Since we began the Transcendence series in January, the world has undergone an unfathomable transformation. Throughout those changes, our exploration of transcendence has taken us into pragmatic, creative, inspiring, sacred, physical and emotional landscapes in search of how to live in the world but not of it. I speak for many of you, I am sure, when I say, I am not the same person I was when we started. If anything, I feel I am more myself than I’ve ever been before.
As the old structures of government and society unravel at an unprecedented pace, so are individuals and their relationship to themselves. Everything feels to be coming apart at the seams, including our mental, spiritual and emotional health. But these failing internal structures are giving us a chance to build new, self-loving, sustainable, community-oriented selves to then mirror into the world.
Humans, without a perceivable future, are coming face to face with themselves on every level. The good, the bad, the ugly—all out in the open to be witnessed and transformed. Without being able to see a predictable future, it surely does feel like death, the moment when we have to let go of it all and go on to the next mysterious level of consciousness.
Join us Saturday as we explore how to commit to that mystery and gain a new sense of self, navigating together through this enormous change.
BARBARA: It is April 26, 2020. Welcome to everyone who is present here right now. To those who in the future who will be listening later from whenever you are, I hope everyone is hanging in there in all this pandemanium.
I am blessedly in Lake Superior on Madeline Island. And while I, too, as Lily had said before we started, have been experiencing many deep emotions, I think we all have had those experience. I have to admit, my life is not greatly touched negatively by this right now. I recognize there are other people than me. But if I have to just talk about my personal life, I have so much wonderful fresh food and I’ve got a beautiful home and clean water. I have access to nature 24 hours a day, and I live in this great community. It’s springtime. I have a little bit of a cushion financially. So I’m not greatly affected by all this in that way.
But it’s still pushed me into getting involved in the community garden, which is also being outside and in nature and in the sun and doing all those things that are good for us. So I think more than ever I send out my prayers and my energy and my vision to those people who aren’t in the same boat. I know a while back I said something about us being in the same boat. But it’s really not. We’re all in the same storm and everybody’s in their own boat. All our boats are together but we’re having different experiences. So more than ever, I send out my prayers, I think we all do, to this beautiful world, and everybody and everything they’re going through, to really understand what it means to be truly connected to each other. I’m grateful for all of that.
I’m so grateful for Robin, who has many talents, one of which, besides womaning the technology, is that she is an astrologer. I have asked her today to speak a little bit about what’s going on in the stars and the planets during this unorthodox and unconventional time we’re going through. Robin, would you want to share that with us. Can you give us some insight into what’s going on up there?
ROBIN: Yes, Barbara, thank you, it would be my honor to. I also love the analogy we’re all on the same storm but not on the same boat. I’m going to remember that.
I have to go back a coupe of months to set the stage for the astrology. Astrologers for many, many years have been “oohing” and “aahing” about what the stars are going to look like in 2020. So for astrologers, seeing all this unfold is, “Wow, we were expecting something big, but we really didn’t know what it would look like.” In 2008, the planet Pluto, which is a very slow-moving planet, entered Capricorn right around the financial fall. Then it goes through a sign for 16 to 20 years, and it will be in Capricorn until 2024.
But what’s unique is about 2020 we have had a parade of other planets also enter Capricorn. Five of them aligned with Pluto at the exact degree on January 12, 2020. So I think of this as a progression or procession where Pluto has been slowly moving through Capricorn. Pluto is the transformer. Capricorn is a sign of structures. It rules the government. It rules societal structures, which in and off itself isn’t necessarily a bad thing. But when Pluto comes through a sign or a placement in the sky or in your particular chart, it is surely going to create transformation in the places that need it. Like Shiva.
So we really began some of this transition, this transformation, when Pluto first entered Capricorn. Then on January 12, 2020, Saturn was there. The Sun was there. And since then, Venus has come through, Mercury has come through. Mars has come through. Around March 19th, on the equinox actually, Jupiter came through. That was a very powerful day because Jupiter touched Pluto in Capricorn. What that brings is expansion and innovation and new ideas. I’m an evolutionary astrologer. I think all of you can relate to that. The idea is that there’s nothing inherently wrong; we’re all here evolving. Like our series, this time we’re evolving to transcendence.
Each [planet] is bringing its gifts with it. Jupiter is going to be going back and forth across Pluto for this entire year. Saturn went by it, but it’s going to come back and touch. Pluto went retrograde yesterday. So we’re going to be doing this very big dance all of this year. Then some of those planets are going to be moving into Aquarius. What this is doing for us is, it’s helping us learn what is essential, what needs to be transformed in our structures so that when Pluto does move into Aquarius, that’s really ushering in the Aquarian age that everybody’s been talking about for who knows how long. That’s the official start of the Aquarian age.
We want to have our values straight because Aquarius also rules artificial intelligence. We’re going to be moving into a time of significant advancement there. That’s really even going to step up quite a bit starting next year because Saturn will be going through Aquarius.
So I like to look at it as, yes, it’s going to be a very intense year, but if we take the viewpoint that we’re never given a challenge without also all the skills and gifts to move through it, I’m confident that we can look at this as an optimistic time.
So that’s the synopsis, and I’ll hand it back to you, Barbara.
BARBARA: Wow, that’s a lot of planets. I remember you telling me that they lined up in January and now here in April undergoing what we’re undergoing … wow, what a pull. And what could have done what this virus had has done so decisively and worldwide? There is so many layers of what’s going on here. Thank you, Robin, for that. I like to look up in the sky and of course I love anything to do with Aquarius, even though I know some of the trials and tribulations of Aquarius, like we all have but …
ROBIN: Let me say one thing about. You know that the highest octave of Aquarius, which we see in you, Barbara, is a humanitarianism. Aquarius rarely does things of just themselves. They often speak in “we” and they are visionaries. They’re the sign after Capricorn, which means there’s the wisdom of Capricorn already rolled all in there. So Aquarius is at the stage that says, “How do we take everything we’ve learned through all the signs before and make a difference for the human collective?” It’s a beautiful sign.
BARBARA: The virus gives it this dividing line. It’s , like “before virus” and “after virus,” someone was saying. As we’ll learn today I’m sure in the channel, the perspective that we take into the “after virus” is going to be all crucial to what what we create.
ROBIN: Exactly The transformation will happen.
BARBARA: It is.
ROBIN: And I think the more we go into it consciously and coming together in groups like these and doing our work, we can succeed.
BARBARA: We are succeeding. I’m very excited about all of it. Thank you Robin, I sure appreciate your sharing.
BARBARA: When I started channeling groups with Kim and Teresa all those many years ago, it took a couple of group channels to figure out that the Angels had their own agenda. Ever after, for the most part (with the exception of a few channels that I’ve specifically asked for) I’ve pretty much just been told: here’s the series, here’s the lessons that we want to teach, and the same was true with this week’s channel.
I looked out to my backyard and said, “So what flavor of transcendence will we be doing this week?” Without a hesitation I heard sacred. Sacred transcendence. I, of course, grabbed the dictionary and I started looking stuff up.
But just for a review, transcendence means two things: one is “to pass beyond our human limits,” and the other is “to experience ourselves above and independent of the physical world.” Our work on being transcendent is a pragmatic practice of learning to live in the world but not become a victim of it.
One meaning of the word sacred is “being dedicated or set apart for worship of a deity” — being dedicated or set apart for worship of a deity. Then worship lead me to “the reverent love and allegiance accorded a deity” as well as “the ceremony, prayers or rights by which that love is expressed.”
Then deity led me to divinity which lead me to divine, meaning “being or having the nature of a God; of relating to, emanating from or being the expression of a God; superhuman; supremely good.” Then I found this: divine as a verb: “to know by inspiration, intuition or reflection.
So it sounds to me like the Angels are trying to tell us something about ourselves. All of this is about self love. As I told the girls back in 1994, we are God. Transcendence is about acknowledging the power of the divine within us and each other, and creating a daily ritual that reminds us of this great power of love that we have been gifted with and that no one can take away from us but us. Without self love, what do you have to give to anyone else? You cannot give what you do not have.
So sacred transcendence then in essence is a ceremony of love that we do for ourselves and the planet that helps us pass beyond our human limitations to recognize our godhood and experience ourselves above and independent of the physical world. We are in the world but we’re not victims to it.
During this extraordinary situation we’re all finding ourselves in, more than ever we need this ceremony for love every day. We need to be reminding ourselves of our own godhood. It is the perfect time to strip away as many of our habits as possible to show us a new perspective. Whether we like it or not, we are all being changed and like everything, the quality of that change will depend on the quality of our relationship to ourselves. Our relationship to the material world is filtered through our own self love or lack thereof.
Sacred transcendence becomes a simple way to make sure that we’re maintaining the highest relationship to ourselves that we possibly can have. Quite simply that means, one, feeling and breathing all of our feelings; getting those wild horses of the intellect under control; creating new definitions of who we are and what’s happening around us; and finding the time and the stillness to listen to our intuition.
Now I’ve been hearing from different sources that stress and fear diminish our immune systems. That reminded me of the opening of Diaries [of a Psychic Sorority: Talking With the Angels] where the three of us put forth this idea and I just want to read these few paragraphs:
Just for a moment, allow yourself to toy with a possibility: What if our fear is actually causing the violence in the world, not the other way around? What if by healing our own inner fear we could actually heal the entire planet?
And what if the “angels,” talking so clearly through us, could guide us with step-by-step instructions for bringing peace into the world? Not just the global peace we all pray for, but the peace that begins within each of us.
For how can we bring peace to the planet if we can’t even settle the conflicts we have win our own mind?
So this fear that is rising within all of us, it’s natural, it’s normal, and I think we should welcome it. It’s a chance for us to empty our basements, as we say in Conflict REVOLUTION. To make sure that we do not repress emotion. But if you also think about that fear as our way to heal the planet, it’s our way to feel so deeply what everyone is feeling. You know that when you’re in emotion, you don’t see a lot of visual things. When you feel really deep into mourning, you lose track of the external world. So like Lily was saying before, she has these ups and downs. If we can just roll with them, we can actually be have a great influence on the world right now.
So this is a time to feel everything: cry if you need to, rage if you have to (don’t hurt anybody, including yourself). Go pound on some nails or stomp on some sidewalks. But redefine your emotion—so keep the emotion flowing, but also keep control over the Intellect. Keep control of those thoughts
Remember, channeling any emotion into a positive, powerful sacred thought fuels that thought into reality. So you don’t just need the “good” emotions to fuel the sacred thought. If you’re stomping on sidewalks, feeling and breathing a bunch of anger and thinking, “I release repressed emotions—I’m healing myself and the planet,” you’ll experience anger and process it much differently then if you keep thinking the degenerative, depressive thoughts that you are fueling with that fear.
If you can’t stop thinking those degenerative, depressive thoughts, step into your Witness and at least watch yourself. Watch yourself thinking those things. Observing yourself is the beginning of that change.
If there’s one thing that I could tell the world—funny thing about that—right now, it would be the importance of separating the Emotion from Intellect. Treat your Emotion and Intellect as differently as you would treat your heart and your stomach. Separate them. Deal with them as independent energies in this way that we’ve been teaching you for so long. That’s how we start to make these miracles. That’s how we start to influence what happens around us. It’s also what keeps us healthy and flowing, no matter what’s going on around us.
So maybe we can take this time to settle in, start to breathe.
We will command that only the most divine light shine down upon you at this time and the greatest good be present here.
We will add our voice of gratitude and thanks to all of you who are listening at whichever time you might be. We are broadcasting today on April 26, 2020 from a place of sheer joyful potential. This joy that we are feeling where we are has to do with a completely nonlinear definition of what the post virus world is.
Our nonlinear experience has always been that way—our communication with you and through Barbara and bridging the gap between the physical and the non physical—we have always been in that nonlinear place. But now you, more than ever, are as well. All of you are being forced to live in a state where the voices of culture that we’ve talked about for ad infinitum are so intensely wrapped up in fear.
This fear—even if you intellectually get the wild horses of your intellect—out-of-control horses—if you get them into alignment, this fear exists still, still in its deep, repressed format. The intention of understanding this is the transformation. It is about the transformation of the entire human species. We’ve been saying that for so long. It sounds, even not too long ago, grandiose. But now you can see on a very tactile level what it is that we’re referring to, of the entire human species. Each and every human on the planet at this time has a relationship to this new energy.
Those of you who have been nurturing your identity with the nonphysical; those of you who have been able to invite your own death into your consciousness and understand and face your death before it ever happens and embrace it; for those of you who believe in changing from within in order to manifest what changes from without: you have a little bit of a head start on even evolved people. But so much of humanity is not anywhere near where you are.
This time that you’re in is really being dictated by the Earth. [This change] is originating in the Source, in the center of the planet. This change that’s being manifest outside yourself as a virus, this is going to be felt in every single human because it is sourced in the center of the earth. But as you hear us talk again, this is how it always is. But this change that needs to happen is a collective from every human being that’s been on the planet, every incarnation of every human being that’s been on the planet. It’s like it’s its own little atomic bomb that went off without actually destroying the surface of the planet, destroying the trees and the waters (all of that is taking place, mind you).
So in this change the important steps that you’re taking right now cannot be stressed. We cannot stress enough to every individual within earshot of our voice that now more than ever, to accommodate these perspectives in yourself are going to be your guiding light. Never before has it ever been more true that if you choose to make decisions that are not for the good of the whole, that will lead to your destruction. To your own destruction.
On a practical level, if you desperately need to rest and your Intellect is not making decisions for the good of the whole and is ignoring your intuitive impelling to please get some rest, get some rest for the good of everything that’s going on, and you keep driving yourself—that’s not for the good of the whole. That’s what creates the repressed emotion. It’s what creates the weakened immunity, the stress. In that inner world, that’s what changes your outer world, when you practice this kind of perspective. By practicing this kind of perspective, that’s what changes your outer world.
That’s why we say that the condition of what you’re going to experience in this new world is totally going to be based on the condition of your experience of your relationship to yourself. The condition of your relationship with yourself. There are many other things that you can look at during this time. You can take classes. You can enjoy live music. You can catch up on old movies you’ve wanted to see. There’s all sorts of things out there that you can or can’t do during this time. But what you do inside right now will have such a profound affect upon your life and also this growing new world that you’re making.
We want to stress that, more than ever, this is a time to focus on being the love, on being the one who is generous, on being the one who is working for the good of all. This time to build those things is so profound. One of the reasons is because, whether you all know it or not, you’re more susceptible because of the lack of patterns and habits, because of the lack of customs and familiarity. That has opened up this vast amount of space and unsurety and that vacuum that gets created right before creation. Right during creation.
While you’re moving through all of this, the simplicity of taking one step, one step, one step … we can’t obviously stress that enough either, in terms of the importance of self love in the sacred transcendence. This sacred transcendence is you. It’s fitting, too, and apt with the Easter season. Coming awake and then realizing this is your job. This is your calling. This is your life. These are your thoughts, these are your senses, these are your feelings. These are your actions and decisions. That’s what should be coming first and foremost: the mastery over all of those things. Because once you align in that way and you’re running the system on that intuitive power—the power of your Emotion, which is attached to Compassion, your fifth fundamental force of the universe that brings the intelligence to create the entire universe—that is within you. it’s all starting within you.
To that end, back to the virus: it’s beginning within you as well. As Barbara had said, what if fear were actually causing the catastrophes of the world instead of your fear being because of? This is an opportunity for all of you to feel that—when you have this deep abundance of deep emotion without a lot of thought behind it. You’re just feeling, feeling and breathing. By releasing this fear, you are cleaning up the non-physical conflicts and repression. You’re helping to move the entire energy into this new creation. You’re doing this for your grandchildren and their grandchildren. Because that’s the way organically and miraculously and yet, synergistically, human beings are going to push passed the point of extinction.
In throwing yourselves up on the land as fish in order to become amphibious, you are doing the same thing now—the emotion around who makes it and who is able to breathe in in transforming the physical body from breathing in with [gills] to changing that into adapting and breathing into lungs so you can walk on land. How quickly did that adaptation take place? What we’re saying to you is that the state that all of you are in, you are already—you have these new lungs to breathe in. Now it’s just a matter of your own acceptance of your power.
Part of what we hope gets stripped away from this habitual thinking and voices of culture is this idea that money is somehow a greater power than anything else in the world. We understand that money can buy a lot of things. But money can’t buy a lot of things. In the end, it’s the things that money can’t buy that you’re going to end up with, not the things that money can buy. The importance of adapting to this new understanding of life including trading and bartering also includes, with those of you with an abundance of money, being able to help those who need money for particular things. Those of you with an abundance of time and talent can give that to particular people. This idea of the money-based society can be at least within you, at least within your value—not that you don’t have to live in it, but you don’t have to be of it. You don’t have to be a victim to it, using other agencies that you have to be able to manifest those things.
These are all the powers of this new human consciousness. And you’re living and breathing it. To us, that’s far, far, far more important than fame or having a great deal of money or having huge followings of people to distract from the work that we’re doing so intently here in the laboratory. This work we hope will go on for a very long time. But we have to admit that we, too, are exceptionally grateful for having Barbara’s voice for this time. We hope for many years ahead for collaborations but she is not the only one. We hope that through our work with her we can open up channels to other people who also can hear and can be influenced by the greatest good that we are presenting here.
In that sense, our mission is also expanding in this time when humans are facing everything. When you get in deep feeling, the physical world disappears. You know that if when you’re going through the very worst of some loss or tragedy or pain or mourning, the wave of emotion comes over you. Suddenly you don’t even see the world around you. That’s where we meet, is the clarity.
In an odd way, in the center of the earth, the source—before the physical world where it’s all mathematics and consciousness in the nonphysical—we are seeing more and more people like yourselves who are aware, while they still have a body, that they are also awake in the clarity! This is very exciting for us. Perhaps for all of you, too! You’re experiencing that same kind of opening in your personal lives, where people you have loved who have passed on are very much alive and active. There’s a lot of joy going on over here! Not because we celebrate the suffering of human beings, but because we’ve seen a lot of transformation in the whole history of the planet and human beings. We’ve seen a lot of things change, through wars and death camps—we’ve seen a lot happen on the planet. This is a culmination of bringing all that together to then see what’s going to happen here now in the this new, complete, utterly virgin flowerbed, garden plot of manifestation.
We hope, as we always do, that we can inspire you to take that sacredness about life very seriously these days. Search for pushing yourself passed your little human, limited self and into your Superhuman capacity. Understand that you redefine how you describe what is real and what is not. You redefine your life to be sacred.
That’s your choice. That’s your power. We’ve tried to lead you there. We are so honored to have you listening and thinking and working and doing in this way with us. So thank you so very much.
With all of that said, we would be willing to open at this time for questions and conversations.
ROBIN: Wonderful. Thank you, Barbara. Joanne did you have a question?
JOANNE: I don’t know if it’s a question. Yes. Some time ago—quite awhile ago—in one of the channels that Einstein did, he made mention of at one point, we would all have a magic box—Tesla—Tesla energy free-for-all kind of thing, that would power everything. I am so looking forward to that. Oil was trading at -$37 a barrel the other day, which is ridiculous, but it had to do with future contracts and so on. They quickly rectified that, so the next day it was trading at $4 a barrel. Our economy in Canada is really oil-based, a lot of it anyway. The entire province of Alberta is just gasping because that’s big there. The Tar Sands are a horrible, horrible place. There’s so much oil stored on the earth that’s already been taken out of the ground. Can you speak to any of that? How we’re going to get away from the fossil fuels, the damage they do, and into clean energy?
PARTY: Yes, part of the importance of what’s happening right now is that you’re seeing it. You’re seeing it happen before your eyes. You’re experiencing what would it be like if the fossil fuel era died. This is one of those evolutionary “fish throwing yourself up onto the land” type of moments. Let’s take a look at the Tar Sands and what made the Tar Sands.
Very much like Adolf Hitler had admonished us to understand that he couldn’t have done it alone, there’s a lot of people who participated in creating this—basically raping and pillaging. It’s a cancer is what it is. So you’re seeing the earth as a cell that is being ravaged by cancer. There are certain things that make cancer happen (we won’t go into the depth of what they are) but we could go back to this cancer of our environment to say that it took a lot of people, who drove trucks and worked in the facility. There is no judgment upon any of those people. Hopefully, we don’t judge any of the people who’ve done anything only for their own good. But yes, if you make decisions for the good of the few at the expense of the many, you create a cancer.
These people may or may not have felt like they had choices, if you’re a very poor person living in Alberta, and you can make a lot of money driving something for the oil company to feed your family—again, no judgment. But ultimately—and this is what you are all facing in your own lives—ultimately, now, when the fossil fuel era is drawing to a close, that there’s casualties from that change. There’s a lot of unemployment from that closing down of that. So there’s a lot of people—so think about that channel, this is a time of building anew. There are people who are being faced with this. Everybody has the same challenge. Some of your ships are better equipped than others of your ships, it’s true.
If you’re in a ship that’s well equipped, it doesn’t do you any good not to feel worthy of it or to beat yourself up because somebody else doesn’t have as nice of a ship as you do. Maybe you made decisions along the way that planned for that. Maybe it’s just the grace of god that you happen to be in a good place. Whatever it is, there are people who won’t be. They will have to reap the rewards and the down trodden experiences of those changes. Those people in those oil fields are some of them.
Yet, as everything begins to grow back, the Earth takes care of itself. It adapts to the loss of oil. It changes and becomes something just as organic only in a different fashion as it was. It takes time to heal some of the damage, but not nearly as much time as ever thought.
As humans begins to see themselves as the human cancer to the Earth, then that changes in deeper ways. Like we were saying, if you can’t stop the wild horses of your Intellect, at least step out into your Witness and watch them run. Observing them will change them. Understanding yourselves as the potential to be the cancer, you have a choice as to how you’re going to change that. Some will be very hard choices if you’re accustomed to what had been. For some people, it won’t hardly seem much of a difference.
But all of the other technology is there.
JOANNE: Thank you. Yes, I think a lot of the technologies been suppressed by the oil companies.
JOANNE: Yeah, so yes, I’m so looking forward to that.
ROBIN: Thank you, Joanne. I also have a question but I want to see if anyone else on the call would like to ask a question.
Thank you so much for that dissertation. I really appreciated how you described the repression of fear and how fear being the Source vs what we’re experiencing. I would like to be someone that offers support for others. You had mentioned that a lot of people aren’t in the same place. I’d like to be someone that helps continue on this work and this message and support others. So I’m curious if there’s any particular way in which we can do that, knowing the state of consciousness that they’ll be coming to us with. So any advice you have on that I would welcome.
PARTY: We would say that one of the most effective ways is to get up every day and put yourself into service to God. You do a sacred transcendence morning ceremony, where you’re going to recognize your deity. You’re going to push your human self past its limitations. For you, you know that means that living in alignment to Compassion is the ultimate condition. It’s not achieving something outside yourself. It’s your own commitment to aligning your own energy to Compassion, no matter what’s going on. That’s such a different focus than “hang out a shingle.”
Then when you get up and you’re putting yourself in service—“I want to be in service, how can I help, where can I help?”—all throughout the day there’s a little voice in the head that’s going, where can you help, how can you help, without having to be afraid that you’re going to give away everything because you’re codependent. That fear doesn’t have to be there because you’re relying on Intuition and you’re asking for direction from it. How can I really be of the best service here today? What can I do to be in the best service?
That’s just a rudimental level. There’s any other number of ways to help people without any formal structure by just being that “how can I be helpful.” When you get into a situation with somebody who is maybe in need … again, it doesn’t become, “Oh here I have to take care of you,” helpful in that old way where you would just take over doing something because it was co-dependent. You’re listening. You’re feeling and you’re listening to that person and their needs. You’re so taking care of yourself that you’re not giving away stuff that you don’t have to give away in a codependent fashion.
Instead the creativity is going, so you’re thinking, “if I don’t have that resource, do I know anybody who would have that resource,” for whatever level, whether it’s spiritual guidance … if it’s food … if it’s any possible need that somebody might be having or is looking for a resource for.
Living that way is going to lead you into those sacred directions. Directions that are the result of you being reverent and devoted to your self love. Directions that are going to influence how those needs get met for that person or for yourself. As far as the practical, tactile, (we’ve said this, too, for, many years) there is never a lack of places that and people who need help and assistance. Anywhere. As long as you’re open to wanting to help them, then you will be able to find your way into service.
ROBIN: Thank you so much. Joanne did you have another question?
JOANNE: I’m watching the news every day now. Everybody seems to be banking on the discovery of a vaccine as the way to finally overcome this. I’m not one of those people. I’m totally in agreement with fear is the cause, not the effect—it’s both, but it’s the cause. That’s totally along the lines of what I feel.
When you talked about the fish throwing itself up on the—that wonderful analogy that you talk about. That is exactly what is causing this problem. It’s that same mechanism in the body that the fish had, way back then. 0:52:55.9 [inaudible] to retain water until the next wave comes. That’s what causes pneumonia. That’s the one thing that causes the fluid build up in the lungs.
So it’s interesting to watch how all this is going on and how so many resources are being applied to protective equipment. People are literally killing themselves working in the medical field. They’re all rushing to form this vaccine. They’re all cooperating at least. That’s one thing we’re seeing—everybody is cooperating and sharing information.
I am curious to see how that’s going to play out. I’m hoping they are not going to make everybody get a vaccine that I don’t believe in. Any comments?
PARTY: It’s important to understand that everyone is going to have their relationship to this virus. It’s true, there are great many people who share the same view of what to do about this virus in the short term [pro-vaccination]. But everyone sees it through their filter.
There are those who see [staying at home orders] as a total disrespect of constitutional rights, so they take action because of that. There are those who see it as God’s punishment from some biblical proportion. If they think that is true, then God has blessed them for being in there [with Him]. There’s the doctors and the nurses on the front lines who see it as the very worst, truly, of what it is, for whatever reason that it is. There’s people like Barbara who aren’t necessarily personally affected by it, and to a greater extent than most, not affected by the isolation of it.
You will have to pick your relationship to it. One of those things is, you are not alone in the number of people who will not want to be mandatorily vaccinated. No matter how much the people who see it as something that needs to have an outside vaccination for think they are right—that you are somehow endangering them by not getting your vaccination—these are the issues that culture is going to be forced to deal with.
The mandatory may be resisted consciously by many. The system has to change to accommodate that. Either it gets more tyrannical, or it gets looser. Those are part of why we’re stressing the self love and pushing yourself into being a deity, and populating the planet with those who would help to manifest the dissolution of the fear for the natural, organic manifestation of the healing of the humans on the planet. Because you’ll see. The planet will heal without the humans. We’re about healing the planet with the humans on it. This is your work at hand.
JOANNE: That’s great. I’ve often thought the planet could happily spit humanity off with no problem and that would serve us right. As another Aquarian, I always laugh when I remember the key phrase, the Aquarians are all about humanity, but not so keen on people. That makes for a lot of good revving opportunities for me.
ROBIN: Thank you, Joanne. I like to think of it as opportunity for us to be a part of the Earth as we’ve been taught so well here in this space—the energy coming through the Source, up and through us. That’s what’s so beautiful about that message.
If we bring together the answers to your question, Joanne, and my question, asking how we can be of service, allowing that to come through us, it brings another question about the fear being the root. I go down in the Source about what you said today: how the virus is created in the Source and it’s like an atomic bomb that has come up through the system being caused by the fear. Is it primarily the fear of death that has been going on for millennium that has been causing this abscess to come up through? Or is it fear of that goes beyond that?
PARTY: On a very rudimental level, it’s a fear of death that has accumulated for the all the time that human consciousness has evolved. Every time someone dies and then gets reborn, there’s also the fear of being reborn. There’s a fear of going from this infinite, non-physical space into a very tiny, small, cramped space that has you forgetting basically who you are, having to face what life has to throw at you, like what you’re going through right now.
That fear is not something that plants have, or soil. Even if there were a big, volcanic explosion and the Earth was disrupted, the soil wouldn’t have fear. The lava wouldn’t have fear. Fear is a human experience. It’s natural, it’s normal. It’s part of what we’ve always said: if the polar bear is chasing you to eat you, your fear is what inspires your intuition to make your feet run.
Anxiety is fear that traps itself with some thoughts to really lock up the fear into a thought process. But fear itself is natural. Every time you have died a terrible death or not wanting to die or being afraid of death, you take that back down the rabbit hole into the Source. The more you can detach from any kind of, A) judgment or B) construct around the fear, the more you just let it flow. Create your own construct of sacred affirmations of transcendence. You can [still] be feeling that fear.
When you’re really in your fear and you step into Witness to observe that you’re in your fear, then you can make a different decision about what you’re going to think. You step into that Witness of yourself being afraid. Then you see the thoughts: “doom, doom, doom,” or “I’m no good” or all that stuff. Now you’ve changed it a bit.
But then separate the two [the emotion of fear from the thoughts of why you are afraid] and put a construct that has a sacred, honoring ceremony of your love for yourself and the universe. It can be overwhelming in a profound way when you realize, wow, I have the ability to release this fear in the Source of the planet for the whole planet if I just love myself and let myself feel it. Then it transforms faster than if you’re feeling the fear and it’s attaching to the degenerative “doom doom doom,” self-degrading definition. It will hang itself up there just burning energy, making you suffer.
When you actually practice and open in this way, you can keep releasing it. If more and more people can do this, especially right now, the planet and humanity stand a chance.
ROBIN: Oh, that’s very helpful. I think it’s brought a lot of clarity to me this morning. A visual to store in the memory with it. So I greatly appreciate that. Are there any final questions?
JOANNE: I would like to echo that sentiment. That was the best, clear description ever. I’m going to re-listen to that one. I’ve recorded it, of course, being the scribe. That was great, thank you.
PARTY: Then we will close the channel with a couple of thoughts. One is, the gratitude is overwhelming on our side of what’s going on here. We knew when we started this experiment back with Kim and Teresa and Barbara and the groups, we knew we were breaking some ground back then that wasn’t going to be coming into full fruition until years later. Now that that era is over and there’s this absolutely brand new era, we are looking forward to the same kind of impact.
We want to reiterate the idea that there is absolutely nothing wrong, nothing that hasn’t been fulfilled, nothing that should have been happening that isn’t as far as listening to these voices. To practice on yourself, to become sacred transcendents is here. Recognize it, that you’re living in it.
You are the change. Really, if you doubt that, just watch and be amazed.
Join us for another in our 2020 channeling series on Transcendence. This week we will be exploring Sacred Transcendence and how we can make the most of even the most trying to times.
We were born for these times. We incarnated to be part of this momentous change. We came to help facilitate a dimension shift from duality and separation to unity and collaboration. The new moon reminds us to spend a few minutes each day in silence. Spend a few minutes doing something that brings you joy … Allow yourselves to dive deep within, to rest, to sleep, to meditate, to read, to educate yourselves, to connect via your technologies, to send light to the world … Pray for the brave souls who are “out there” supporting society. If you are one of them, pray to be open to the Divine grace and well-being that flows at all times. Allow yourself to be, in the words of St. Francis, “An instrument of peace”… In truth, and in love, you are the hands, the eyes, and the heart of God expressed in human form.” (Ann Albers)
Good morning, we are recording. It is Sunday, February 23, 2020. Welcome to the Party, to the partyof12.com, I am Barbara With. And today we are continuing our conversations about transcendence.
To refresh, in our last session we talked about “pragmatic” transcendence, in which we defined pragmatic as “active rather than contemplative.” So, this is something we put into action rather than just think about. And transcendence is “seeing from above and independent of the material experience and universe.” So pragmatic transcendence becomes actively seeking to see the world from above and independent of what’s happening in it.
This session we’re exploring “creative” transcendence. I got this title from the Party, so I grabbed the dictionary. We have a favorite dictionary we call the “Cosmic Dictionary.” Because back when I started working with Kim and Teresa with the Psychic Sorority, we had to look up this word. We wanted to look up with “influence” meant. The first time we ever looked anything up. And Lily grabbed her red American Heritage dictionary, and one of the meanings of influence was, “An ethereal fluid that flows from the stars that affects the fate of men. So, we coined it the Cosmic Dictionary because who knew what influence was. It turns out that all three of us had the very same dictionary just coincidentally.
Creative: … “characterized by originality and expressiveness; imagination.” Imagine that! The Party is always talking about how they meet us in our imagination, which is part of Intellect. Einstein did actually say that imagination was more important here than what we knew.
Looking up “imagination” the most thrilling definition was, “the ability to deal creatively with reality.” In other words, the ability to be original and expressive in dealing with the issues of the world around you.
And isn’t that what all this work with the Party and the work has been about? Is to help us honor our authentic selves and then articulate who we truly are. We’ve learned to challenge ourselves to see the world differently—sometimes much differently than the voices of culture around us and inside us want us to see it. Those voices of culture include our subjective ego that wants to diminish us.
So too these lessons in transcendence are challenging us to look completely differently at our everyday lives.
So, “creative transcendence” builds on the pragmatic lesson that this an action and not just thinking or talking, then redirects our thinking into the imagination part of our Intellect, away from the ego. And while these are both parts of Intellect, they have two different functions, the ego and the imagination.
The dictionary defines ego as “the personality component that is conscious, most immediately controls behavior and is most in touch with external reality.” This is such a beautiful definition of ego, I think: “the personality component that is conscious, most immediately controls behavior and is most in touch with external reality.”
That fits with our idea that free will is part of ego, which is what makes it do dangerous. Decisions are made from that place. Psychology defines the ego as “the part of the mind that is responsible for analyzing our reality and affirming our sense of personal identity.” In the work that we’re trying to do, we’re constantly redefining reality based on creative ways of seeing things. That’s what this work is about.
But ego so often is constrictive. It’s so often subjective because it also speaks the voices of culture that are programmed within you. More often than not, your ego will tell you that you can’t achieve something, or that a goal is too hard to get it thereby the ego diminishes your creativity.
So, imagination, however, is about opening the mind to all kinds of possibilities. Think about kids. They don’t care if what they create is feasible. They just naturally create, because their egos have not had a lifetime to define them and to be self-limiting and program in those voices of culture.
So creative transcendence is in essence about maintaining an intellectual openness—an uncluttered mind—in order to hear the messages of Intuition.
I believe that Intuition is not just here to tell us how to deal creatively with every moment, which is what it’s supposed to do: giving you the next most advantageous step based on what’s for the good of the whole. So, you know that’s got to be a creative process that only God can figure out. Huge, the voice of God within you.
I don’t think it’s just that. I think it’s the root of creativity: that self-creation of our intention to be human, of our gravitation wave, of our physical body and the universe we experience, and the spinning string and the Human Intention—this whole, big operating system that we are.
I think at the root of it is the voice of Intuition, that all-knowing voice, forever pushing us to create what is best for the good of the whole. This voice knows so much more than our ego ever could. Part of that is not subjective, it’s objective, that the ego’s role is to define reality. So it has a very important function. But the ego in charge throws that all off and closes down creativity.
Because Intuition is constantly generating images and ideas about what that next step could be. And there’s so many of them. The infinite possibilities that we hear about and talk about are there, being generated from within us to function. Not just thinking about, but taking action about. How are you going to put that creativity into action? In this particular corner of the universe where we practice Conflict REVOLUTION, it’s about changing the nature of our conflicts so to have a profound effect on the world around us. So we become that change.
In working with this transcendence so far, I’ve most been applying to my activism and my political life. Probably you all know, but I’ll just repeat that it was about 2011 that I was drawn into a fight to stop a big iron ore mine from being put in my neighborhood. From there, somehow as I manage to do, I was in the right place at the wrong time, or the right time, and I was part of whistleblowing at a Supreme Court election.
It went on and I got—not transcendent about it. I fell into allowing my body to be traumatized by the evil that I was actually facing. Because when I would go to the hearings and see these people who were making decisions for the good of the very few at the expense of all the rest of us, which is Einstein’s definition of evil, I would physically get sick being in the room present with them. So, there’s a toll that it takes when we stand up in that way.
If you are not really transcendent, it will take you down. If you’re not evil, that’s what that energy does, it pulls you into the sickness and it wants you to engage in the sickness and it destroys you, too. That part of our ego and our voices that naturally are within us—you know the spectrum, Jesus to Hitler—we got the whole programming in there. Because of that, our job is even more important than ever to not allow ourselves to become that very thing that is so frightening to us.
I’ve noticed in these weeks that we’ve been doing transcendence, or however long it’s really been going on, that I have a much freer relationship to what’s going on. I put myself on my deathbed and I am looking back and thinking, “Don’t worry about that. Don’t spend your time worrying about that. So, it’s sort of like time traveling—time traveling to my future self who is going to tell my real self—you know what I mean … it’s a crazy process but it helps. Because I can instantly, from that deathbed place, see what you just don’t need to attach to.
All of it’s not real anyway. Only what’s real is what you decide to do, the decisions that you make, the energy you decide to put out, how you use your intention—those are the only things that are really going to be mattering in that moment because that’s what you take with you. So you want to be as much love as you possible can now.
But how does that love look when you’re facing evil? That is the age-old question. Thinking creatively about it is part of the solution. I was sharing with Robin the other day how my activism had changed once I started to really work Conflict REVOLUTION into it and start to detach from it. I still was not doing too well at that. I was starting to detach, and I realized I had to use different language. I’m going to post in the notes a video clip of the first press conference I did after I did a big Revolution about the owners of the mine and the governor of the state. They were evil. They are evil, but when I tried to go at it and fight it [head on]. I got very sick.
When I stepped away, and the more that I stepped away, the more that I saw what I really wanted to happen come about, in fact, in better ways than I could make happen. It doesn’t mean I shouldn’t have stood up and done everything I did to stop the mine. It just means that when I went home from the rally or when I went home from the testimony, that I didn’t have to lie awake at night terrified and obsessed about a possible mine ruining Lake Superior and imagining all the horrible things that were going to happen if that happened. And yet, putting myself in that place was what made me get up and want to go do those things I did to stop it.
Within all of our battles and our struggles, however we’re facing them, our self-care becomes even more important. Even more important. Not just the physical self-care but the mental and spiritual self-care, that we do this pragmatically. We make it an action. We don’t just think about it and talk about it like I did for the first year and a half that I was engaged in politics. I didn’t even talk much about Conflict REVOLUTION.
But when I started doing it, the mining company left mysteriously one day years later. And today I’m finding the same thing. I woke up today for the first time excited as a political activist. Seeing the country—seeing all these colors and these women and immigrants and old people—everybody standing up to say no to what I’ve been fighting personally for the past nine years is the corporate structure.
And to see it sweeping across the country and see what the evil constructs are doing—the news agencies who predicted such horrible things [about Bernie Sanders], everything is crumbling as the people stand up and give their voice. I can die happy now. It’s not the end of the struggle, but to see that is constantly what happens when I do Conflict REVOLUTION. I’m not going to say, “because I did Conflict REVOLUTION that happened,” but I know that when I do it, I see more and more of these things happening.
That’s this new attitude I have for my life. When we get to the end, when we get to our deathbeds, and we’re looking back, I think that’s such a powerful place of perspective and time travel. Every time that we stay in love, even if it looks like we’re losing the battle, every time we stay in love and we stay in our pragmatic transcendence, we win. And that’s what we’ll take with us in the end.
So, we are recording, and it is indeed February 23, 2020. 2+2+3+2+2=11.
A nice master number. I am in Lake Superior. Today it’s a beautiful sunny warm almost Spring-like day here. Still a lot of snow. Everyone else is scattered about the Earth listening from various places.
I would like all of us to take a moment to inhale together and then exhale.
Before we call in the Party, let’s all of us join hands and remember that this non-physical network that we’ve created for ourselves is very real. Today we have the honor and the privilege of sitting not just in that non-physical energetic space, but we get the privilege of having physical bodies that can hear these words and allow our minds to open and ponder all kinds of possibilities.
We will command that only the most divine light shine down upon you at this time and that the greatest good be present here.
We are so happy today. We’re so happy to be here with you on this occasion where so much is being brought into balance. We told you, we warned you in the beginning of the year, that this was all about people finding their balance. This is not something that some angels from the heavens came down to make happen on the Earth. This is a natural reaction to how matter manifests.
In other words, when you oscillate to the right, you oscillate to the left just as far. So this is a natural movement that’s found in nature, but it seems so extreme because things in your world are so very much out of balance.
We are working with you and humans around the world in our own ways to help bring this planet into balance. Like our teaching for decades with you have indicated, when you begin with yourself, one person at a time, thoroughly each person taking responsibility for their thoughts, their emotions, their intuitions, their physical body, their decisions, their intentions. Each person begins with self, one person at a time, and then you have systemic change.
All those many years ago when we started to preach about systemic change and draw in the appropriate players to take part in this research experiment of how to be the change systemically, we did that hoping, knowing, that the only way to get from Point A to Point B was not just one straight line. That getting from Point A to Point B could very well be a very crooked and messy line.
What was absolutely essential was seeing Point B. Because if you can vision Point B, where you’re going, imagine it, now you’re tapping into your imagination in your Intellect that is allowing you and your consciousness and perception to time travel within the non-physical.
You may not be taking your body with you or you may not be waking up in a different body. But your consciousness is traveling to what is an imaginary place at this point, because the future hasn’t yet happened. Your visioning it and you’re staking that claim in the ground. It’s your vision.
You don’t just think about it. This isn’t just about a thought process or something that’s contemplative. This is about becoming that energy of the person that you are in the future at Point B. That’s a simple, time travel, into-the-future thing. Because there are so many potentials, there’s absolutely no reason why you can’t organize that vision around something that’s feasible. It doesn’t mean that you’re absolutely going to manifest it. It just means that if you’re absolutely going to get it, it absolutely has to be there in the future. Otherwise you can’t get there. That’s the importance of this ability to have this creativity that leads you to Point B.
The other thing is that, when you’re going from Point A to Point B, things happen along that journey that are so important to your health and your well-being. Every good thing, every bad thing, every challenge, every bliss that you’ve had has shaped you into the person that you are. You’re continuing to shape yourself. In fact, shaping yourself is a part of your mission here on an everyday basis—an action-oriented operating system that operates everyday wherein you are in charge of all of these things that you know you’re in charge of within yourself.
In the idea of creative transcendence, we’re kicking it up a bit. As Barbara had been saying, when you do this process, you effect a change in how matter manifests, whether you like it or not. You don’t control that change. You don’t do this so that your husband will stop beating you or for something outside yourself to quit happening. You do this because you’re committed to becoming the change. You do it as a rule because it’s the right thing to do. And it’s the most powerful thing to do. It’s self-care.
Then you get an outcome that is generally greater than you yourself would have thought of or could have orchestrated. It only goes to reason that if you are seeing these changes in your immediate microcosm of your personal world, then you are also effecting a change in the bigger world.
In bringing balance, think about a ship in water. One end of it—big waves—the right side is going down and the ship is tilting way up on the left side. Then the wave changes and the right side is now going up. There comes a time when they’re even again and the right side continues to go up and now the left side goes way down.
This kind of wave can be ridden. When something is going down, you can be leaning up. When something is going up, you can be leaning down. It isn’t just that you are subjected to these cruel incidences, it’s that you are here to ride that wave. What an exciting time! You’ve come to do that.
In tapping into your creativity, it’s really more about getting out of the way and creating control of your own Intellect. Imagine the Witness is looking into your human brain, seeing all of the thought processes going on. Over here in this corner, there’s all this imagination going on. In that corner, there’s all of these other ideas and all their potentials. Over there is the voice of Intuition bubbling up like water in the desert or a gold mine.
Then over here is this little army of voices that are constantly trying to shame you and put you down. That army is a natural part of the functioning of the human being. What isn’t natural is when the ego army gets in control and starts making decisions that override what Intuition tells you to do.
So we’re looking at your brain—we’re opening up the top of your head like a little toy chest. We’re rearranging the little soldiers, putting some over here, opening up space for all the fun stuff to happen. Also, you are working to diminish all thoughts as much as you can and to listen, this active listening, like the big satellite dishes pointed at the stars that listen to what’s going on out there. That’s how sensitive you can be in listening to the creative thoughts and ideas that are swirling around you at all times. Then you see that little army of ego-marchers trying to ruin it. Just keep them little and diminished. Love them from afar. Pretty soon they get tired and give in the more you can train them to give in. They’re still going to be there. They’ll want to rise up, but the Greater You is working to rise above the mechanism and function independent of what’s going on in the Lens.
When you bring that into a meeting or family gathering or whatever true physical experience of conflict you’re having, when you bring that transcendent understanding with you, you affect a change on the whole system. It isn’t just an isolated shift in you. Your ego may tell you that, because it’s always trying to diminish your power. But it’s not true. You have a much, much greater effect when you let go—you’re transcendent and you let go of the outcome. You’re on your deathbed and you already see how it turned out: absolutely how it should have. You went on and you learned more.
Because that’s the hidden battlefield. You can see people walking around who have smiles on their faces who seem to be successful, don’t seem to have problems, whatever. Every single human being has a battlefield in their head. Every single one. Those who have brought to the battlefield the Buddhas and the Jesus’, those who study and strive to be that way, you’ve brought so much more peace to your inner life.
But that battlefield is where your power lies. The more that you distinguish in that battlefield which is the voice of culture hammering you inside (the hidden battlefield that everyone has), the more you have the power to rise up and face down that voice to the point where you’ll become detached from it because it’s just so not true. But what happens when you’re triggered and pulled in and hurt by those things, there’s something in you that needs your attention. And that’s a gift as well. So how can you say that’s a mistake?
This creativity and this creative transcendence can help you find different actions to take in situations where before, you were afraid of how you might respond because you’re triggered by someone. You all know that feeling. You get afraid and obsess about it. You think about it a lot. You over think it. You breathe a lot. Then you have to face the person and the situation.
Bringing this energy of transcendence to that space completely erupts the whole situation into alignment. Our goal has been to get you to align to compassion, to feel and breathe all of your feelings up into your body and have the capacity to listen to what Intuition is going to tell you to do. Then have an Intellect that is so trained to function this way because it’s the epitome of self-love that it does what Intuition tells it at any given moment.
That has been our mission. When humans operate that way, they are so many things, what come to our mind is servants of God, helping the evolution of the entire human species, bringing science and spirit together into a new truth, a new reality that is inclusive of all science and spirit together.
This is what’s happening on the planet. You are a part of it. Having this creative transcendence means when you’re not attached to the outcome of something. Your ego is quiet and you’re much more prone to listen to Intuition or see what the imagination is trying to say: “Try this.” “Take this tactic.” Thinking strategically about how to create what’s for the good of the whole instead of just being reactionary or being rehearsed, you’re in the moment, ready to see, maybe there’s something going to happen creatively within that you can’t think of right now. So, you just have to be ready and listening for intuition.
This is the way we bypass knowledge. You don’t need to know everything. Because the Greater You already does. The voice of Intuition knows everything. It’s not going to explain everything to you, but it knows it. Your job is rechanneling this transcendent energy into the imagination. Don’t let the ego get a hold of it and get in there and start that battle. You have that power within you, everything you need to train and control that ego.
The biggest impediment that ego is going to do is to keep you from self-love. To keep you from rest when you need to rest. It’s going to drive you with guilt to go farther when maybe Intuition is saying, “Stop here.” And it has the power to do that. Ego has the power. It’s why the world is a bit terrifying right now, because people have no idea how much the ego is driving everyone when they are attached to an outcome and so sure that they’re right.
Don’t be those people. You are this new breed of psychological humans who have quietly, without a lot of fanfare, been picking up your power and changing your own lives, imbuing them with more love, consciousness, and more intention to work for the good of the whole planet right now. Because the whole planet needs you.
When you look at how people are standing up all over the world, you have to feel a part of that network that we’ve been talking about. These are the people who love themselves. They love each other, they love their communities and they’re not going to sit back and let themselves be destroyed by that evil. They’re coming together in love. This movement that is sweeping the planet right now. It’s such an exciting time to be there. We’re so honored and grateful that you people have been listening and working to be the change.
Part of our intent is to bring the message from the Party that, if you could see what we can see, you would be on your deathbeds about to implode with transformation. You would see that Point B was arrived at. It took a long journey to get there. But those of you who hold that vision in your bodies, Point B is a world that is sustainable.
For all of you, Point B is the same. It’s the self-love that’s overflowing in you and the bounty, whatever that means for you personally. Because this is no longer about money. It’s no longer about the need primarily to have money. When you get to Point B, it’s not that there’s not money, it’s just that you have so many other priorities. But if you’re self-sustainable, then you have enough money.
More than anything, you have an operating system that is regenerating creative outcomes for you. And you have a choice: are you going to work within that operating system or are you going to let ego buck it and become the oppositional aspect that takes over the whole system and drives you right off the cliff? Ego will do that.
Taking the long view, this is all about you coming into alignment with compassion. These are the lessons that you as humans have to learn. You’re going an absolutely beautiful job of it. There are generations now because of all you who are listening who are going to receive these gifts as well. Because you are changing on such a rudimental level that you change the DNA of your entire species.
This day in February 23, 2020 is just another shining example of what the power of love can do. And never forget that. The power of love, the power of compassion, therefore the power of your own intuition. The power that you have to step back and get to know yourself through these new, creative definitions, going back to what Barbara was defining for you. Every day you have a chance to re-define yourself and re-define the world.
Our suggestions are basic: reducing judgements. Reducing judgements is a very simple thing that you can do that will go a very long way. Once you get into a habit of reducing judgments, you begin to see how judgmental that you are. Granted, there are times to be judgmental in terms of judging if something is going to hurt you. For the most part, once you clear out egotistical judgments which are basically just descriptions.
Remember, we are creatively changing all the descriptions in the world. Judgments are just one way to describe the world. Once you remove those, then you begin to see the world with a bigger eye. Therefore, you’re able to hear better for those intuitive creative ideas and images.
Two things will happen when you try and stop judging: one is your Intellect will buck and fight you; and two, there’s an emotion behind the judgment. There’s no judgement about the emotion behind the judgment. But there is an emotion behind it. So, feeling and breathing and releasing that trapped emotion will help to soften the view.
But also, force yourself to look, if it’s a good judgment— “Oh, that is just the best thing! I have to have that! That is the best thing for me! I need to have that!”—try to think of the bad thing. Or if it’s a bad thing, try to think of the good thing. In that way, you start to participate in a process that will naturally start thinking that way. You’ll see something and think, “Oh, that would be great! But boy, I bet it would be a lot of this and that, too.” You just become more balanced. More well-rounded.
Another thing to continue this creative transcendence is, we realize it’s not always fun to have bad things happen to you or have physical pain or terrible emotion. But humor is a savior. Sometimes the aspect in you that really is the last part of you that wants to be amused because you’re in such a funk or it’s been such a terrible thing, or whatever … even if in that moment you are not amused, it still is a, done right—you’re not making fun of somebody, but you’re bringing a humor that you really feel, because you see that whatever this person is going through, they’re going to get through it and they’re just being dramatic—that kind of thing.
So, you do the same thing. All of you do the same thing—you become dramatic. Being able to call upon that humor is going help you go through a long way to help you detach from being in the world, but not of it.
These simple little things, about judgments and humor and always of course gratitude—in the weeks ahead, we want to challenge you to really go further with this. To go further than you’ve been. And that’s another meaning of the word “transcendence”: going above what’s the human capacity. Pushing yourself to go further. It’s part of evolution, the evolution of human consciousness.
As you push yourself to go further, take note of the manifestations that are bigger than you could have controlled. For example, say you needed a handyman. You opened up the phone book and pointed at a person and called. Turned out it was a great relationship, you have a handyman for life, someone that you learned to trust. It’s a wonderful thing that happened. That’s greater than you could have thought. Because if you sat down and said, “OK, I have no idea who the handyman is. I’m going to look in the Yellow Pages. I’m going to just close my eyes and just point to one and that person is going to end up being a very trustworthy person that stays with me for a long time.” You would probably never do that. You’d be very doubtful, which wouldn’t be a bad thing.
We’re just saying to creatively change the way you look at life. Remember, “creative” is about originality and expressiveness. Get original. Get authentic. When in doubt, ask yourself, “Where are these things that, really, I couldn’t have thought about and made happen.” Then you start counting them, and you see that life is much more magical than that little army of ego will let you believe, particularly when you’re feeling deep feeling that’s not comfortable.
When you break that trap, that attachment that ego has to those feelings of sadness or anger or physical pain. Nobody wants to feel any of this. Nobody wants to go through any of this. But you really also don’t need that army of ego voices trampling all over you while it’s going on.
Getting that all in alignment to compassion, every minute of every day gives you an opportunity to have this Witness witnessing your life, getting used to having a multi-dimensional operating system. It’s not just your body, it’s multi-dimensional. There’s a whole bunch of different parts of it. The body is certainly the place where the ego and all the personality are defined but it’s a great big operating system. Bring it with you everywhere you go.
When you’re falling asleep at night, think about Point B. Think about it in your body. Be a child about it. Don’t let that ego tell you it’s not feasible, or don’t get your hopes up. Be that child and say, “You know what? I can’t get to Point B if there isn’t a Point B. So, I’m going to go to Point B in my time travel. I’m going to live there for a while, breath it in, and draw myself to it.”
Also, that part of you can give you some good advice. It’s already been through that long journey from Point A to Point B. You’re now really working your multi-dimensional system by taking the advice of your older, wiser self. It’s a beautiful connection.
These steps that you’re taking, they will impact your life. It’s scientifically impossible for this work not to. We are excited because more and more, all of you can consult with us and have such an open relationship with us. You don’t need Barbara. But when we do come together and you hear this voice, it’s just a confirmation that everything you know that you yourself have a relationship with all of those in the non-physical who surround you.
These are indeed very, very exciting times for all of us. And with all of this said, we will open for any questions or conversation.
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Let’s explore a channel specifically about life and death. Not just because so many have lost people recently but we’re coming to a time of collective consciousness where people want to know how to bridge that gap in a practical way—that gap of life and death. Many people don’t think about it much—death—including myself. We live as if we are not going to die. But when we live mindfully of death, to partly prepare for it, then we also intensify the experience of life itself, which becomes more precious when you face that finality.
Last week, I had the luxury of spending seven days doing nothing but sitting in a chair and looking at the Pacific Ocean. My friend and I traveled to Rosarito, Mexico and made the executive decision to do as little as possible on our vacation.
Truth be told, I didn’t exactly do “nothing.” I finished reading one book and started another. We also walked to the local restaurant twice a day to eat. But other than that, the days were spent gazing out of the water sweeping into shore and concentrating on the vast blue of the open sky. It was heavenly. I did not feel at all guilty. In fact, I reveled in the luxury of having so much time to relax and take care of myself.
We started talking about disease (my friend is a doctor) and how much of disease originates in unprocessed and irrational feelings of guilt. I told her about some aches and pains I’d been having. I called them “moveable pain,” sometimes in my shoulder, sometimes in my rib, other times on the left side and then on the right. She suggested I explore what suppressed guilt might be at work in creating this pain.
As I settled into my meditation, I was surprised to find an old familiar memory immediately surfacing, one that involved a trauma I experienced as a pre-schooler with my father. He was screaming at me that, had it not been for me, he could have lived a happy life.
My father’s treatment of me as a child obviously shaped my worldview. The guilt that I was responsible for my father’s unhappiness carried over into all my relationships. It inspired co-dependency, drug addiction, self-sabotage, and unhappiness. My father wanted to make me feel I had done something wrong in order to make himself feel better about his unhappy life.
Through the years, by coming to know myself and using Conflict REVOLUTION to learn self-care, I’ve beaten the addictions, cultivated healthy relationships, and found my happiness. I know today that I was not guilty of anything back then and I’ve learned how to care for that inner child. So I was surprised to see this memory resurface. Was I still affected by this incident? Even in all my healing, was it buried so deep that instead of facing it consciously it had to manifest as my “moveable pain?”
As soon as I asked myself those questions, the scene from childhood jumped to the present and all the chaos of the current political situation here in the US. Lately I made the decision not to get swept away in this chaos, but I often find myself thinking that I have to “do more” otherwise I will be “part of the problem.”
I was surprised to think that those two images might be related—my father’s hurtful behavior and the current politic climate. And yet, what I see emerging in our culture today are people demonstrating the same lack of compassion and kindness that my father displayed. More war, more violence, more school shootings, more bullying. It’s as if society is being controlled by people as sick and lost as my father was when I was a kid.
It suddenly made sense to me that my well-meaning thoughts of wanting to make a positive contribution to change this culture would get tied up in that old guilt. And yet, I’ve come so far! I would not have thought I was still subject to its unseen influence. But, if it had not been buried, it would not have had to manifest as physical pain.
We decided to once again turn to Einstein for some insights about this embedded guilt. He explained how our modern culture is built on guilt, thereby making it nearly impossible to escape. But he also assured us that with mindfulness, compassion, and self-care, we can make new decisions grounded in self-love, for the good of all.
After a week at the beach, staring at the ocean, feeling and breathing my guilt, and reprogramming my thoughts, my pain is gone. Change may not always happen that quickly, and the pain may not be gone for good, but I am excited about moving forward being mindful of my decisions, feeling and breathing, and continuing to replace the voices of culture with those of love and compassion.
Below are notes from our session:
February 19, 2018
We command that only the most divine light shine down upon you at this time and the greatest good be present here.
It’s always a pleasure and an honor to welcome you to the circle. To begin with, we want to speak about what is going on in the world on February 19, 2018 in an energetic sense.
You as a human in 2018 are experiencing the powerful unification of humanity. Humanity is one body. There is no separation at the Source. That is the truth of your oneness. You are here to create unity within yourself, to the best of your ability, by waking up to the truth of your oneness.
The ultimate unification is when all the billions of people currently on the planet wake up to the truth of their collective oneness.
Right now your physical bodies are being overloaded by too much information. The truth of your oneness is too much information for your human mind to process. But in that challenge comes the growth and expansion you need. Being challenged to take in more and more information deepens your capacity to adapt to the truth of your oneness. Humanity is just now beginning to understand this level of reality, to understand how energy works, how physical matter is manifest through the perception of the human, and the importance of the intention of that human upon the organization of the physical world.
You are the leaders of change, choosing to instigate it first in yourself to then affect culture. This is the ultimate challenge right now. For those of you who have volunteered and were chosen to come here at this time to be the agents of change, you are working to free yourself from the separation that you feel as your mind is concentrating so purposefully in the Lens to create the seamless experience of a separate physical reality.
The evolution of human consciousness right now is in an extremely chaotic place, by design. It’s not a mistake. It’s not that the systems are failing. It’s that in order for you to achieve this oneness, you have to have transparency. And transparency brings with it a great deal of information that has to be processed.
Let’s talk about you as an individual alone: here you sit, you have your physical body, your thoughts, feelings, senses, memories, perceptions. You go to sleep, you wake up, you have days and nights: you are living this life. That is the Lens on the map. Even though your human mind is having this life in the Lens, there is a huge operating system that is invisible to your human mind that is allowing you to have these experiences.
As a human, you are slowly but surely removing the blocks from your human mind so you can take in all the rest of this information—and it’s so much information. So much so that people burn out and die because they don’t have the physical strength to process that much energy. It’s like getting electrocuted, so much energy surging into your body that it blows the circuits. That’s what’s happening right now.
People should be actively, consciously seeking to understand what’s going on in their own energy field and working to take these steps, one step at a time, to ensure that they don’t burn out in this expansion. Self-care is a valuable tool during chaotic times.
Don’t measure your progress by what you see going on in the Lens of your culture right now. If you did that, you would think you were making no progress at all. Don’t dismiss the events of your world, but put them in perspective with a much bigger picture.
Think about the people in your immediate world and about how many you feel you could have this conversation with. That should clearly illustrate what you’re up against in culture right now. You’re like salmon swimming upstream, pushing against the flow of people who are panicking, who don’t understand, who are projecting their judgments and defining their world against this 2018 culture. You’re doing it, too, whether you know it or not. It’s just a natural reaction of your human mind in 2018. But it’s not the whole truth.
This time when the veils are lifting is a very tumultuous and disruptive time. It was never going to be easy. But this is what is needed in order for human consciousness to expand past its limited capacity. By nature, human beings on their own will not push themselves to produce this kind of change. Disruption and conflict are needed to break down those walls and to build up the experiences one step at a time of what this big operating system really is. That’s why your physical body and your mental and emotional health need to go slowly, one step at a time. You don’t want the whole power plant surging into your wall socket.
Riding the Wave
Know that your human intellect is held prisoner in that culture of the Lens. Your job is to find a way out of that prison—not an easy task. It’s not just bliss and joy. Those things are there. But it’s the entire spectrum of human emotions that is being called to be integrated into what we would call power.
So yes, enjoy those times of bliss. Enjoy those times of joy. But know where you are on the journey. Know that the way will rise and fall. Know that you will reach a plateau and then you’ll drop again and then you’ll come up a little higher and then you’ll drop again and you’ll come up a little higher.
That’s why you should not think you are backpedaling when you re-experience some trauma from your past. It’s that your human psyche and your human operating system are so vast and so complex that there’s always going to be more emotions coming up, whether it’s emotions from this life or from the many layers of other lives that are also spinning on your string.
Let’s say you reincarnate into 2150 AD at a time after human consciousness has made the evolutionary step and culture is now based on compassion, unity and sustainability.
Even though that’s not where culture is right now in 2018, concentrate on creating within you the energy of that person in 2150. Simulate as much as you can what that person might be like, how they might think, feel and sense being brought up in the culture that teaches children how to take care of themselves and the world, for the good of all. Imagine the voice of that culture in your intellect supporting and self-loving, free of judgment, attachments and able to live in the truth of the oneness.
By bringing this person into your imagination, you’re using the future to help push the change along. But you’re also creating a conflict with the voices of culture in 2018 that often tell you that you are not worthy of such things. You get hopeless, as war and fighting rage on around you. Now you can feel even more out of time, more misunderstood and more hopeless.
Guilt is a thought process married to an emotional state that then drives the decision-making process. Guilt messages you on a primordial level what is expected of you within your culture and involves making you feel as if you have done something wrong in order to induce you to do something to meet that cultural expectation.
Guilt is a wholly culture-generated perception based on the expectation that you must perform in a way that culture wants. If you had been born 3000 years ago in the southwest of the U.S., which was an indigenous Anasazi migratory route, your voices of culture would have been tuned much more to the earth.
There were always personal voices of culture within family units, but the community culture was magical, sustainable and based on taking care of everyone within the community, including Earth herself. Earth was Mother, the garden that provided everything they needed to survive and thrive with families in a community. The voices of culture drove them to respect and care for the Earth so that the next seven generations would also have an Earth to survive and thrive on.
The culture of 2018 for the most part is far removed from this. Today’s voices of culture have guilt permeating them: in order to have value, you must do something, you must perform, you must achieve, you must accomplish, you must be doing something all the time. It has nothing to do with what the earth wants you to do.
Back in the Anasazi culture, your worth was not based on achievement and performance. Worth was about living in accordance to the laws of nature and taking care of each other. You were born to live in harmony among the plants and animals of the earth. You were born worthy.
2018 is the polar opposite. You are so driven to do these performances that you aren’t even aware of what drives you to do them. Guilt is an inescapable position. Not because you haven’t done enough or learned enough or that you need to do more. It’s that your current culture is driven by it. Your current culture for the most part has lost touch with the earth, lost heart, and consequently is destroying itself. For without the earth, you have no home.
So what is one to do in the face of such potential imprisonment? Is there really no escape from these voices?
Become the Change
Your mission is to not wait for the voices of culture around you to change, but to change yourself from within. This means that very carefully and meticulously, through every single experience you have, you mindfully come to understand what your relationship is to this guilt and how it manifests in your life. This inquiry will then allow evolution to work through you, showing you creative solutions to change those inner voices of culture into ones that love, respect and sustain the infrastructure of your energy.
It’s not like there’s a manual that you can follow that everyone else followed the last time they went through this change, because there was no last time. And chaos is a natural part of this change.
What do you do? It will help you to understand that there’s not a deficit happening in you because you feel guilt. On becoming aware that you feel guilt, you can decide to make a change in your life, and let that change lead you forward. You become a creature of evolution by holding the truth—that you have guilt—and asking Intuition how to guide you through this process of changing from within.
We can tell you ad infinitum, so much of this is about releasing emotion. In 2018 every human is suddenly aware of the incredible spectrum of emotion that is possible to feel. People are becoming transparent to themselves, and most people don’t know what to do with all that deep feeling. You have a natural tendency to suppress emotions or project them onto others. There must be a change in individuals and how they relate to, define, and process their own emotion. The need to know how to do this and put it into practice will never end. It’s part of the operating system.
If you are making decisions out of guilt and what you think the world wants of you, it means you’re still not being transparent with yourself. Open up and examine your guilt. Observe it as the witness to your life. See what it’s doing and constantly let intuition in to tell you how to change it.
The observation of what that guilt is will help you now to transform it, one step at a time. As you observe yourself, you can exist in a state where you can feel Intuition driving you to do something, and at the same time, you can hear the voices of culture telling you why you shouldn’t and why you can’t. These voices exist side by side. It’s not necessarily that you have to do away with these voices of guilt before you can make a change. It’s that you train yourself to use Intellect to make a decision based on what Intuition is telling you. You make a conscious choice to not act on the voices of guilt, which are of ego, but to act on the voices of Intuition, which are of Compassion.
Everyone experiences this. The voices in your head say you should do that, but your Intuition is saying, “Do this.” When you act on Intuition, you reach a place that is best for the entire system, not just best for what ego wants from moment to moment. We can tell you that almost every time you follow voices of guilt, you won’t get to that place that is best for you. You’ll get somewhere, but it won’t be that place that’s aligned to your Intuition and working for the good of the whole. And you can live there. You are capable of living a life that is dominated by the voices of culture and guilt and driven by them to the end of your life. But you risk living in constant conflict, illness, being unfulfilled and creating more separation from yourself by doing so.
You’ve come here to do something different. Every time you break away from the voices of culture and guilt and let Intuition influence you to make that decision that comes from compassion, you tick down those voices of culture just a bit. Ultimately, we would like to erase the voices of guilt.
In the 2150 operating system, your Intellect is as broad and open as the blue sky and that’s how you face the world every day. In that state, with your mind wide open and blue as that beautiful sky, there’s plenty of room to hear the impelling of Intuition telling you to take the next most advantageous step in whatever the situation is. That’s what you’re working for: a condition in your energy that looks like that: a big, open mind listening for the impelling of Intuition and then making a conscious decision to take that step.
Every single situation you find yourself in gives you a platform to practice this. Every conflict gives you the opportunity to look at what’s going on on a deeper level, find it, change it, and take a step forward to become aware of and living with the oneness of the entire operating system.
Do some meditation exercises where you pull in that person who lives in 2150 who already has a beautiful, open intellect, or go back 3,000 years and pull in that life, where every night you sat out under an incredible huge sky in prayer and you lived within the context of the natural world. Let those two strings of energy that are flowing through you now also come to life within you in 2018.
You can do this by either throwing yourself into culture, or by removing yourself from it. It doesn’t matter. Of course, it’s always a little bit easier when you’re not bombarded with people telling you things all the time to your face. But that can be an empowering platform, too: to observe what’s going on with you, then to let the trigger come up, then release more emotion, and then adjust your actions. It’s like training for a sport, say, soccer; you can practice by yourself, but you learn a lot when you get into the game and play against someone.
We think that 2018 is going to be a surprise year for those of you doing this work. As the world gets more insane, you will want to get more centered. You don’t want to get dragged along on the cultural expectation that all is lost and get lost in all the negative definitions of what’s going on. You don’t want to get swept away with the panic and the judgment and fear that swirling around in culture. You want to use all that chaos to remind yourself even more that now is the time to strengthen your resolve, to expand your own awareness of what’s going on, to pull in this bigger truth during the times when you’re experiencing guilt and when culture is telling you you’re wrong.
We feel it’s important to be connected to what’s going on in the world. But be aware there’s an addiction happening right now: you feel like you have to know what’s going on in the world. And that’s OK—but you don’t. You need to know what’s going on inside you. You need to be in touch with your energy. You need to be cultivating your witness and to make decisions based on what is best for the good of the whole operating system.
We urge you to experiment with all kinds of different ways that you can do that. If you need to cut yourself off from culture for a while, do that. If you need to throw yourself in and become involved in something that really means something to you, do that. Every single person, every single activity, every single path you take is giving you a platform to help the entire human species evolve. That is your job right now. That is your mission right now.
You’ve come here to do this impossible tasks of finding your oneness, of integrating your many lives, of finding your own power, to let emotion flow, to change your thinking process all while facing this increasingly chaotic world.
Don’t let the chaos of the world be an indication of your worth. It is an indication of the change, but not of your worth. Align the thought process of worth and value to the bigger picture. Look at what your current culture is doing to you. This is no easy task. It’s not an easy time to be alive. But it is a worthwhile time to be here, because you can make such a change.
Examine your guilt and the deep emotions around it in a new way, with a new relationship to it. Step by step, with mindfulness of your own energy and oneness, let yourself clear away the voices of culture that say, “You should, you have to.” Let those voices fade away as you open up that big sky that is your mind. Cement that witness to be mindful of who you are and what you’re doing. Breathe. Constantly be breathing emotion. The less you intellectualize your feelings, the more you can move them and release them from their abscess. Then listen closely for Intuition and then act on it. That, in 2018, will reward you with some new direction, and consequently some new manifestations.
Always come back to the fact that it’s a miracle that you are here at all in your physical body, that you have found people of like mind to help support you and feed back to you as you go through these enormous and impossible consciousness-expanding steps in your life. Go one step at a time. Don’t be discouraged. Know that, one step at a time, everything that you’re doing is assisting in the evolution of human consciousness in a big way.
We’re studying what is happening with you, always. In this Party, there are always souls coming and going, adding, observing, supporting. In fact, the Party has gotten quite big, and you are very, very much appreciated and loved by all of us. Thank you for your participation.
We’ll close the channel by reiterating that the world is in a place of great, great transformation. Try not to be fooled into aligning your thinking to what culture says. Open your mind to that large, beautiful sky. Let emotion be the primordial soup of creation, the tapping of your power. Embrace it all. Breathe it all. See it moving on the big string that is you. Listen for that beautiful voice within you. And then, of course, watch and be amazed.
0:00:00.0 Barbara: Good morning, good afternoon to everyone! It is Sunday, January 28, 2018. We are here with Einstein and the Party of 12, and it’s 2018! Happy New Year! It’s our first reading of the year. As I was telling Cathy Kline and Robin Cordova, who are here with me, when we were chatting earlier, I traditionally have had no idea what the theme of a series will be. This one—“A Year of Redefinition, Regeneration, and Reinvention”—sounds like a whole bunch of fun to me. As always, it will be sequential, in several parts. However many there are, this is our banner for the year. I’m so excited that you are here, Cathy and Robin, and everyone else around the world who is daring to attempt to experiment with Einstein’s theories. You are greatly welcomed to our group of “regenerators.”
I want to start out by saying that 2018 is the 25th anniversary of Diaries of a Psychic Sorority: Talking With the Angels. The Psychic Sorority of the threesome Teresa McMillan and Kimberly Lilith Phelps and me was a conglomeration of the three of us coming together at particular times in our lives to start a group channeling. It was a monumental time without which we would not be here today.
I’m very excited about 2018 because I fully intend that we are going to re-release Diaries, and it’s my hope that we’ll have at least one new chapter updating. I’m so honored 25 years later to still have these friends and that we tested the Conflict REVOLUTION process. Out of the three of us came Conflict REVOLUTION. Without the three of us, it would not have been able to be tested and put into use in a practical platform.
In honor of the 25th anniversary and to every Conflict REVOLUTIONary out there who has dared to look this deeply into themselves and take this much responsibility for their energy, I want to welcome all of you. Whether you’ve called it Conflict REVOLUTION, whether you just know that you’re aligned to Einstein, for whatever reason you’ve been brought to this place, I want you to know how welcome you are, even if we never hear from you, if we never know who you are. It doesn’t matter. What matters right now is the mass action by people worldwide to ignite the compassion within themselves individually, one person at a time.
I want to start out redefinition, regeneration, and reinvention with the idea of change and how there is a cycle to change. Those of us who are all about change, who aren’t afraid of change, who understand change and try to ride the wave of change, sometimes we think, “Oh, yay! Change!” But most people resist change. The average human psyche has a kind of brake that gets put on when it comes to change. Perhaps it’s the fear of the unknown.
But I learned a couple therapists back about something that was called the Stages of Change. The models for this come from James Prochaska of the University of Rhode Island and Carlo Di Clemente, who developed the transtheoretical model of change in 1977. There are apparently five stages that we go through when we change.
The first is the pre-contemplation. In that stage, we have no intention of changing in the near future. When we get into the pre-contemplation place, we don’t even know we need to change, we’re unaware. For example, I went through some situations with some people of color lately wherein I was able to see what I would call my racist behavior, my intergenerational, preprogrammed racism. I didn’t even know I needed to change. So there’s a pre-contemplation phase we go through.
That moves into the second phase, which is where we start to think about it, to contemplate and to intend that we’re going to change. There’s a weighing of pros and cons of change during this time. What are the good things about having to make that change that’s so hard that people resist?
After that comes the preparedness phase, where you’re getting ready to change. You’re taking little steps that can help the behavior become part of your life.
That leads to the fourth stage, which is the action, where we’ve changed our behavior over the course of a period of time.
Then there’s maintaining that change.
I’m sure my therapist gave me this as a way to understand somebody else I was dealing with, but of course, you know the funny thing about that!
The reason I bring this up here is because if we’re going back to what Einstein has asked me to present this year about redefinition, regeneration, and reinvention, I think there will be phases of each part of these that have this cycle of change, where we’re not even aware we need to change. This also came out of a conversation Robin and I had a few days ago about how when we get into depressive places or feel incapacitated, overwhelmed, so much conflict, being driven, all the stress, that that’s the way our bodies and our bigger selves are showing our human minds that change is needed.
The conflict tries to break the pre-contemplative phase, where you don’t know you have to change. The conflict brings that awareness to the surface. How can we not embrace it and be thankful because it’s making us better, instead of keeping that emotion stuffed inside ourselves thinking that we don’t need to change? The conflict allows us to open that up and feel and breathe it.
In honor of the 25th anniversary of the Psychic Sorority, we blew ourselves up, as we call it! Being the queens of conflict, and then the REVOLUTION of conflict, literally the ones who wrote the book, I am—I wouldn’t say “pleased,” but it’s ironically appropriate, let’s say, that by December 2018, when we re-release this book on the anniversary of our first group, when we got together, I have no doubt in my mind that we will have used our tools appropriately and create something greater than we could have done [without the conflict]. Because apparently we needed to change, too, and we weren’t aware. So I’m embracing it all.
I’ll post a link to that model so you can see it in more detail. The important part is to understand where you are in that cycle of change. When we can understand that, ok, we’re on our way somewhere and we don’t quite know how we’ll make all those bridges or where the roads are going, but we just believe we’re going there—when we’re in that phase—it’s illuminating to take a look and ask ourselves, what part of the cycle of change are we’re in in this moment?
There are times we don’t want to change. We just dig our feet in and pretend nothing’s wrong. My description for myself used to be that I’d stand in the middle of the room stomping, my fists clenched, sweat dripping off my brow because I was so mad, pounding and screaming, “I’M NOT MAD!!!” Apparently that was pre-contemplative.
Without much further ado and with great thanks to everyone who participates and listens, thank you so much, I’ll ask us all to take a breath. I want everyone to get as comfortable as they can. I am tucked in my big king bed with my maroon down comforter, and outside there’s a beautiful, clean, white, fluffy snow falling in the forest. It’s so quiet, no cars, no airplanes, no ferries, no sound but what’s real. There is one of the last great bodies of water surrounding me, so I sit in the middle of a crystal.
Today I want us to breathe into the air that I’m surrounded by, this crystalline power of Mother Earth, of compassion, of creation in its purest form, the Earth that you are connected to. That’s the purest form.
We will command that only the most divine light shine down upon you at this time and the greatest good be present here.
0:12:10.0 The Party: Welcome to 2018! We want to thank Barbara for introducing us in such a way that really does set the stage for what we want to focus on this year. We are forever grateful for having an audience willing to take our processes and put them into your bodies. In this action of change—and that is the very stage that we’re speaking of, the action stage, when you take action to change yourself—you are indeed not only being a part of the evolution of human consciousness, to where Compassion is the governing force from within, but you are also changing the way that matter manifests around you.
This year we want to focus on the second of those. The first will be a byproduct of you focusing on the second: focusing on your energy, your life, your decisions, your actions, the action stage of change. Because 2018 will require that you are able to make decisions for the good of the whole at a very fast pace.
That doesn’t mean you can’t ever slow down and relax and not worry about anything. Quite the contrary. We don’t mean that there will be only stressful decisions coming your way. That can be any day of the week.
What we mean is, for yourself, for the internal decision-making aspect of your operating system—which consists of your Intuition impelling an action spurred on by an Emotional dictate connected to Compassion, and then the Intellectual definition and therefore action that gets taken—if you see that energy, those three human dimensions, and how they operate, you can see that Emotion turning into the voice of Compassion as Intuition to impel the entire system to take a step for the good of the whole system is the turning point of change, between that and then what the Intellect does in response to that impelling.
When we say you’ll be challenged to make decisions for the good of the whole rapidly, it isn’t a stress thing as much as it is, imagine getting your “blah-blah-blah” Intellect out of the way. Imagine the feeling of openness, of fresh air in your head. Imagine this picture that Barbara has painted of being surround by crystal water, the power of that water. It’s like she’s in the middle of a crystal, without noise, with fresh air, clean, untainted. That’s what we want your mind to look like. That’s the redefinition that we want to start out with: how to redefine your mind.
Your mind is the mechanism that operates the Intellect. That’s how we distinguish between those two terms. Intellect is a bigger contraption and the mind is a part of its functioning, in the intersection between spirit and physical. Your mind defines your mind, it defines itself.
As many of you experience and have been talking about, those definitions in your mind that are lodged in there from repeated patterns—now you’re realizing it isn’t even just your childhood, but centuries of lives you’ve experienced in other DNA space-time bodies, in other Lenses, other universes, going on right there on the surface of the planet. But this life, in 2018, is the life where you choose to take action and make that change.
So there’s a good redefinition for you if you need something to hold onto or to tack on the wall. There’s a good reminder that you need to look at a bigger continuum of what’s going on, that you are able to see a greater picture. You can’t lose sight of the personal, of course. That’s your platform. That’s the byproduct of all of this work.
When you regenerate, a very simple explanation is “to sustain, a sustainability.” Rather than being so depleted of resources and energy that you’re starved, there’s a continual flow of resource and a positive, direct use of that resource that increases the resource and does not deplete energy. It’s not like there aren’t still seasons or life and death, but there’s a regenerative operating system that is recognized, and those within it, you with the physical bodies, are working to be that change within it.
There are so many around the world right now on the planet in 2018, more and more and more are being driven to take action. When you look at the global situation right now, also try to remember this cycle of change. Many people in the world had no idea that change was needed. The uncovering of the truth is now bringing them to understand that, “We’d better have some change soon.” As you become more aware, you realize it’s not “soon,” it’s “now” when I need to make change. It’s now when I have to find a way.
In people’s behavior you’re seeing that some humans are pushed to a degree of insanity because of their unpreparedness, their clinging to that pre-contemplative stage. The kicking and screaming are intense. They blame other people. They want to bomb other people. You’ll see each individual on the planet being given the same power to change. Some will take it and some won’t. That is that moment we were speaking of earlier between when Emotion drives an Intuitive impelling—that’s one part of it—and then Intellect takes that and interprets it and takes action—that’s where that second part turns into something else.
If you were to also look (for those of you who are metaphysicians and like to see pictures of energy and how that looks) if you have an abscess and it’s throbbing, it’s Emotion at that deep level sending the message up, and Intuition is impelling, “Change.” It gets over to the other side and the message is blotted out and the Intellect puts its own message in there for the good of the few.
You can see this entire model in each individual who has been given the power to make this change. And some won’t. They’ll come around again. It’s OK. But we’re concerned with those who are at the stage where they want to make that change.
So this year, understand that that change means that you have to reinvent something. You have to reinvent what has not been operating correctly. Think about being an inventor. Do you define yourself as an inventor? Or do you say that you’re not very creative or can’t do things well? Thinking now that you’ll be required to reinvent your life, your actions, your whole operating system, you’re in the process—now you have to go back to the first and redefine yourself.
This is a cycle of change as well: redefinition, regeneration, reinvention. Again you come back around where there will be another wave and you’ll be redefining. Redefining is a regular part of your new operating system. Not only redefining those old definitions—that you’re not good enough, smart enough, powerful enough, can’t do it—but redefining who you are. As Barbara said, this will be a familiar mantra in 2018: “You have no idea how powerful you are.” And we mean that on every level. On the level where you can wake up in the morning and say, “I am going to accept that I’m more powerful than I even know,” and also in the humility of looking at the power of Compassion that you can never know, because it’s like knowing God. You can know God, but you can’t really describe God. You can’t have words for the whole of God. You are God in that sense.
You do not understand [how powerful you are] and are in this place of change where you’re out of the pre-contemplative stage and you want to make that change. You’re taking steps to make that change. You’re changing the system, the whole entire system. And you’re experiencing times where you’re just maintaining it. It’s working really well. You’ve done it!
But don’t allow a relapse back into being in a pre-contemplative state [to throw you], because that’s the cycle. It’s the cycle of waking up a little at a time. You can’t just let that whole power plant surge through your outlets. You wake up a little at a time.
We want to say a few words to all of you who work so hard. When you lose your bodies, you will have such a laugh! Not even in an ironic way. Just in the way where there’s a great relief that comes in knowing that you didn’t have to know it all. That you weren’t supposed to be in as much control as you drove yourself to be in.
Every nanosecond when energy was bubbling up through the earth, breaking through to the surface to create your physical body, heartbeat by heartbeat, breath by breath, present moment—talk about present moment, it’s happening now, the miracle! Even as you sit there and do nothing, you feel the miracle of energy surging up through your body to create your body. Then you’re projecting the entire universe and then perceiving it and interpreting it. This is a big job. This is a lot of information. You cannot just wake up to it. You do not just get there. You’re taking your life and committing it to self-awareness, to change for the greater good and for the tiniest good. The greatest good of you, the greatest good of the world around you.
When you lose your bodies and get back to this place, there’s a great joy and a reunion that goes on. We want to talk just a minute about death and say that our job here—those who have come together to make this commitment to help the humans who have bodies in 2018—is that this project and intention of ours to influence you is only about you taking care of you. Everything else becomes a byproduct of that. You do interact with the world. It’s so important that you make compassionate choices when you’re out in the world dealing with people. It strengths the network of the divine.
But really, in the end, when you love yourself in all these ways that we’ve been speaking of for 25 years or more, today, it’s about you and your relationship to yourself. In this year of redefinition, we’ll redefine you as perfect. A perfect operating system. You have the perfect operating system that you are going to change and evolve. And not because it’s not perfect, but because change and evolution are a part of its mathematical basis of regeneration and reinvention.
0:31:30.5 Einstein: I want you to think of yourself as inventors. In many ways, I invented theories, but not like those who went into the laboratory and put together some kind of physical model of the experiment they wanted, whether it was Faraday or the Curies. My forum was pen and paper. You become the laboratory for me and those of us who are here to inspire this change.
We cannot express enough the gratitude that we have that for 25 years we have been able to come together through Barbara’s voice with groups of people to share our viewpoint, to have them participate with us. It’s a success already. We have succeeded in fulfilling what we have set out to do: to plant the seeds of this kind of change.
The Party: And those of you who have been involved, for however long, you have seen the culture change around you, have you not? To be more open, more accepting, more interested, more integrated with these ideas of the inventors, yourselves, inventing these. You see the world change because of those inventions. That is a very honorable place for everyone to be. And any time we can help you redefine yourself, to understand that, just call upon us. We will tell you. You’ll have to think you’re a little crazy in your head to invite in Einstein and the Party, which is a huge party going on here. But then you know that. And you’re a part of it.
What we’re trying to do is to get you accustomed, all of you humans who still have bodies, to the part of your energy that’s already dead, here with us. You have to be careful, because your culture will tell you you’re crazy. But it makes no difference to us, because we know that when you lose your body, you’re going to have a good laugh.
Let’s start off 2018 redefining ourselves as inventors, and let’s use all the tools that we’ve given you and that you’ve learned to change that one person: you. Change yourself. Strive every day to find the places in your operating system that diminish you and change them. That process, if we had to break it down, would be two-part: breathing the Emotion (because when you break out of the pre-contemplative phase and realize that you have a problem, there’s Emotion that follows) and then changing that thought process and those decisions of what you’re going to do.
You’ll find that by the time we get to our last dissertation in Paris at the end of the year you will have found that those voices that diminish you will have diminished themselves. All of you will find the manifestation of this inner work in ways very specific to you, but they are expanding and bringing abundance, relationships, and a deeper trust in yourself, something that you can never lose. Once you learn to care so deeply for yourself, that becomes your operating system. You’ll never lose that again. Everything else springs from that.
With all of this said, we would like to now open for questions and conversation.
Robin: Hello. Thank you, Einstein and Party, for this wonderful dissertation. I have a question myself and also several from Cassandra. I’d like to start with Cassandra’s list. Her first question is, Are spirits on the other side able to taste food?
Party: To a certain degree, but not like you who have the physical chemical action that’s going on. It’s more like the memory of food.
Robin: OK, thank you! You touched on this a bit in your dissertation, about calling upon you and the Party. Her next question is, How much are spirit guides able to intervene and help us when we’re on earth? What is their role in general?
Party: Think of the guidance in two ways. One is, we’re out here cheering for you, rooting for you, being your friend, giving you sage advice, being just another entity in your community of life, your family, etc. To some extent, we can’t do anything any more than anybody else can.
On the other side of it, we’re not going to rig the game so that you “win.” But we work with you (the part of you we were talking about, the part of you that’s dead already) to ultimately manifest what you manifest. In other words, we’ll take the example of you, Robin, you’ve been feeling a little down, going through some times that require more nurturing on your part, a very common condition for the human psyche. All of those events that led to that condition were ultimately done by you with the assistance of the guides, but it’s your greater power that is manifesting those things around you.
Spirit guides are best utilized as friends and not as supernatural beings that will intervene any more than a friend might. If you were stepping off the curb and a bus was coming, a spirit guide might grab you and pull you back. But you wouldn’t want to rely on that. You’d want to be able to be aware of a bus. If you weren’t, then when you got here to the other side you’d have a good laugh. We hope that answers the question.
Robin: Yes, I think so! Thank you. She has another one here. Is there an earth spirit that represents the planet earth, and if so, what would it say to us, especially about the way humans have been treating the earth?
Party: There is an earth spirit. It works through gazillions of pieces, it speaks through the earth itself, the trees, the air, the animals, you. It’s saying that if you don’t take care of me, you will lose your own life. The earth will go on. It’s a similar message of what we’ve been saying to you as humans. If you don’t take care of yourself and your inner life, care for yourself with love and compassion, treat yourself with the greatest good of all, then you’ll lose your life. You’ll eventually end up living in some sort of purgatory where you’re not really living, you’re not happy, you’re lost in process. That’s the message right now.
Robin: Thank you. The questions that I had you touched on, with difficulty. Barbara and I were having a conversation about this the other day, too, in that sometimes the conflict—we are grateful for the lessons that come out of it and we know enough to not blame anyone and feel the blessings and stop and say, “Oh, my gosh, I need change!” But we also were wondering, is there an easier way to maybe find these abscesses, connect with them, heal them, without them having to play out in painful ways in real life, in that pre-contemplation stage?
0:43:25.4 Party: Two answers: one is yes and the other is no.
The yes answer is that if you think about how you dealt with emotion in your life 25 years ago, you have made it a great deal easier. You would have been creating a great deal more drama in your life, a great deal more inner turmoil, had you not been a student of this and yourself, not just us, but a student of yourself, who you came here to be. So you’ve made it easier.
But is it possible to extract the abscess without feeling the pain? That’s the no. If you think about Jesus, in his life, he went into that 33rd or 27th life—the final life as Jesus Christ—as perfect a human as could be. He processed Emotion in a way that no one else could understand. All of his emotions became his power. He did that through living all those other lives as Jesus. You have to do it that way, too, but in a smaller sense. You’re changing yourself through your self-awareness, and thereby what could have been suffering and pain 20 years ago now becomes your power. (Although yes, you’re going through a difficult spell now.)
The way that Jesus had to finally integrate everything was to feel physical pain that would give him an empathy for suffering that he didn’t have prior to being nailed to the cross. It’s not that he didn’t have empathy, it’s not that he hadn’t come as one very perfect evolved psyche of a human. But he needed to feel that pain, to connect on a molecular level. What becomes suffering is when you beat yourself up while you’re feeling the pain, you judge yourself, you diminish yourself, you say you shouldn’t be feeling the pain. All of that is what the suffering is. The rest of it is the first step to accepting that you’re going to feel the pain, and that then becomes the next step to transforming and regenerating the pain.
In other words, you have to quit denying the pain and feel what you … the reason it’s an abscess in the first place is because you don’t want to feel it! Because once you get there, then you can begin to transform it into something else. You can take that pain and turn it into pleasure, turn it into pure healing energy once you’re able to breathe it through your body and then marry it to an intellectual definition. You redefine it. You’re feeling a deep pain, but instead of saying, “What’s wrong with me?” or “That person did this!” you’re saying, “I am connected to the most powerful force in the universe, Compassion. It is by nature a regenerative force that is surging through my body now, regenerating all of my molecules with compassion and love.” You can see how much different it is. It’s still moving through your body, but now you are transforming it into something.
This is an experiment. We’ve done this for 25 years. This isn’t like we’re telling you something that’s been done over and over again. Our theory is—based on what we’ve seen, it looks good: by allowing yourself to feel the pain, it becomes your power. Then you learn what that means, to control your power, how to transform your power, what to do with your power. As we said, you are more powerful than you will ever know.
Robin: Thank you for that clarity and the model, hearing it again, it always seems like I take away another nugget. Just like any perfecting or mastery of anything. You go back in, you hear it again, you see it in a new way, you take another nugget, and then you apply it. I’m eternally grateful.
0:49:04.3 Party: Yes. Think of yourself as a sculptor. You’ve been given a huge mound of clay. It will take a lifetime to sculpt. You step up, you step close, you step back, you take breaks. It’s a never-ending story.
Robin: Which comes back to the cycle that Barbara opened with. It’s like a spiral.
Party: Yes, absolutely. A spiral, and about the place where you are on the spiral, because it keeps spiraling. If you think about it as a moving—it’s finite, but it’s continually spinning, and you’re going up. It’s sort of like those rabbit ears with the electricity that keeps going up and up. It’s nonstop.
Robin: Thank you. I’m excited about this series and inventing in 2018.
Party: Yes. In the sessions to come, we will have some sessions together of invention. What does it mean to invent? How to invent? Where does that divine vision come from of how to take the thought and turn it into the actual physical thing? That’s an exciting part for us, too. We, too, are eternally grateful that you are here with us in great collaboration. Thank you.
Robin: Thank you.
Cathy: I wanted to share a couple comments. I totally understand how when we’re in the midst of something difficult, we want to figure out how we can get through it without the physical pain. But when we can step back and look at it about being more aware, the whole purpose of life in the human body seems to be to experience the experiment of life.
What I came up with from the dissertation today is a sound bite for asking for help. Where I can come up with sound bites for the problem, the issue that I have, that’s easy to come up with. But encompassing a real powerful thing for me now is to, when I know I’m not in awareness or I’m in doubt about something and I want to have that Intuition, now I can ask for “crystal-clear intuition.” When it hit me, I knew that that’s my new mantra for when I’m in the middle of a crisis. I can just say “crystal-clear intuition” and then allow all that encompasses that to be a part of me. I wanted to share that. Thank you.
0:52:27.9 Party: Yes. The mantra is like an invocation of bringing forth that crystal-clear intuition. Remember that the cacophony of the Intellect, which oftentimes mars that crystal clarity, can still go on if you get into the space between the Intuition and the Intellect. When you’re in that place and you realize you have to ask for help and you’re evoking this for yourself, take a minute while you’re breathing and do a visualization.
Think about the Intuition and the Intellect as a joint that comes together, two bones that come together. They’re held together by cartilage and muscle and they bend and they’re connected to one another, but there’s a space between the two. That way you don’t have to waste time struggling to quiet your Intellect in the thinking process. It can go on over there. You’re just going to move to a quiet space for a minute. That will help the clarity address itself and get to you in that moment.
Cathy: Yes, thank you for the crystal-clear clarity!
Party: Now we will close the channel by saying that from where we’re sitting right now, we feel as if we’re in a circle. There’s a circle behind that and one behind that and one behind that. Some of the spirits on those circles that go up are people who will be listening to this in the future. Some are members of the Party who are here in afterlife with us. Some of it is angelic presence. It truly is a very large Party.
What we want to bring home to you in 2018 is that we’re always here. Whether you think of us in a football stadium or an operating room theater, however you see that gathering of intelligence and compassion in the form of this Party, we’re here. Come visit us any time. We will have as much joy talking with you as we have talking through Barbara today. We see great things happening ahead, for each of you individually, but also for the world.
When you despair and look at the world and it seems so crazy and you’re so stressed out, aside from feeling and breathing, remember that this is a cycle of change. You’re witnessing the movement from pre-contemplative space to understanding that change is needed. And you see it. There is no denying this when you look at your world today. It doesn’t mean that everything’s changed, but more and more and more people are standing up to say, “Now I will be the change. I am out of my pre-contemplative stage and I will be the change.”
Know that just as with you, when you personally go through some kind of change, the world is opening up to the bigger joy to where it doesn’t have to be suffering. There’s a ways to go, but 2018 we feel will be a year of great master change, and we are honored and pleased to tell you, for the 25th year, to watch and be amazed.
Over the past month, I’ve had the honor of teaching Conflict REVOLUTION® to two very motivated peacemakers. These two sessions, independent of each other, had similar features: both dealt with uncontrollable rage and degenerative, abusive voices of culture playing in their brains.
As is always true of training Con Rev, I can count on a conflict of my own rearing up when I teach. So I was looking forward to seeing how this would be manifesting around these two sessions.
This time, the conflict that made manifest and the final results shocked even me (in an absolutely wonderful way). I am so inspired by these students and so excited to share these stories, I decided to offer Conflict REVOLUTION 101 for the next 2017 Re-Boot.
Even though this Re-Boot is aimed at those who are new to the process, for us vets who have heard it ad infinitum, it will gently remind us of the power in being the “perpetual beginner.” We will also be sharing our own success stories that are sure to inspire you to take the plunge into your own operating system.
Join me and my two certified Con Rev ® coaches, Cathy Kline and Robin Cordova. Together we will take you one step at a time through a process so simple you won’t need anything but your open mind and willingness to observer yourself. At the same time, so deep that what you change will affect the entire operating system. Once the OS is upgraded, your life becomes much more aligned to compassion, joy, and commitment to doing what is best for the good of all, starting with taking care of yourself.
Once you start seeing where your power truly lies and take control of what is yours to be in charge of, you reboot your entire operating system to automatically make decisions for the good of the whole.
Conflicts will never go away. But we can train ourselves to deal with them in new, revolutionary ways that truly provide for the good of the whole. This alignment to Compassion is evolution, taking one small step for humans and one giant step for humankind.
Join us Sunday morning, or download the files afterward. Either way, thank you for being willing to become the change!