human body operates in conjunction with itself. You went through a learning process, and now you have a whole lot of different ways that you would approach healing a physical ailment than you did before you went to medical school.
It’s the same way with energy. You and everyone who’s listening to this have been studying how energy works, so you’ll have a different relationship to it. When you feel anxiety, it’s more likely that you will choose to get out of your head and start to breathe that anxiety and attach an intellectual description to it that is loving and kind and says, “Here’s this wave of anxiety. I’ll use my breath to move it.” That’s a very evolved way of dealing with this very highly accelerated speed of light squared energy.
Other people don’t have that language, that focus, and they only know that they’re discomforted, so they’ll maybe go to the doctor and the doctor will give them some pills to make them not feel that anxiety. That is a whole other set of repercussions that come up for that individual making those decisions. So yes, you are correct in those assumptions.
Q: This whole idea of energy work is getting more popular, with Healing Touch and acupuncture and all techniques. It’s really exciting. It seems like it’s effective. But I always feel like it’s more of a short-term thing. Is that enough to get some people to where they just keep getting energy treatments? I feel like that’s a really healthy thing to do, but I want to do the other stuff, too. Can you review that?
A: It is as you say, a shorter-term opening. It serves to take some initial steps to get people acquainted with what emotional energy feels like in their bodies and how to adjust it in their body.
But eventually the goal is to have people be so self-aware and so self-monitoring that they not only understand and can feel this Emotional energy, but they understand that the decisions that they make affect how that emotional energy works within their body. The ultimate healing and control takes place within their own mechanism with the expansion of their own understanding of themselves. But in the meantime, those techniques to open up that energy to them are very important and very effective in those stages.
But we don’t think that humans were coming here to be dependent upon someone else or something outside themselves or some action that they take only to deal with Emotion in that way. It’s not meant to be the healthy operating system, that there’s a constant administering from without to deal with that state.
We are going to close the channel at this time and thank all of you who are listening and who have participated in this. This work is so important. We never want to see you underestimate the power of what you have within you. We are here to inspire you and inform you and educate you and sometimes prod you this way and that.
But ultimately you are the divine one. You are the soul seeking to manifest in human form the most divine human possible. You are, in fact, human. You are, in fact, divine. Every decision you make is the key to how you are going to help evolve the planet for the greatest good.
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In our dissertation today, we want to talk about personal stories and the resurrection of the personal story. The personal story is the description that guides the manifestation of your perception. This piece of your personal story has a tricky energy. Whatever it is, it’s absolutely necessary to enable you to have the human experience, to sit in that chair, lie in that bed, drive that car, look out the window. The quality and the nature of and how you use that personal story is your homework. This resurgence, this resurrection of the glorious story will become the next step in your self-awareness.
In the Easter tradition, there are many allegorical parallels to the personal story and how the personal story of Jesus changed through even the weekend of his special event. On the third day he rose from the dead and appeared to those closest to him, those who loved him the most, so there was an Emotion—with a capital E. They were still vibrating very close to the source together, and the imprint, the desire to see Jesus was strong amongst the apostles and the women and his mother—everyone who mourned Jesus. Those elements were alive.
The story was a great tragedy. The greatest tragedy of all was Mary giving birth to this child with the expectation that he would become a king and then seeing him die as a criminal on a cross. That represents the greatest individual torment possible on earth, greater than any holocaust, the deepest pain possible.
Then, the story changed, overnight. That horrible earthly tragedy took place, and yet beyond this earthly world there’s a non-physical reality. “Jesus is in front of us. We know he’s dead, but there’s his light body,” they were thinking. Part of why Jesus brought his message onto the earth plane at that time in that development of human beings, the evolution of human mind and thinking, was because they were still connected to the earth traditions. They weren’t that far away from the “worship” of sky and wind and air and being ruled by those things.
So bringing forth this advanced idea to this time, hooked in a body connection, those people literally experiencing Jesus’s resurrection, him appearing after his body had passed, was not too far off from a few generations of experiences of humans being close to the earth, being able to see the magic of the planet, being a part of nature and the way it rules the planet: Mother Nature. Part of that was the natural passing of people and spirits to the non-physical world. There was so much they didn’t understand.
This change in the personal story brought a new hope, a new understanding that in human times, considering the progress through time of the evolution of the human in the physical world, has taken thousands of years to process. Today, you’re seeing that in human evolution all things are being put on the table. It’s very difficult to hide evil any more, even in yourself. Much of this is greatly due to the work that you are individually doing in your lives to be committed to compassion. That’s the bottom line. It’s not whether you’re a Christian or a Muslim or an atheist or you practice Conflict Revolution. It’s that you are a human being having a human experience, and while you’re given tie privilege of being on the planet, you want to contribute to the greatest good—not because you should, but because you can.
That is the answer to dealing with evil right now. Everything you see happening around you, very realistically—the earth is being polluted, the waters are being poisoned—those are very real things in your dramas, in your lenses. So why not, since you have come here, recognize the signs of your personal mission to commit to compassion? You become a force. You channel the entirety of God’s love or compassion in the scientific sense of the synergy of it all. When you channel compassion, you tap into a power that cannot be accessed any other way.
This new spring surging forth in humanity is something we want to help guide you forward with, to the best of our ability. We understand that human beings, especially in this time period, are far more experimental than they are predictable. And we want to encourage you at this time to continue to be more experimental than you are predictable. What “predictable” means is that your personal story has taken over part of the mechanism and is running an operation in the whole system, whereas if it were just adjusted just a tiny bit, you could open up to a much greater power within yourself.
Think of this in terms of sitting in a chair. If everyone who’s sitting in a chair, even if you’re driving, can sit up straight and be conscious of your shoulders raised to the heavens and your shoulder blades back, your rib cage lifted, your abdomen and core tight, your pelvis tipped—feel that, and then if you just take a little fold forward and let your head drop, that’s not very much of a difference in position. But because it’s out of line, bending over and just hanging, from the systems that are running in your body, the bone structure and the neurological structure and how they all work together, that one little change can make a very big difference.
We want to challenge each of you, as you’re moving forward into the weeks and months ahead, to take a look at your personal story. Once you begin to invite this perspective, ask this question. “Can you show me my personal stories and how they limit me?” This is a good way to phrase anything that you’re seeking an answer to, rather than, “Why did this happen? Why did that happen?” Ask rather, “Can you show me places in my life where my personal story’s getting in the way or where I can make some minor adjustments to it?”
This kind of self-awareness comes in tiny chunks. This isn’t a lot of brainpower you have to analyze through or a lot to learn. You’re adopting a position, a perspective that is your power. Often you hear, “You are what you think.” We refute this by saying that, yes, you are what you think, what you sense, what you emote, but then a bigger system in place. Thoughts have a tremendous part in this, but let’s shift that now to, “You are your perspective.” That puts it in an interactive place where now, when you look at it that way, you say, “What is my perspective here?” You step out quickly into your witness and you see, “Look at that anger triggering those thoughts that are influencing me to say or think this perspective about that drama!”
When you come to the awareness of your control of your perspective, you are freed from thinking that you’re controlling something that you’re perceiving. That’s a different thing. There’s your perspective, and then there’s what you are perceiving. We’re talking very basically about your perspective. For those of you who might be listening for the first time, we want to paint a little picture for you to understand this.
Think about the eyeball and how it operates. It’s not just the eyeball. There’s the back of the eyeball, where theoretically in this case the blender that is sitting on the counter across the room is inverted and projected onto the back inside curvature of the eyeball through the lens. That’s technically how things work. It turns 180 degrees and it gets onto the inside of the curvature of your lens.
In our introduction to you as a greater you, a bigger system, the perceiver is the inside curvature of the lens. Your perception that you have the control is there. The blender across the room is not in your human mind’s control. What is in your human mind’s control is how you choose to have a personal story and perceive the world. That is where all of your power lies.
Feeling all of your emotion, writing new, open-ended stories, listening to intuition—there are many different steps to keep living, being in control of your thinking process and how it relates to your emotion, knowing what intuition is in your own self. How does it feel, how does it function? Those are things you need to do as well.
But when we talk about your perception, this lens with which you operate, you have the telephoto lens and the wide-angle lens, and there’s a purpose for each. It isn’t that you have only one perception. Your perception will change constantly depending on what you’re walking in on. That’s our way of saying, either you sit in your head and analyze all sorts of things as your body’s moving through life, or you open up that chest and get that wide-angle lens going, quieting down the mind that’s observing present moment, listening to intuition, being in the moment, being on the ready, waiting to discover how your answers will be manifest, because they will when you say, “Can you show me where my personal story is preventing me from manifesting the things that I think I want?”
With this perception that you choose to have, you’re ready for the magic. You’re aligning yourself to compassion, letting that energy flow through you and manifest and then have an effect on the blender over there on the counter. It’s the greater you in concert with itself that changes the manifestation in front of you, whether it’s the change in a relationship, that you want to become a telekinetic person and move physical matter—whatever you’re trying to manifest, this change of perception that you can do with your human mind allows so much to happen.
It’s like if you could do a theoretical experiment where someone purposely walked hunched over their whole life and someone else purposely did yoga all their life. Again, not a very big change in position of the body, but a healthy versus an unhealthy change. You would certainly see that person who walked and worked hunched over eventually curl up, the body degenerating. The person standing up, with their angle wide open, is ready to hear when intuition says, “Zoom in now, zoom that lens into the telephoto and let’s take a quick look at this close-up thing. OK, pull it back.” It’s like the lens of your eye, letting in enough light. If there’s too much light, it closes down. If there’s not enough light, it opens up.
You can create personal stories that let you live a life like that. How will you do it? How will you get out of your mind? How will you change your personal story? Of course we have a few suggestions, but we also want to talk about the synthesis that resurrection brings, the unification when, for example, you can look at all of the past of your life, the events that caused you to be who you are today, very real things for that human you, the essence of your human experience. This is important, and it’s becoming important in a different way, in a way that is a platform, a springboard to this new life, this resurrection as you’re moving forward, all of you, in your lives.
How can you personally find that new story on all levels and help build a structure that’s wide open, intuitive, waiting for that next most advantageous step? If you want to practice intuition, you can do it about everything—about what you’ll eat, what you should buy at the store. Practice not just in that moment making a choice that feels like your intuition, that’s one piece of it, but letting intellect go, as the days go on, you ask, “Should I buy this cheese or that cheese?” and you go, “Oh, here, this one,” that probably doesn’t make as much difference as, “Should I marry this person or not?”
There are different levels of intuitive relationships that you can nurture with yourself, and how the intellect then analyzes and processes the results of those decisions requires passing through time. It could be that you get home and you realize you bought parmesan when you should have bought feta. Life doesn’t really change very much. If you marry or don’t marry, you have years of experiences that show you what that intuitive message was about. If, for example, your marriage didn’t work, would you look back and say, “What was wrong with my intuition?”
Your new story is to understand that intuition is a process, and part of the process is getting that wild, crazy intellect of your human mind—your ego self that’s always going on and on—relaxed, how to stop thinking. We know, it’s a big question, one of the most difficult processes that a human can choose to undergo, to get that kind of control over what it going on in your intellect, and yet religions have practiced this idea of not thinking for thousands of years.
Think back to what human life was like 2,500 years ago and more. Primitive in terms of modern conveniences, but very close to the earth. Could be highly evolved, but it wasn’t nearly as chaotic as the culture you live in today. The amount of thinking that is required of you, of your brain, just to process information that you’re getting all the time, between the Internet and advertising and in the airwaves, the cell phone signals. And now, of course, us coming and asking you all this information about who you are in the non-physical, this unthinkable thing of trying to name God, trying to show you how God works. You’re being barraged. This is really a critical time in human mental health. The good news is that all of you are being pushed to be your own mental health practitioners.
We want to speak about anxiety. How does anxiety fit into the resurrection? Anxiety is first of all a natural energy. Think of it like thunder or lightning. The actual energy of anxiety itself is a building block of a series of energetic frequencies that exist in Emotion with a capital E, being that very deep primordial place within you where the whole world is held, that mustard seed, all the mathematics that will spring forth and be that blender over there.
This ultimate primal place of emotion is the place where all of this magnificent creation—and yes, we will call the blender a magnificent creation, and everything else that’s around you—begins at this place within, of such cacophony. If we could bring you down close to see all of the molecules of the blender mixing with the stove, mixing with Barbara, mixing with all of that, that place is beyond story. We can say all of this and spark your imagination, but until you go there and feel it in your body—there isn’t an intellect, there aren’t thought processes at this level. You define that anxiety as something that’s wrong with you that you have to make right or that you’re healing.
We’re trying to write a new story to say that you are revolutionizing mental health. Anxiety is just an energy that is part of a cacophony of energies working its way up the gravitational wave and is a part of creating the blender, of creating everything. The job then becomes to know that you’re learning a new worldview, a new system, that now you have to write your new story about how you’re going to find meaning in that anxiety and experience it. We of course advocate for separating the story of why you think you’re having anxiety from this beautiful—albeit intense—energy, but if you’re breathing it through and using it as fuel, think about that car being hurled through space at 40 miles an hour or more with all that flammable liquid. That’s emotion, and anxiety is a part of that.
You’re resurrecting yourself into a magician who will turn that anxiety into something more than you can even know. That’s how you can word if it you’d like to. When you stop letting the anxiety marry itself to the story that there’s something wrong with you and it’s a bad day, and you let it just flow and love it, you’ll find compassion. It’s part of the whole. It’s not something that needs to be healed, it needs to be transmogrified into your power. You have the power to change your perspective. You are the only one who has the power to change your perspective, and these are some of the hardest things that we can ask a human, intellectual, emotional, intuitive, space-time body with consciousness to do.
What we’re asking you to do is some of the most difficult work on the planet right now. And yet, every time all of you do it, you find that the smallest shift in your perception can make a huge difference in an operating system. How many of you have experienced this? How many of you have had conflicts with your mother or your sisters or your children or any of that? And when you go inside and you change yourself, you come back to that arena without even having spoken to any of them, and it’s different. They react differently.
This is the resurrection of anxiety into a power. Now when you’re getting on a plane or wherever you find this anxiety, you change your perspective. You say, “Ah! This is uncomfortable, but it’s my power, and I’m going to breathe with it.” And that becomes the answer. “I’ll get out of my head and breathe this, love it, have compassion for it,” whatever your words are for how you include it for the good of the whole. How can that anxiety contribute to the good of the whole?
Now that you’ve got yourself tapped into this power that previously had been termed a sickness, an illness, something to heal, now that you’ve got yourself around this power of anxiety, what personal story do you want to marry it to? We want to encourage you all to experiment with it to put in your wildest dreams. Maybe you’ve been working to take a vacation or an adventure. Grab onto that anxiety with your breath, be moving it. You can even still have that frantic, chaotic thought process where might want to say, “There’s something wrong with you. You can’t get through this. Don’t let go, because the last time you let go it was so bad.” You can even have all that going on.
But if you consciously, with conscious intention, put in a thought that says, “I want to create an adventure,” it can be that specific to your physical world. In fact, we want you to experiment with these feelings of anxiety and actually put any “bad” feelings into that equation. If it’s your anger, your anxiety, your dread, we want you to experiment with what that piece of the mechanism will be, that conscious, creative thought.
We’re not saying you should use this great magnificent power of tapping into your compassion to create a red sports car, because that’s what manifestation is about. That is not what we’re saying. What we’re saying is, “Listen. While you’re in those bodies, while you have this information in front of you and the coach who’s here to help you, experiment. Experiment with setting aside the story of anxiety, anger, depression. Put in a new story that says you’re going to do this in a new way.” It’ll be breath work. The first thing about anxiety is that the breath separates the emotion from the thinking process. The thinking is in your head, and the anxiety is in your solar plexus. You take a breath and it fills your chest between them. That brings them together and separates them at the same time.
There are all of these things going on. What do you want to do with this energy? You’ve got yourself around it now. What do you want to create? It’s that creative. That new story, overnight, went from, “Oh, I’m a terrible sick person. I have these anxieties,” to a whole new way of seeing things. What do you want to create? Experiment. And as we said, we’re not suggesting that your whole mission in life should be to manifest sports cars or material things. We would hope that ultimately you want to use this also to create peace in every relationship that you have on the planet. To create peace in every interaction that you’re doing. That’s a tall order, but if you intend that much, at least you’re striving for that much. If you intend just a little, then you just strive for a little. So a combination.
And the funny thing, of course, is that as you strive to learn how to use this power of tapping into your natural energy to influence the manifestation of the physical world around you, you have to align to compassion, you have to find compassionate stories in your intellect. Otherwise it won’t work. You have to make a decision that if anxiety is calling you, you’ll stop and take that breath, wherever you are. You can breath, and of course, should, in line at the supermarket, at a friend’s house, at a movie. You can breathe and turn your focus inward and put this new perspective in place, have a new relationship to the energy that was formerly called an anxiety attack. You can turn it around to your own good.
That is revolutionary for the masses, and you, by helping us in experimenting, can also see what kind of power that conscious intention in that moment can have. Experiment. Ask for red sports cars. If in your heart of hearts you think that for the greatest good of who you are, even if it’s just to prove to yourself that you can manifest a red sports car, for whatever reason, if there is a passion in you to create something, put it in there in that moment and see what you can do.
And again, not an anxiety attack, but anger. Because here’s what happens. Your human mind starts talking a story. It’s very convincing. The part of you that’s perceiving, it’s like you’re watching a movie. I’m watching a movie of the blender across the way, you’re watching a movie of a drama with a family member or someone at work or standing in line at the supermarket. There’s a part of your mechanism that’s telling you the story of what you’re perceiving. Perception is not just what you think of it. Perception is the much bigger function of this greater you than what you think about it.
You watch what that story is. Be hypervigilant about how much you’ll get yourself sucked into that story that you’re telling yourself, because the perceiver is watching the movie. You go to a movie and hear the characters’ incredible story about what happened to them in their lives and you’re moved. That’s why you go. You want to become involved in the story. But in a movie theater, you know you’re just sitting in that chair. In your physical world, you’re the actor in the play. You’re in the movie as well, so it’s a little more difficult for you to step outside and get the part.
That is in fact what you are here for in this resurrection of your lives,. We are very, very excited. We want to encourage you all, right now, in this spring, to remember the process of spring. Underneath the miles of snow and ice, there is sleeping, the tree looks dead. It’s not dead, it’s sleeping. To that end we can’t stress enough the importance of your own sleep, the importance of your own rest and revitalization through winter. But as the ice recedes and the snows melt, something begins to push upwards from the center of the earth. The sun warms the surface, and the mysterious force of life impels life to return to the trees and the sap to start flowing, the leaves to start growing, and the branches to reach farther towards the sky for another season. In the full bloom of summertime, when that tree is at its most beautiful, glorious peak, there is a knowledge that the system will again begin to shut down. The leaves dry up and fall off and scatter over the earth, turn into the earth again. The snow comes, and all sleeps again.
And without fail, like clockwork, the snow recedes, the ice melts, and the spring begins to push up. Don’t miss a single step of this journey. Learn how to put yourself in the perspective of being a discoverer. Every day you have been given the miraculous opportunity to discover your life, your power, to gain more control over your thoughts and less control over your emotions, to make it a knee-jerk reaction when a big emotion comes up to breathe and move and breathe and move, particularly right now with relationships.
Because relationships are where all of this is playing out. Some of it is thing-related, yes. There are lessons to be learned about how to manifest physical things. But all of you will and always be challenged by the many, many types of relationships that you have in your lives. If you have an intimate relationship, you’re taking this mirror even further into experimentation. So having this discovery perspective when it comes to your close relationships will be one of the most fulfilling and enriching experiences of your life.
Any time that you can purposefully take a situation in your life that is conflicted and confused and go in with a new perspective, with a sense of discovery and a commitment to compassion, you can bring a space, a beautiful change into a situation where others may grind on ad infinitum. After all, look at humanity, still grinding away at killing one another.
You being this change at every single level also helps change the personal story of who you are, and you can accept and grow into the magic. Every day you can resurrect yourself to a brand-new day, and you can know that after this physical body passes away and you go to sleep for a little bit before you have another body, another tree—and by the way, you can be that tree over and over. You can also be yourself over and over, having different experiences. There’s so much to play with once your physical body is no longer taking all your energy to create the physical world. Then you really step back into a perspective that’s far more playful and free and delightful than what the personal story of your suffering human mind is going to tell you.
If there’s anything that we can do here today, it would be to bring you this remarkable inspiration that resurrection, this new springtime that’s coming to life is truly here, it’s pushing forward, and there’s nothing that will stop it. Spring can’t stop. It might be delayed a bit for some, but it won’t be stopped. It will push up and things will grow again. Always.
So look at your lives that way and get excited. Even the worst can be changed overnight into a new perception. That is where all of your power lies.
At this time we will open for questions and conversations.
Q1: Thanks so much. What’s been coming to me is a state of mind, having the perspective of discoverer has been so very helpful. This has been so inspiring, thank you. I’m also getting messages, speaking of the theme of resurrection, of eternal life, where we can stay in our bodies as long as we want and experience different dimensions using our bodies as a vehicle. Could you speak of that?
A: Certainly. There are two ways to look at eternal life. One is from the physical lens of the world, and the other is from the greater operating system. Obviously, the operating system is a self-contained unit. It’s the eternal life that regardless of if there’s even a planet earth, even if the whole incredible history of the billions of years that science has documented the planet earth existing, all of the different phases of dinosaurs, humans emerging, all of that, even without that, there is a human intention that will eventually find a new way to create the intention to bring humanity into physical form—humanity in this case being perceivers of a perceived reality, that is, separation, the idea that God created humans so God could experience self.
But also, in the smaller sense, the lens, the human mind, you are working on that as a part of moving through space and time. How it takes place is different than eating right, exercising, making sure your body’s healthy. That’s something that should be done just for the mechanism, of course, to prolong your life and to help with the change of the species. For example, when Edgar Cayce was channeling, bringing in higher energy, he burned out. The next evolution of that is Barbara, where there’s an integrative system of regeneration that will automatically prevent her from burning out on channeling.
Part of it is taking breaks from the channeling. Part of it is the expansion of her physical body in a time, in this process of four-dimensional life, that’s different than it was 50 or 60 years ago because of the evolution of human consciousness. So Barbara’s body can take more energy surging through it and not be tired and not get burned out. That’s an evolutionary thing that you’re doing.
Energetically, theoretically, if you had the ability to let go, for example, of Debbie in the lens, with all your drama and all your attachments, and live more in the greater you, there are areas that you tap into in the non-physical in the system that not only help extend that human life, but could tap you into a space-time reality in a DNA body that has already figured that out. We call it the future. Maybe after Debbie’s body passes away, the energy that is you decides to manifest in future life where you’ll be Debbie and you’ll bring that DNA body with you into that, and it’ll be a different space-time where culture has accepted that the body doesn’t die and in fact has discovered how Debbie in 2014 can step in and out of that particular lens.
So there you go. You don’t have to die, you just step in and out of that particular lens. There’s no simple answer, but does that give you some insight?
Q1: Yes, it does. I’m going to listen to it again. Is it that everything is possible and we’re just choosing from that unlimited potential to experience?
A: Well, yes and no. At a certain level. By the time you are cemented into your body, there are certain things that you don’t escape right now. You don’t escape your DNA space-time body. There’s a limitation. It’s not possible for you to be someone else. But in the source, the first initial compilation of your consciousness that’s surrounding all the mathematics of all the potential, certainly there’s a lot more potential at that level that could be experienced than by the time you get to be who you are in your space-time body in 2014. And that’s what’s confusing for your mind, because what does that mean, then, when you’re at that level of the process, where you’re in the compilation in the middle of earth with just the mathematics? You want to be Einstein, you want to be Barbara, you want to be Galileo, you want to be anyone. There is the redefinition of concurrent life and why, as far as reincarnation, you have the potential to experience everything it’s possible to experience as humans. So you have the potential to experience being Einstein.
It becomes a much more complicated system than just, can’t Debbie do anything? And yet, paradoxically, if you were to go deeply into the source and rearrange at that level, you’d be doing what the Toltec shapeshifters mastered. It’s not that it’s impossible, it’s just, what degree of personal self-discipline will it take any human at this time to get to that level of transformation?
Q1: I see. Thank you. Thank you so very much.
Q2: Thank you so much for that dissertation. Your answer to the first question brought up another question for me when you talked about the Toltecs and the shapeshifting. Did they do that from the lens, or did they find other ways to tap in in a different way down on the gravitational wave closer to the source?
A: They were trained in the lens to rearrange all of these things that we are suggesting to you. So even though back then the test didn’t consist of your mother-in-law and all of the dramas you have in today’s life, but a Toltec warrior was in the making—they weren’t born that way, they were trained in how to do this—one of the things that they were trained to do was, their egos were perpetually being frightened out of existence. Those for men who started out as boys, in training many things were revealed to them through perceptions that scared them to death, and then they were taught how to deal with that emotion. The Toltecs who were doing the training were—we’re going to say this and qualify it—the equivalent of Jesus, in that we’ve always said that Jesus was at a level of evolution where he just walked through a crowd and changed the energy because he was working at not just a deeply-connected-to-the-source level, but also at a predetermined evolutionary place in his thoughts, feelings, senses, intellect, emotion, and intuition. He was meant to be alive. And of course his 33-year lifetimes in the same body aligned him to be that, and he could influence just because of that.
They influenced how the trainees were seeing things, they could tap into that level, because their ego had been scared to death and gone for a long time, and they explored the non-physical, had a much different language to describe it than we would today. A lot of their training was done without language. So in a sense, yes, they understood the wholeness of who they were and that that little body that was a trainer was just a tiny little part of the whole that was going on and it sort of had to get out of its own way. Does that make sense?
Q2: Yeah, and I can see how what you’ve shown us today can be applied to even the regeneration and renewal of physical bodies as well. It’s like baby steps in getting to that point of shapeshifting.
A: Yes. And that is a form of shapeshifting. Say you have an illness or you’re overweight, and how you’re shifting your perception then changes the physical world. That is a form of shapeshifting that, if your perception is saying to you that you will never be what you think you should be, that’s your perception of yourself, which is probably, for years before you became self-aware, what the self-talk was. You shift that perception and suddenly your whole world shifts, and you’re changing the blender. If you listen back—when all of you listen back to this, because we’ve given you a lot of information, in layers, as always—about the shapeshifting, you see it implied through the talk, yes.
Q2: Thank you so much.
Q3: Thank you. I certainly agree with the others. What a wonderful dissertation. It raised many thoughts and inspirations. I’ll just focus on the one about movies. When you were talking about the difference between watching a movie and then being in your own movie, being part of the script, one of the actors in your own movie, how it’s harder to step out of it. I see a lot of great, good-quality movies made around the world at the local film fest, and I’ve always enjoyed what kind of self-awareness I can get from watching the characters going through their lives. I recommend one I just saw called Labor Day with Kate Winslet and Josh Brolin, a wonderful, slow-moving portrayal of different emotions, using flashbacks and moving forward into future self, potentials you don’t expect will come. In a matter of two hours of watching a movie you can go through a whole range of emotions and see how you would have been in that situation, where you identify or don’t identify with the characters. Afterwards there’s lots to ponder and apply to your own life. For me, that’s a great way, the whole projection idea, the whole scripting people into your life, it’s a great analogy for what we’re doing here.
A: Yes, and there are people who, for example, won’t go to certain movies because they evoke too much emotion. Some people don’t like horror films. Imagine the power of sitting in a theater, literally, watching what your human mind absolutely knows has been constructed, it’s fiction, there were many cameras and lighting people and they pieced it together, and now you’re in the movie theater and you know it’s just light coming out of a camera being projected, and yet it still evokes so much emotion. Think about that in terms of when now you’re also the actor.
Our message is that you are taking in so much information as humans right now that the resting of the brain, of the thoughts is key. And also, when you’re in the movie theater watching the scary movie, there’s a place within your perception that realizes that it’s just a movie. Very complicated.
Q3: Thank you very much. That’s a very great source of study and becoming aware but not staying stuck in the mind so much. Thank you.
A: And another part of all of this shapeshifting that we’re suggesting is that what you’re doing you’ve not been able to do before. There isn’t a roadmap. There are a lot of pieces of information that you will personally be drawn to, but this is about you building your own complete system. We give you the basics of how it works, but you design it to bring it into the lens. You design how you’re going to shapeshift, what shapeshifting means to you. You write the personal story of how magic works in your life. That’s another thing that challenges everyone’s authority. People are afraid sometimes to pick up their power. “I’m taking full responsibility.” No, you want, “That person did this to you.” Or “No, I can’t.” So you’re fighting against an inertia as well. It’s very exciting.
Q2: When you mentioned that Jesus was aligned to compassion, to the intuition, and how the magic and the force and the power all came once that alignment was in place, how does that relate to the weak nuclear force and the strong nuclear force? Is there a difference? Is it just using all of those things?
A: It would be using all of those things, so the weak nuclear force transforms water into wine, the strong nuclear force repels one of the apostles at the end. But to understand it, you look at it from the perspective of Jesus the man. When he looked at anyone, he saw himself. “These things that I do, you will do greater things.” He projected onto every person he met the truth of the great I Am. The I Am is the way, the truth, and the light, going within, taking responsibility for yourself. All of those things he could never say in those ways, but because of who he was, he projected the kingdom of God onto everyone.
And much like sometimes you may feel when you hear Einstein speak through Barbara that there’s a special magic in the air and a perspective that you don’t get unless you’re listening to this and you can take it away and pull it apart, in the same way, he was intoxicating. It’s why he was able to have so many people follow him in such a short time. It’s less of a conscious thing and more of a less-conscious thing. He wasn’t sitting there thinking, “I’m going to use the strong nuclear force and the weak nuclear force to turn this water into wine.” He was working fully from the source up and outward of manifestation, and the human mind was last sometimes.
And that’s a good story, too, turning the water into the wine, because his deep desire was not to have his mother be embarrassed for running out of wine at a wedding ceremony that she was hosting. That was his passion. And because he was so involved and the system was so complex already, the water turned to wine, and he was surprised. There are varying levels. That’s why we want to encourage you that the little things that don’t seem as if they’re part of it, the little pieces of being human that are so difficult for all of you, don’t be fooled into thinking that the movie is anything but a movie. Feel it, be in it, but while you’re in it, have that passion of human intention.
For the most part, as you explore those conflicted areas of your own life where it seems like, “Oh, my gosh, I’m so human,” you’re actually doing the very things that are getting you to that state of mind as we described it to you. We said this 20 years ago when we first appeared. The road to human evolution is through the resolution of conflict. You are learning how to take that conflict and turn it into wine.
Q4: The topic today is very much aligned with what I’m experiencing right now. Tapping into whatever you can tap into with me, what seems to have come about recently as strong passion for me is moving into greater self-empowerment in a broader context. Please share whatever you might be able to with me to enable me to do that more fully.
A: Yes, yes. This is a wonderful question for all of humanity. One of the things that you can do is be very aware wherever you find yourself as a victim. We want to define “victim” as attachment. This is something for you to play with in your thought process. If you’ve created everything, and that’s your story and you’re sticking to it, then you’ve just given yourself the power to uncreate everything and recreate everything.
We don’t encourage humans to stop being victims and stop being attached to circumstances in their life because it’s a good or bad thing. We encourage you because it truly puts you in the most powerful place, and then, like a CEO of a company, the buck stops there. By putting yourself in that place, you get to explore deeper parts of yourself when, for example, you come up against someone who really does victimize you, in the lens, in the drama, on the screen, someone’s being robbed or murdered, a perpetration is happening—that’s the movie.
To your human body and your human life, that’s very real. You have to deal with that. You’re on the front line. How will you deal with it? If you say, “I didn’t create this. I don’t believe it. Something else forced it upon me,” you’ve just lost your power. If you say, “I create everything, why would I create this?” and do what humans do, you’re led down first of all a path of emotion. And remember, you’re trying to capture all the feelings, because they’re carrying all that vital present-moment power of manifestation.
When you stop being the victim, you have to feel your feelings. You have to deal with the age-old question, “Why did I create this for myself?” We would suggest also that when you ask, “Show me. Can you show me how?” that’s a beautiful question. “Can you show me how I can be more empowered?” Your job is to quiet the mind, pay attention, and then be in present moment to see, and then you start to have an awareness, you go into a situation where there’s emotion going on, decisions that have to be made. You’re operating in that moment to the best of your ability, and then as the situation turns out, at every step you process ownership.
This is something that takes time for the human mind. Your ego has to reduce itself from its self-important stories. That’s one thing. Another thing is resting. We can’t say it often enough to all of us, but sometimes you in particular, rest that mind. Just rest it. Just stop thinking. Yes, it sounds easy, but if you have six tools that you’ve developed to stop thinking, then you can use them when you need to stop thinking. And when you stop thinking and continue to breathe, therefore moving emotion through, you’re creating a power system. It’s like tuning the engine. That’s empowering.
Finally, we’d say use as much compassionate self-talk as is humanly possible at every turn. Don’t be afraid to get into arguments with yourself when you find that self-talk is disparaging. “No, I’m not going to talk to myself in this way. You’re banished, those stories. Here’s the new one. I am a miracle just sitting in this chair.” Those are some ideas that could help.
Q4: Thank you very much for those suggestions. They’re wonderful, and I will definitely put them into action.
A: Wonderful. So much of what we want to do right now as our mission is to be inspiring to people, to move ahead regardless of what you’re facing with this new perception and expectation of miraculous undertakings. And part of what’s so exciting is seeing you grow into humans who have so much faith in yourselves that you can do this, that you are doing this, that you are the change. It’s so very exciting. We thank all of you for all of the things that you do. Know that there is a beautiful association with all of you—that’s why we call it the Party—that happens in the non-physical. You’re tapped into it. The more you rest your mind, the more you open up your intuition, you become playful and imaginative and you let these images flow and you begin to see and sense each other in the non-physical, communicating in the ways that you know, images, electricity, perception, premonitions, connections with the unseen. There are a lot of you out there around the world who’ve never met who feel connected to each other. This is such a beautiful time, and we are so, so very grateful for all of you, and we hope that you take advantage of your ability to tap into the non-physical as well.
We will at this time close the channel, again with great thanks in our heart. Know that we are excited. Despite anything that might be taking place in the lens at any given moment, the influence of this non-physical compassion is astounding right now. Never before on the planet have so many people been so committed and so aware of how being compassionate in their own personal lives can contribute to such a huge change. It’s as if the call went out, “Bring in those who are willing.” And that’s all of you. Know that you’re connected to millions of people around the planet who are working in tiny ways to change the whole. It’s a glorious sight for us, those of us especially who had physical bodies during times when the world was in great turbulence, when we had to face our own evil.
Being in the non-physical, able to influence, able to perceive, watching over your shoulders, taking in all of the exciting transformation that’s going on right now—we are so honored. We want to thank you so very much and encourage you to become discoverers. And what do discoverers do? They watch, and then they are amazed.
Voices: Wow! Wow! Thank you, Barbara!
Barbara: Thank all of you.
Voice: I am resurrected!
Barbara: I sure feel that way. That was really fun and exciting!
Voice: It was very good.
Barbara: And as I was saying earlier, this will be my first podcast. I’ll send you out a link. I’m going to try to get it up on Earth Day, on the 22nd. Thank you all so much for participating.
Voice: Thank you so much for making this opportunity. I want to wish everybody a happy Easter, happy resurrection day.
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